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    Weekly Wrap Up (May 12 - May 18)

    By wildone

    I can't decide where to start tonight  I had an idea, an overused idea, then when thinking of that idea, I had another idea. So I have 1 new and 1 old idea. Do you have any idea how happy I am   So new idea, I know a lot of stories get written here and a lot are incomplete and a lot more are complete. So here is my question, I will limit it to 3 stories. What stories would you call out to have a sequel or to continue on, ending from the final chapter? Let us know the Author, the story and t
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Everyone... chill....

It seems lately that everyone I know both on GA and IRL is just going nuts!   Seriously... just listen to me and CHILL!   Take some deep breaths... do some yoga... drink some tea... just do something... cus it's annoying me!   Eric

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The Day After my Birthday

Well... yesterday was fun... a nice change of events compared to what's happened over the week.   Me and matt went to a vegan resturant near my house, and I had tofu meatloaf (still trying to figure out if its an oxymoron or not lol) and it was rather good. We spent about an hour or so there just talking and such, when one of the owners came over with a cupcake and a candle on it (Matt told them it was my bday) and I blew it out.   Later that day I went out (yet again lol) to another restura

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Missy

Missy was the sweetest dog I ever owned. She may have been quiet, but she had quite a personality. She'd always come over to me when I got home from work wagging her tail. She's a survivor as well, we resuced her from our family friend who rescued her from an abusive household. We had her for six incredible years, and now she's gone.   A week or so ago, she lost the use of her front let, but was still able to get around. We brought her to a vet who said that it might be cancer, but it could al

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Memorial Day weekend

Have you ever had so many story ideas bouncing around in your head that it's hard to focus on one story? Well that's what's going on with me, and its filling up my flash drive like crazy! I do the classic thing of just writing down an idea and running with it till I stop, then I save it into a folder that says running ideas (which over the past three weeks went from under a meg of data to close to 5 megs now).   Other then that, I got my hours and benefits cut at my job so i'm looking to go ba

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Sunday is gonna be busy

Well this weekend is gonna be super busy for me...   I'm gonna be working all day tomorrow (7am - 1am) so I can get Sunday off where I'll be participating in two things... The AIDS walk Sunday morning and the Gay Marriage Rally Sunday Afternoon.   I didn't raise money this year for the AIDS walk, but I'll still be doing it in support of my friends and everyone one else.   After that we'll be going over to the Marriage=Equality rally to show our support for New York to allow gay marriage (l

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New Day... New Journey....

I moved back into my parents house today before heading back to work. We agreed that some things on both our sides need to change, and tomorrow we're going out to dinner to talk about them. My parents want to meet Matt and I think that it's a good thing.   While I'm at home, I'm gonna start looking for a better job, various trainings for jobs, and hopefully get out of the hole I'm in now and move out. My parents agree with this because they want to see me happy, and that's the important thing.

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Fighting Back

NOTE: This is a true story that I felt I had to share. While I know the names of the guys, in order to protect there identites I'm going to be vauge on the names. I'll lessen the violence and the graphic nature of it, but you may be offended by it. Don't say I didn't warn you!   I was sitting at work today (got here a little early... around 12) when I heard a large comotion outside on the street, so me being nosy went to go investigate it and I found two larger guys beating up on a smaller guy

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News... some good... most bad....

Well... things are on the up and up with me and Matt. We've talked about what happened and why it did, and while he knows i'm still disapointed in him and the situation, we're taking steps to prevent it from happening.   My friend and I also talked about what happened and while he says he's sorry, he knows that im dispointed in him, then Monday happens.   Monday I invite matt over and let him in while I get ready for us to go out. We start watching TV and my mom calls me on my cell and tells

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Is it cheating?

Me, my friend and my boyfriend went out tonight and had one to many drinks. We ended up leaving the clubs early and headed over to my friends house where I ended up crashing on his bed. I woke up with my boyfriend and my friend fooling around and when they noticed me awake, they went downstairs to my friends basement and continued having fun. At this point I went downstaris told my boyfriend that I was leaving for home and that I loved him.   Now before you jump the gun, this is my fault. I kn

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Fun times

Well... i'm gonna be heading to NYC today and doing retail therapy (and possibly job hunting)...   Pics to follow tonight

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To my readers

It's been awhile, but I wanted to let you know that I will be editing my old stories an reposting them as I can. After reading them, I came across a lot of errors with spelling, grammer and plot holes (some large enough to make no sense at all).   In the mean time, you'll notice things on my eFiction account dissapere and come back. If you do, re-read them! Things have changed, for the better I promise   Currently Lost in Pain is gone from eFiction and will be replaced with the same story a

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Open Source/Closed Source/Both

After a night of not being able to sleep (bleh to that) I did some research concering both areas of software development.   For those who are scratching their head with what I'm talking about, Open Source is programs formed under the various GPL licenses authorizing people to distibute/edit/add/detract from software under the condition that the source code (the mechanics behind what makes software work) is made available as well. Closed source programs are what prevails on the market right now

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A Bright spot in a bad string of events

Ok... if you should know I'm a big animal lover, and if you hurt them or do anything wrong with them, expect me to do something about it! RWAR!   I went to work today and across from my job is a house and on the porch was a dog who was out side. Her name (I later found out) was Dolly. I'm not sure what type of dog she is, but she was really cute. Now I could hear her barking and at first I thought it was cus she was outside. After an hour I look outside and her bark is getting more panicky (yo

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Looking for...

After the most recent blow out with my mom and me, me and Matt decided that it was time for me to move out and get my own place. Well... we looked at one place today in Ocean Grove and it didn't go so hot. It was cozy to say the least, kinda on the small side. It was a bedroom, kitchen, bathroom, living room and that's it. When we looked around at it thats when we got the low down.   In an area where an apartment like this should go for (according to the websites that I checked 600-800 a month

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Untitled

I don't know how to title this... so I'm gonna leave it untitled...   Me and my mom had a blow out again... this time it's left me numb and confused...   I don't know what to do.. I want to run away... or at least get away from her cus the more i'm around her, the more its hurting.   I know she loves me, but it still hurts what she says to me...   I'm numb inside, and i'm lost and confused...

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Hello!

It's been awhile... so I figured I would let you guys know whats going on with me of late.   Recently, the weather's been getting nicer so I figured what better way to get back into shape then by biking to and from places while I wait to save up for my car. It would be a lot better (and quicker) to get to and from the train station (compare a 10 minute bike ride to that of a 30 min walk). I could use it to go places quicker and well, it would be better. Unfortunatly, lady luck decided to recen

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Dreams

It's one of the most simple questions, but at the same time, one of the hardest questions to ever yourself. It's four simple words, very plain english, and yet, it can send someone reeling trying to answer it. This question is also one that is constantly asked by people both young and old, and one that will forever haunt us and follow us when we do answer it. What is this question you may ask?   What are your dreams?   Easy to say right? No big vocabulary words in it, no hidden meanings, jus

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Caveat Lector

It's time we had a cor ad cor loquitur (heart speaks to heart)   It's simple really, something that was eating me all day. I have no clue with what I really want to do in the short run. Yes I have dreams, but I have no clue how to get to them. I want to work with kids, speciafically the gay kids and such. But to do that, I have to goto school, and I can't afford that, even with loans, and it's sorta depressing really. It's like having a carrot dangled in front of you, only to have it yanked aw

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Read at your own risk

I don't know what it is lately, but many people have been annoying the heck outta me. Most recent thing, my manager forgot to tell me until I was two hours late to work that she switched my schedule THIS week, not next week. Normally I would've been like eh, but not this time. Cus I missed 2.5 hours today, so I have to make it up this thursday and work a 12.5 hour shift.   Now, onto my next annoyance which is *drumroll please* people. Yes people. They've been annoying the heck out of me. Ther

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Around Red Bank... My hand at photography

Hey everyone Today before work I took some pictures of the town I love, Red Bank NJ. It's a nice town filled with lots of open space, neat little shops, a Starbucks and the like. While I was taking pictures, I was listening to a song that I've come to fall in love with "Asleep - The Smiths" and I personally think it goes well with the photos I took. So if you want, take a look at the photos and listen to the song while doing so. If you wanna leave some comments, feel free to here or on the act

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The Gathering

Since the last post was a real downer... this one I promise isn't going to be... as much   Me and mom are back to talking after the fight we had. We're gonna be going into counseling together and try to work out the issues that bother us about each other. Till then, we promised each other to steer clear of topics that could lead to another blowout.   Secondly... I miscounted... I've been with matt (as of yesterday) for 4 months not 5... so sue me   Third, i've been getting the feeling th

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Issues

*Cue Soap Opera Music*   Well... it happened. World War 3 between me and my mom. We went at it yesterday over the most random of things and it ended up being about me and my sexuality and how it hurts her. How it wound from me saving money to me being gay and such, I have no idea. She ended up telling me how I was irresponsible, how I should have matt start paying my medical bills, and some really hurtful comments. I ended up telling her exactly how I felt (and a few weeks of bottled up feelin

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