The Most Wonderful Time Of The Year
Ok so all day at work today we listened to Christmas music. It was really fun. It's ashame it was actually kinda HOT outside today, but I guess that's what I get for living in a furnance,,er I mean Louisiana
I think it would be fun just once to have a "white Christmas", but that'll probably never happen until I move, oh well. Today was kinda fun, I actually kept getting hit on by pretty girls. It's ashame I'm not in the market for one right now. It's also really strange, when I MIGHT have actually dated a girl, they seldom flirted with me, every now and then, but certainly not as often as now. My theory is since I'm absolutely not interested whatsoever in the majority of them now, I must seem more confident, or overall less interested, which I guess really does work.
Anyway every now and then I get a "vibe" from some of the guys that come in, but it's tricky because I'm never SURE and I'd hate to make a fool of myself. That and I'm not out at work . LOL once a few weeks ago this REALLY cute guy came in, that I really thought was gay, I was never positive because he seemed more like the understated type (which is what I'm more into anyway), but I was just kinda "thinking" he was. Anyway last time I saw him I didn't realize he was with the guy standing next to him (also kinda cute but not as hot), so I went to help the other guy, because someone else was already taking care of him, and I guess I was a little too "friendly" because he suddenly stopped and looked at me and said "Hi There" you know in that sarcastic, defensive way people get when someone's talking too much to their S.O., Anyway I still didn't catch on right away I was like "hi", anyway then he moved a little closer to the other guy, and paid for both their stuff when they were leaving and it finally clicked. So I felt a little stupid and embarrased about that. Although I really WASN'T trying to flirt with the other guy anyway, and I wouldn't hit on someone elses person besides that. But mostly I was like kicking myself because obviously the other guy WAS gay, and probably available until fairly recently (and he's so HOT! I'm a sucker for blondes or redheads and this boy's got like the REDDEST hair, and the prettiest greenish yellow eyes). Oh well maybe next time I meet someone I'm interested in and think might feel the same way I'll be more daring before it's too late.
So I'm about to go meet my mom for dinner tonight, everything's been really good with us. Mostly exactly same as before, the only possible difference is I think I've noticed her saying "I love you" more often when we talk on the phone or something. So I'm guessing she probably wants to let me know everything's fine. So I'm glad to say it all definitely seems to have worked out for the best.
Also I worked with my friend (from the earlier post), you know the one who thinks guys and girls can't be friends unlesss they're dating. Well anyway while we didn't really have any good one on one conversations, it was still really fun, and we were definitely laughing and getting along like old times. So I guess it's mostly ok, we just can't spend as much time together as before, or have any important conversations. Oh well it was fun, and for now I"ll just take what she's willing to offer.
Well I'd better run, oh yeah and if anyone's looking for a good Christmas song, I really recommend the one in my title, OR "Felize Navidad" (the "I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas, from the bottom of my heart" song). Take care everyone and have an awesome day!
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