Hey everyone

Thank you all for the concerns and well wishes. Just got news from my dad; it’s now confirmed that it is indeed cancerous cells in his lungs. But, on the positive side, they are relatively new, so that means, the treatments will start ASAP and they won’t be chemo, yet.

*sigh* It’s really nice to be feeling relieved. Acc to the advice of several, I managed to stock up on power bars and lots of milk… lol therefore my eating irregularities didn’t really make me suffer as bad as it could have!

Sleep... well, that’s still pretty elusive, but I am trying to get as much of it as I can, whenever I can get it. So that’s good news too I suppose.

I just realized something, plenty of time when I cannot concentrate, and have a pen and notebook handy, I managed to vent out a lot of things… I wrote journals… with a passion… and after so, so long, that too. And I’m happy! (well, that’s my regular state most of the time, but more than usual I am…)

I think I am sort of an attention hound, I mean… I tend to want attention, and feel terribly sad when I don’t receive it. BUT, when it’s a journal entry, it’s not really meant to be seen, and I’m satisfied keeping it locked in the closet!

Now, even though I am pretty sure I am ready to drop off and pass out when a mosquito hits me on the forehead, I think I’m happier that I’ve been in a long time…

I have so so many people to thank that I can’t even begin to name them all... But you know who you are, thank you for talking tome, I do love to talk, and I do feel better when I talk… so, even without knowing probably you lit up my otherwise dark hours, and I believe I have had quite a few in the past few days.

Like I promised I’d be back, I am… but, not completely… yet. Mentally, maybe… but there’re still some little things to take care of, and I’ll finish what I started. I’m too proud to leave things half done! Lol, I hope that’s a good thing!

Anywhooo… It’s so so good to be back and reading again. I was missing my daily dose of good reads. And now I am going to refill myself. the charge had almost run out and the battery was showing warnings.

Ohhh! And thanks for the b’day wishes, I’m afraid I can’t say I had a blast, but I really did have a better time than I though I would, and I did get a book for a gift… therefore… A happy Frosty went to sleep at night on Sunday! Sniffing a new a book!

Ummm… did I miss anything??? I can’t really remember... So if I do think of something, I’ll just write some more! For now though,

Frosty out!