Jump to content

Luc's Dementia

  • entries
    122
  • comments
    403
  • views
    44,838

Thinking out loud


Luc

397 views

I sometimes like to say nothing. Meaning I like to speak, but not actually say anything. I accuse my son of liking to hear his own voice, but he gets that from me. Though I do it with the keyboard; he uses his mouth. My way is better since at least no one HAS to read what I don

2 Comments


Recommended Comments

It is much easier to share your head online than it is to vocalise it with people you love offline, I find it easier talking about my past with complete strangers than i do with Jay who was there through most of it. I think it is a lot of the things you said about looking for signs of rejection, i even manage to do that online so I am much worse offline and yeah we create them even if they are not really there.

 

I don't ever feel like my relationship with Jay is less because of what I have online with you, and Jay has come to understand what you mean to me. If I had never met you I'm not sure I would be here let alone in a very loving relationship with Jay like I am now and being able to be open and honest with you and others online helps me transfer that to offline life at times. When i see it's ok to be who i am and not be rejected for thinking or feeling a certain way then i feel more able to share that with people offline.

 

I think sometimes we just need the security that talking to someone online offers and it cannot be a bad thing if it helps us deal with issues that will ultimately effect our offline relationships.

 

:) ok will stop rambling *hugs you close*

 

Mark

Link to comment

I know where I would be without you. You are on the other side of a screen, but your hands have held mine and kept me from letting go of my life on at least 3 occasions. Perhaps there are people who would not understand that, who would smirk and think that statement a bit melodramatic; but you and I both know it is true. As I also know what you have said in a similar vein is true.

 

Scott has an issue with my not talking to him about things, but he doesn

Link to comment

Create an account or sign in to comment

You need to be a member in order to leave a comment

Create an account

Sign up for a new account in our community. It's easy!

Register a new account

Sign in

Already have an account? Sign in here.

Sign In Now
×
×
  • Create New...

Important Information

Our Privacy Policy can be found here: Privacy Policy. We have placed cookies on your device to help make this website better. You can adjust your cookie settings, otherwise we'll assume you're okay to continue..