Okay, so I'm sorry that I like haven't been on in a long time...it seems whenever school starts back up, I seem to not have time to go on GA...I remember I did this last year but then got back involved again.

Okay, I believe where we last left off (heh, it's like a story, isnt it?) was Justin and my 5th Anniversary....I like sorta promised myself that I was going to tell him that I was gay on that day, cuz that was the day that was perfect to and I kinda had the courage....then...his parents and sister came home and I couldnt really do it much then. So after that, to be honest, I've been forgetting to put out an effort to tell him. I'm involved in a bunch of stuff in school this year. Each year at the end of the year, they make us fill out a sheet and check all the things that we've participated in throughout the year and it's always depressing....9th grade it was simply Track and Field and Chorus....then after that I told myself I was going to make something of my high school career, make it memorable. So sophomore year, I was a little more involved, not much though. The summer before I lost a bunch of weight so that helped me be a little more positive about things, and so I went out for the play, joined yearbook club, and was in chorus again. But the same thing at the end of the year, and it was depressing. Then, we watched the senior video and it was so sad cuz a few of my senior friends were graduating last year and yeah, it was really sad and it made me actually get my butt into gear with the whole, "make my high school career memorable" thing. This year, so far, I've joined Video Club, Yearbook again, Oral Interp, I'm in the play coming up in November, I got involved in the Junior float for homecoming, I made an AWESOME Ron Burgundy impersonation on famous person day for Homecoming that EVERYONE, I repeat, EVERYONE, loved, hehe, so I made my mark there .

So lets go back to homecoming. I don't know if you remember what happened last year at Justin and my little tradition, if not, read it here, it's about 1/4 into the second paragraph. Anyway, I told him like a month before school started that I didn't want Lorena to be there, and he didn't say much but agreed. So this year, me and him tie dyed shirts for homecoming days and I was sure to ask him "It's just gonna be you and me on Thursday, right?" and he said yep, but I had a slight hint of doubt, that she would somehow manage to persuade him to let her go. But, I met him at the stadium Thursday (by all means not this last Thursday, this was a couple weeks ago, I'm just using the dates) night and it was just him . So, then, it was just like the good ole days, without Lorena . Him and I walked around talking, me taking photos for the Video Club at the same time, but by no means having our tradition be any different, because I always took photos. So they light the "W" and everyone takes photos and the royalty gets their picture taken and then the magic is gone, the firemen put it out. It's dark, no one can see us, I grab the stick and Justin and I walk away like we own the place...."You don't need this..."....f**king fireman comes and takes it out of my hand . One of the assistant principals saw it happen and I asked him if he could help me get it back, cuz you know, I got connections all over the school apparently. I explained to him why and so he told me to break off the embering part of it and then we walked away and the tradition was relived .

Justin's birthday was last Tuesday. I know I told a few of you about it but when I invited Justin along to my birthday supper, I pretty much recorded the whole thing, and well, I didn't really hear him at the time, but when I went back and watched it, he said "yeah my family doesnt really celebrate my birthday anymore" and it like broke my heart....I mean I've always done a little something for him on his birthday, like take him a piece of apple pie from Perkins and make him a card, but he's the kind of guy that acts like he doesn't want all that attention or to have the spotlight be on him, but he kinda likes it, I know it, he just doesn't, as with anyone, want to ask for it. So I decided that I was gonna make him have an awesome birthday . I made him a home made birthday cake and brought it to school. With all my connections lol, I thought sure that I could get persmission to light candles in the cafeteria, but the assistant principal told me that I couldn't in the cafeteria because there's so many people. He did say however that I could in like a classroom. Well me and a few of my other friends have ate in the chorus room before and the chorus teacher doesn't mind at all. So that day, I told our friend Lance what I did and to help me convince Justin that we needed to eat in the chorus room and I kinda made it obvious that I was up to something so I think he was up for eating in there, but after we got our lunches, I'm like, alright, let's go to the chorus room, Lorena's like, "No, I'm not eating in no f**king chorus room, you go eat in there yourself if you want, Ron". The f**king whore must of known I was up to something and thought that she must have foiled my plan right then and there, but f**k her, I wasn't going to let her ruin what I had planned to make Justin have a great day. So after getting yelled at by like 3 out of 20 teachers for "not knocking" on the faculty lounge door, and then being forced to go back outside the door and knocking over , I got the cake out of the fridge. Although, now I'm sorta wondering what the teachers do in there... So I got the cake, got my camera, and returned to the table, putting the cake in front of him. His face like literally lit up. "You made me a cake? I could tell that I succeeded in making him happy, but from the beginning, I wondered how Lorena would react. Last year when I had brought him a piece of apple pie, she got all pissy and depressed and made an ass of herself. This year...uhh...you know how history tends to repeat itself? chyea....you know what? Yep. She did it again. Justin was sitting there all nice and happy and eating his cake, and Lorena started throwing a little silent fit and Justin was trying to calm her down...so anyway, yeah, by time lunch was over, she had stormed out of the cafeteria, almost knocking him over on the way out. I don't know exactly what it is that she get's so pissed about....I don't know if in her sick little world I "out-did" her or something or if it was the fact that my recording of Justin and the cake ordeal, shows almost 10 minutes of him not saying a word to her...I don't know, she's just a f**king psycho whore . Anyway, since she did partially foil my plans, I went over to his house after school and his mom was there and we lit the candles on the 1/4 ate cake and sang him "Happy Birthday". When I was there, they gave him some gifts, so I'm sort of confused as to what he was referring to on my birthday...maybe he meant like cake-dinner-par9ty wise or something, in which case I succeeded. After that, Justin had to leave for work (he forgot to tell them it was his birthday...) and I had a nice talk to Justin's mom about Lorena and what she did and yeah. Apparently they had planned to open his gifts right after school since he had to work at 5:30. His mom told me that it got to be like 4:30-4:45 and Justin isn't there yet. He was over at Lorena's, my guess, patching things up with the spoiled selfish jealous whore. Anyway, I want to do a few other things for him....I had planned on taking him out for supper on his birthday if a ) he didn't have to work and b ) the whore wasn't hogging him, but he had to work, so I'm going to tell him to tell me the next time he has off and I want to take him out to supper, just him and me.

Okay, yeah, pretty caught up there. I'll try to stay checking in on GA cuz I hate being gone for a while and coming back to changes ...lol.

Later guys,

Ronnie