All kinds of things are happening. It's so much fun, so much going on all at once, and it's just... it's how life SHOULD be. Slightly stressful, but not too much, and lots of good, with a steady stream of continual progress.

Well, I have a new roommate. Allan, my friend who hated his roomie, switched with my roomie so now we live together. Yeah, that's the Allan I made out with. No, I'm not going to make out with him again. It just isn't going to happen because of several factors, but he definitely isn't ready for that sort of thing anyway. He's still in the phobic stages. All I'm gonna do is make him get out and about and meet people and have fun, plus try to normalize being gay for him. I figure if he interacts with a gay guy on a close, daily basis then he'll like... get comfy by osmosis.

I got my new computer. It's a monstrosity. Thing is HUGE. It's a notebook, lol, but I'd call it a textbook. I f**king LOVE it. XPS M1730, 4 gigs of RAM, 2.4 ghz processor, all the bells and whistles. Cost a pretty penny, but I wanted it so bad, and I figure it's okay to buy myself something I really want every once in a while. I've decimated my bank account, but I still got about 500 bucks to work with until I get paid. Most of my money will be going to pay for this computer over the next year though. I want to get as much of it paid off as possible because I have no interest for the first 12 months.

I went on a date the other night with Nick. We went to eat at O'Charley's... I paid because I knew he'd originally wanted to go somewhere cheap and sixteen dollars for a meal isn't my definition of "cheap". Plus, I wanted to actually appear capable for once, lol. Well I think it went well. He makes me smile a lot, 'cause he's just adorable and he's so shy sometimes. He makes his own sound effects... kinda like I do. It's nice to have somebody else going "woosh, zoom, pow" when they do things like open a straw. At one point, he did one of those clumsy not-paying-attention bites and half a fry fell from his mouth when he bit it in half, at which point I had to say "I am SO glad that you did that first, 'cause usually it's me." <--- Totally the truth. Something about eating with new people, I always drop something on myself. Well, the whole date only lasted a bit over an hour because he had to go pick up a friend to get ready to go to a club or somethin', and I wanted to not let the conversation get awkward for him. When he dropped me off, I was like, twitching for my phone. He'd said "I'll text you later!" so I couldn't text him first. I totally was gonna lose self-control and do it anyway when I got a message like ten minutes later that read "I had a lot of fun, I dunno if I said that out loud or not". I like this one. Meaning I like him more than I usually like boys, because he appears to actually be a sweet guy, not arrogant, and intelligent. Rare mix.

One of my friends got a job as a shot girl at a bar/club in town. She made 110 bucks in tips the other night, lol. This is all fantastic and whatnot, but it makes me wonder about something. Y'know, I've been losing weight still... getting mighty close to having abs... if I could make that much money in one night, or even more, I'd have no qualms about getting into a speedo and being a shot boy at The Groove. I ain't even ashamed, I'll go get a wax and tan a bit, then work it like nobody's business. I'll be flirtin' with old men left and right.

So anyway, yeah, lots of stuff going on... I've been playing DDR like CRAZY, omg it's so much freakin' fun. Classes are okay, just not doing so hot in speech comunication because I haven't been paying ANY attention to it. I'll fix it though, I hope. I need some good grades, and I'm thinking I'll pull out mostly A's in my other classes. So, I shall talk to you guys later, take care, have fun!