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Isn't sex talk better?

That is very cool Thank you for sharing

I laughed so hard when I read this in Comics blog. Couldn't say it there, have to say it here, a saying I picked up from Bee. Sucks to be you! Love ya really James Just was too funny.

Don't you dare stop sending them to me, Stuby and Kate! I can't believe someone would complain about that. Unc you're a treasure, and never ever a pest. And don't you dare start beating yourself up about this either. Or I swear I'm coming after you with a size 13 goth boot mister.

I love a lot on the list but singing is my main one. I sing from getting up at 4:45 most days, and every minute I can through the day. I am not saying I can sing I probably sound like I'm stood on a baby. But I sing anyways

Hey folks Bee I am so sorry, It doesnt seem like a year ago. Did you ever frame the card? I know what he meant to you. So I really do feel for you. There is nothing anyone can say or do to ease your pain. Only time can fix that. Try to focus on what you loved about him, not the end. All you are feeling is part of the grieving process. If you didn't love him so much you wouldn't feel how you feel. So please don't feel guilty. I want to hug you but I know it isn't what you need. Time will heal Bee I promise you that. Joe, I too try to keep myself "up" it isn't easy, I don't always succeed, but I keep trying. I have been asked why Stuby never writes here about my depression. It's because he understands that this is part of my therapy, my way of dealing with everyday crap. My way of reaching out to others and helping them as they reach out and help me. I never think about being gay, it's a part of me, but it doesn't have to be all I am. I don't want to think about being depressed either. What I do think, is that I should concentrate on my amazing boyfriend, who is always there for me, always loving and giving. I am the luckiest man in the world. So please try to keep "up". Hugs all

Hey all Hi Joe We miss you when you're not around. I know how easily depression can make your emotions dip. I can be sitting on skype with Stuby. One minute laughing my head off the next dipping down so much I want to cry. But having Stuby there lifts me back up again. Apart from the love he gives me, there is also a kick up the arse too. So chuffed about your girlfriend, I really hope it works out. And if it doesnt hopefuilly you will still have a friend. We all know how good it is to have a rant, or a moan here. Helping each other helps ourselves. So bring it on dude Hugs all round PS I was so excited last night, nothing major lol. I won a bid on Ebay for a brand new leather jacket for Baz. £30? Bargain lol. Another crimbo pressie sorted.

Happy Birthday Rob You haven't been here long, but you have made a huge impression. Have the best day ever my friend.

HappyBirthdaySteve

Are you saying it is?

Chin up buddy, nobody will blame you for having a rant. If it helps then rant, easy as. I can offer you a smile and a hug and say, keep up the good work

What is a whooper??

KC you are one sick puppy LMAO

I like to stroke is that bad???

I think by Yorkshire standing, 'middling' means in the middle. As in fair is okay. middling is neither good nor bad.

Lets try a bit of Yorkshiire Well! I'll gutta foot t'of our stairs...... An exclaimation of surprise. Neither nowt na summat...... Something and nothing. Nah bloody claithes on........ Usually said to me lol about having no clothes on. Fair t'middlin......I'm feeling fine. Tha' knows.......You know. Eeeee by 'eckers like...... You don't say? Disbelief. Silin' it down...... Raining hard. Yon....... Over there. Ay up...... Hello Afore....Before Wellies....Wellington boots and a slang term for condoms LOL. So, so many more.

I wanna know how the weird guy in the weird pants got my curtains?

It certainly made me giggle Jo LOL, Hope the night is better We all of those days dear lady, Just make up and mend eh? A little like your 'duck and cover'

Hi all Even after all you have said, and the facts about different depressions. You still have to factor in each individual, and how they act or react because of it. As individuals we all have our own issues and nuances to add to the mix, of the text book description. As for myself and my particular depression. I know exactly what the root cause of my depression is. I also know what the problems are and how to deal with them, to a point. The reasons I chose to see a shrink, are to find other methods to push myself out of depression. I have a boyfriend, I am desperate to be with. I have so many new friends from joining here, I want to go visit. That does not mean I'm not still battling everyday to get over my problems and issues. My life at the moment runs on auto pilot, for my chores and being a farmer. My personal life is a constant mess of emotions and issues so deep, I lose focus in how to deal with them. The roots I have already. Everyone here is an individual and it is their individuality that makes 'their' depression theirs. Pigeon-holing people into this depression or that can't be done. This is only my opinion of course. I'm not trying to influence anyone by giving it Hugs all round

Mine is tripe, just the sight of it makes me heave, even on tv YUK!! Okay a new question. If it was your very last chance to kiss someone, who would it be?

Hi everyone Welcome Henry_Henry, Your view on depression is more a personal one, I think. I live in the middle of nowhere, and right now, I am trapped here through fear and issues related to my past. It's not a choice for me. I dont know anyone in this thread who would choose to feel how they feel. Silence, I know very well, I have no neighbours I can see, the nearest is three miles away. So I am well used to silence, and to me it screams loudly. It isnt any sort of therapy to sit and think. As for religion I had one forced on me, not any normal deity either, but one that said I should be punished daily. Five people who's god said I was evil. It was those five people who had the mental disorder if you ask me. I fight against my depression every single day, I push at the boundaries all the time. And I know I can safely say for everyone in this thread, that they fight theirs their own way. This is a place to support each other, listen to each other and care for one another. What we don't do is tell anyone else they are wrong, or selfish. Yes we sometimes give each other a kick up the backside, but in a supportive way. Hugs all round

Daddykins!!! Happy Birthday sweet man.

That was beautiful Cailen Thank you for sharing. I haven't written anything in ages, And that made me smile. Well done

Hey all I caught up on the likes I think Hope everyone is good Hugs everyone

Yettie (Rob) My dear friend, I've told you before, send me a PM or an email saying come and chat and I will. Growing up I was blamed for everything including the weather. And now she is gone, I have so much guilt for everything else, I know how you feel man. Here is a great place to come and rant and rave and kick up merry hell if you want. We all listen and hear. We may not be able to fix anything but we are still here. I ran out of likes again I use them all in here mostly. But you know I think about you. So let me know if you need an ear. And of course fill this thread with as much ranting as you need. Huge hugs to you Rob Hugs all round