Mark92

Well done! another poet

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Happy Birthday Unc!! Have the bestest Birthday ever

Where to start is always the difficult part for me. What brought this blog update about is, my sleeping pattern has gone from bad to very good to bad again. All because I have too much going on in my head. What am I juggling? Well, actually my life. Stuby is first priority, his health, welfare and happiness is and always will be my first priority. Joint second is the farm, and my friends here and on FB. Next is my studies. I have my course material through now, and I need to get on top of it, before it officially starts in February. Last is me, and it's always been that way, I have always put everyone else first, even before GA and Stuby. That's not some "I'm the big man, or the martyr" It's who I am. Now, all that in my head is too much, far too much, and trying to keep it all in there is causing the sleep loss. So, something has to go. And looking at that list there is only one thing that can be lost, and that is my farm duties. Baz is live in and 24/7 if need be, Lukey is part time, but, always interested in more work. Because of that and because of how well they know this place now, I'm handing over all the farm work to them. Once this batch of piglets have gone, there will be no more. I'm keeping the sows I have, and they will only go,once I go. I'm so close to getting out of here, I want to clear the decks before I do. I'm working with my shrink now to finding a way to clear my issues and hang-ups and depression. Hopefully without the aid of meds. I really don't want to go down that path. So we will give that a try and see if I can clear enough space in my head so I can sleep once more. Onwards and upwards as always.

Hi again Ashes It's been quiet here lately, everyone is busy with life I guess. I make sure to look in every day, and quickly run out of likes. It's good to see a returning face, so please keep checking in.

Many, Many thanks to Jo

Thank you guys, don't let Comic (Unc) kid you either without him and my other Beta's/ Editors I wouldn't be even close.

Hahaha It's humbling to me that it works on women too. Thank you so much. It was a lot of fun to write. Thanks again

Thanks all And Slytherin it's Mark or Marky

I'm out of likes already Thank you so much Jo, I was blushing for real. I can only say it was as hard (pardon the pun) to write it as it was to read it. I have a senses kink, I guess you can call it. Once they are sated then you have the whole love emotion. My opinion anyway. Thank you so much to you and the readers

I know exactly what you mean Jo. Most people say me and Stuby just fit each other, and we do. Of course it isn't always smooth. It would be damn boring if it was. His parents hear us bickering and say we are like a married couple. That makes us both smile. We know it's a long hard road to finally getting together, not just because of my issues but with him being miles away at Uni too. He's in his third year, so, he can't give it up now. I wouldn't let him even if he wanted too. A relationship is a partnership, give and take. I'm so glad you have what you have Jo. You're one of the people that deserves it

Awesome!!! You're looking good Bugsy *wink*

Can it be pertinent and mucky??

Is this still the space for mucky questions??

Happy Birthday Sheep! Hope you have a great day dude

Glad you enjoyed them, I'm sure I can say from all of us how much fun they were to do. I'd like to know if anyone would like to join in or be a part of one? It's all meant in fun, no offence to anyone is meant. So give us your prompts too

Hey Unc, I have no idea what spurs are, and I don't Google Your pressie has gone off please open it to fridge the choccies or eat them it's up to you

Happy Birthday Mikey, Mikey Mikey Have an awesome day buddy

Hey guys So sorry I'm all out of likes, but I'll catch up when I can. Tim, all I can say is try to stay strong We are all hear to listen whenever you feel ready to let off some steam. Time does heal they say. So, wishing you well Conner, thanks for the words of support, we all need them from time to time Jo, I really wish I could help you more, since you joined here you have become a big part of GA and you have many fans and followers. I was told I was weird and talked bull shit, because I care. That hurt me more than a slap in the face. Just because I was brought up in a different world to many of those here, shouldn't mean I'm odd and think differently. The influences you grow up with, and those that are around you, become a part of you. All my influences were 41+ in age, so I learned respect and manners, and not always the easy way. Many parents don't teach these skills anymore, things arn't past down and discipline? forget it, there doesn't seem to be any. But we are all here for you and feel for you Jo Layla, all that is so true, it seems to me that so many just don't seem to care anymore. Try to keep smiling Hugs all round

I enjoyed that Andy my man, well done

Unc What can I say? we all tell you off and tell you to take time for you, just wish you'd listen once in a while. I can't say much about your work, I don't know what that feels like, to work for someone else, or that particular job, you say it's gruelling and I believe you. I do know about caring for someone though. My mum was bed ridden for two years, and I couldn't get her a doctor or anywhere near a hospital, she wouldn't have any of it. It is all strain and stress and Christmas has it's own stresses too, I'm learning that much. We are here for you Unc, so vent, scream or dance the Fandango, this is the place to do it. Be well Unc Hey Breeze Thanks for stopping by Extra support always helps, and like you I look in all the time, but don't always comment. Thanks again

Hey all Good to hear things are improving Layla even if it is slow, it's still progress. Stuby has a black belt, I think it's Karate, I'll get slapped if it isnt LOL

Hi all Well, it's 8:52am on a Sunday morning, and I'm sat here with five minutes to spare. Not twiddling with anything Just wondering how everyone is? Have you made progress? slumped behind? Or a mixture of the two? Mine is always a mixture, some things make my heart soar, my eyes sparkle and my laughter is genuine, at other times I have a hard time convincing Stuby I'm okay. Being with Stuby helps, being with you guys, helps, and my studying helps. My shrink? Not so much so, and I am so glad I'm not on meds to keep me up. Though I do understand for some it is a matter of survival. So I ask again, how are you all? and I genuinly mean it Hugs all round

Just showing we love ya Jo *Whispers, "Hey KC, looks like we got away with it." That was such fun guys

LMAO KC *HIGH FIVE *