Jason Rimbaud

This is exactly what this piece is about. The protagonist was cheated on, lied to, and mentally abused, and when he had had enough, he made the wrong choice. I hesitated including this piece as I know it's dark, heavy, and touches on a subject that many find objectionable. Myself included. But I really wanted to show the opposite ends of the choices we make. The first piece, hopeful choices While this piece is about desperate choices. Sometimes when you are so deeply involved in a situation, the only way out is through. I had another stanza that I cut, which described what had been done to our protagonist to make him believe the only way he could move forward was to make that choice of violence. I felt that slowed down the "story" but I love and hate this piece. I don't think I'll ever revisit this theme in future poems; it left a sour taste in my mouth. I think. I should never have submitted it. But thanks muchly for your comment.

I only had about forty, it was more manageable than last week!

Balls, I can't be the first to comment again. I'm busy today.

Some, I'd hate to see a story where you think a lot of sex happens! .

You can read Frosted Hearts, and I could give you a specific chapter, but due to the nature of Frosted Hearts, to understand the sex, which is almost a third character itself, you would have to read the whole story. I don't enjoy stories where the sex is more emotional than physical. Since a majority of my stories are about first time or the beginning of a relationship, the sex is always more physical. You don't reach emotional or intimacy until you've gone pretty far into the relationship. And if the sex continues in my story past the first few weeks of their relationship, then slowly I'll introduce more emotion into the sex. But most of my stories takes place over a week to a few weeks in story time. So the sex tends to be exciting, physical, and raunchy. None of my characters sees stars or lose their breath as they stare lovingly in one another's eyes. Fireworks don't happen, just the "O" face. This is not a dig against anyone's writings. This type of emotional feeling you described, is boring for me to read. So I don't write in that manner. I write good ole' fashioned "smut", "*orn", or "stroke stories", hopefully with some fun dialogue and interesting premise. The sex is always used to force the characters to change/grow/learn/ something. But since I don't believe in an emotional connection for sex, I don't write it. I am very connected to my husband, emotionally, sexually, and all other "ly" you can think of. But sex isn't the reason we are connected in that manner. It's our life together, the relationship of living day to day with each other. Sex is biological, not emotional for me. So it doesn't make sense to me when people write it in that manner. I can have mind blowing sex with anyone, and the moment I leave them, I am thinking about dinner, or the next thing on my list of things to do. It's a healthy, fun need humans have, but we place way to much importance on the act itself. And before anyone becomes angry and tells me where I am wrong. You do you, and I'll do me, and we can both be right for our own needs.

I saw him, standing in the shadows Alone and leaning against the wall Did I see him? Was It Him? I stepped up A hood covering my face The warm air was still and so was he I crept up, holding my breath In truth I knew at this time It was the moment of his death I had but this one chance I grabbed his arm and pulled him close Wanting him to savor the last free air What did I do? His voice pierced the stillness of the night Then I pushed him over to the wall

The Time To Escape Might Be Before It Begins If you are a victim of or have experienced relationship violence, or content related to these themes bother you as a reader, please do not read this content.

Time to enjoy the rest of my day. See you everyone on Thursday!

But you're my favorite prude.

Only from Halal bulls. Very tasty, sauce or no sauce.

I'm starting to think I might be misunderstood on this site. First the FO does a drive-by, then stops, and backs over the bleeding corpse. Then you...maybe I should rethink my life choices.

That is why you are one of my favorite people on this site!

It's convention season in San Francisco. "Hi, may I have twelve wings please?" "Of course, what two sauces would you like?" "Can I have three sauces?" "One sauce per six." "So I can't have three?" "Of course, you could choose one sauce per six and then get a side of whatever sauce you'd like." "But I want four, four, four." "We offer one sauce per six." "Okay, can I have all buffalo." "For sure." I ring him up, show him the total. "Holy shit. It's so expensive. Back home this would be less than ten dollars." "I repeat the total." "It's really expensive." I kind of lose my cool. "Why would you come to the most expensive city in America and complain about pricing? Did you really expect the prices to be the same as who gives a shit Texas that you're from? There's a reason your convention isn't held at the Farmers Market and Yardsale in Bumfucked Texas. Its held in San Francisco at the two hundred million dollar Mascone Convention center. Next!" I fucking hate conventioners. And, they get reimbursed by their company for these work trips. Shut the fuck up, have a coke, and suck a dick in the gayest city in America!

Which of the three would you assume I'd be?

Then you might like my ranch, its dairy free. Have you tried Oat Milk for your gravy? You have to use a bit more roo but it's practically the same. My husband is allergic to dairy as well, so I have come up with lots of tricks to make sure he stays his 114 pound self. . PS: before you get the wrong idea, he eats five times a day and I've never seen anyone eat as many Oreos as he does on a daily basis.

Season Twenty-One of Survivor, forgot how boring this season is. And the winner was even worse. Not as bad as John "C", I know the man's last name but I won't dignify Survivor by mentioning it as he begged for Jeff Probst to call him by his last name because he's a petty, jealous, POS. *spits* Full disclosure, I only skip two seasons of Survivor, I've only seen them once each. It was the first time John "C" played, and then his return where he fucking won. He made an appearance on Season 39 as a guest "mentor", I skip that episode too. *spits* Tomorrow morning I have to be at the restaurant at 6 am so they can clean our hood and fire system. It's a semi-annual law to ensure we don't burst into flames due to grease build-up. Wednesday is also the day I've been taking off so there's that. Today, as I prep my sauces, I turned on THEM, a beautiful nuclear warning story about giant ants attacking San Francisco. Sadly, there is no MuffinLegs or BarnacleLips.

Or people, *cough* @Jeff Burton *cough* .

The erotica I have down pat, now I need to learn how to write/right a good story, not sure if I'll ever produce an awesome story. I'll leave that to you!

That's why she's fighting the G I Ants, conquer her fear. See, I'm a helpful Jason.

So now, even chapters with no sex turns you on? . Damn I am good!

Come on now, it was a rite of passage for years. I think you are looking at it from your adult, mature self. You might have thirty years ago, especially if you were friends with me. . Who knows what little things best friends fight about. That's a good point. He also wanted to see the video of Tyler getting blown, so being homophobic might be stretch. Tyler was talking shit about the football team. I might have not made it clear in the narrative, but the football team and Tyler and Devin, were going for the same table. They were trying to stop him from achieving that goal. PS: in a certain part of the story, I'll revisit this comment. There is a reason why Tyler was targeted, even if its not shown currently. Brandon seems to march to his own drummer. He does interesting things, sometimes just for the thrill. Not sure if Tyler's choice was subconsciously, but I think maybe the author might have fallen to that trap. .

Matter of a fact, you are in charge of the Sacred Knights, it's a real honor. You were promoted from bartender from the first draft.

How do you feel about six legged Giant Ants? I'm writing an article regarding this phenomenon in the tunnels of San Francisco.

That's a rough allergy, dairy is in practically everything. But I designed my menu to have the fewest number of allergies as possible. No nuts, no mushrooms, no gluten, no dairy, no soy...I try to make it easy so I don't have to do modifications.

I do have lemon citrus in some sauces, two sauces, you should like you have some annoying allergies. my place is dairy and gluten free.