Emi GS

Thank God that finally I am hearing about you going with the Flow. Don't forget you got all stock of friends with you all the time and here on GA too... And Lots of Hugs and Kisses from me though...

It was a great loss for America when it happened. I pray for every soul that lost on that day. And it was true that hope of tomorrow will make us all to stand for something to heel what we lost...

The Boyfriend Tag By AceKebabs. Its a simple story of teenage love and Romance. Its not a complete story though, but we need to boost the appetite of the author to continue the Story...

Silver lining was definitely going to be there... but when I can't say... Thank you for the compliments... I am not gonna make you all wait...

Hurt? Yeah hurting was there, but who you have to find out. Just check on my blog 'Secret behind Suicide Note'. Suspense is going to stay on for some time. We have to wait and see what's gonna happened next... that means more chapters are coming. Not but least, Thank You for the review...

Nice to here that, and Congratulations to the fellows of UK...

The thought of Suicide will come from the pain that never ended. But for me it came out of misunderstandings. Yeah, misunderstandings... By knowing the consequences, I don't wanna be a Gay. At least not in front of the people I Love. Its not that I am ashamed of myself, but... You know its complicated to answer. Coming to the story, the first chapter itself named as the story title. So many, not so many though, said it was very emotional and tough write. I don't know it was that deep but it was just came out of blue into my life. When I was thinking about the concept for my story, I have been through some incidents that made me to write the first chapter. Yes, I had been in suicide tendency because of these situations. My family members underestimated me and how sincerely I take relations into my life. For example, if I thought that someone is my friend I'll just put a full stop for that. I won't go any further or I won't let them down. And if I had seen someone like my sister, no other feeling enter into my mind. I am like that. But my family members underestimated me, and forced me to marry someone. I strongly rejected, I am gay firstly, because I raised that girl as my sister. I loved her like I loved my own sister. But they don't wanna listen any of that. Not the gay thing. I haven't told them I am Gay. They got angry about my decision and most of my family members blackmailed me that if I won't agree they have nothing to do with me. I am lost... Out of words... And I felt that my heart became a void that was pulling me in and asking me to stop the pain. I can't thing straight. If they don't want me, then I don't want me too. That's when my mind went throughout all the options I have, and I had only one option. Suicide... That's my option to end all I have been going through. I know its not that easy, but that was what I was thinking. I have gone through that phase for some days. So the first chapter itself came to me like a flood. I just put it down and think after how I have to complete the story. I stuck there though, but hope that a good story will come out of me.

Thanks for the review and Yes we have to wait and see what will happen next...

Thanks for that... I'll hope to make you all Happy with my Story...

Emotional and tough... I agree with that... And I hope I'll make you all to think I deserve it...

We hope for the best Drew... Who knows that small hope from the E-mail will bring???

On this Special Day, I Wish You all the very Best, all the Joy You can ever have and may You be Blessed Abundantly Today, Tomorrow and the Days to Come! May You have a Fantastic Birthday and Many More to Come... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Yeah it will end up a great effort if an efficient mind is linked with cold heart. May be sometime their intentions won't be bad but they take a wrong way to implement them. So we just can't tell somebody bad or some implementations are worse, but the situations made them to implement their intentions in a bad way...

It is not easy to loose a pet as I know. I have dog puppy when I was about 14 or something. Everyday it will eat his lunch with us. One day I was off to school and when I returned it was not there where it have to be. I thought it went roaming. But that evening I found that it was no more alive, because of the construction vehicles. I have got no pet from then... I Hope You Will be Fine...

I don't know I'll get this Someone Special... But I hope so...

In everyone's life there will be a tragic hit you like speed breaker. Some will give no pain and some a little. But God will give this kind of tragedy that will give you so much pain that can't be bearable and can't replace... I have gone through these kind of heart broken things that I wish never happened. When God think you are happy and to test you he will arrange some typical thing in your life, which will make a great impact on your love life. It happened in my life which made my all relations wreck and broke my wings of hope. I happened like this: I was too happy that My crush, Love of my life listened me when I was explaining him how much I Love him. He is being too polite and understanding. He behaves like a broad minded and told me that he was not like that and said I don't have to worry about our friendship. I believed him... I believed him that he is straight, I believe that he is too good to be my crush and first love. Yes, I have a sad feeling that he doesn't love me the way I love him. But I have to adjust with what I got from him, that is friendship. But something had changed. The realization that he know about me made both of us too close that; we are being too friendly, too talkative and too good to each other without hesitation. One fine day, it was like that, that I have to sleep over at his place and he continuously saying I am going to enjoy the night. Like he said we really enjoyed like he said. It was all sexual and hot, but haven't lost my virginity tough. I was just thinking about his satisfaction. Not only that, the next day itself is like that. That given a simple hope he might be gay. But not he was acting straight again. And the very next day, we planned to attend a marriage ceremony and I went to his house to check on him whether he is ready or not. When I slowly entered, as silent as possible, his house to surprise him. I got shocked when I entered. Two male forms were so exited in seducing each other on bed, I seen. They wear no cloths and they are on each other. He saw me then and just whispered 'shit'. Yeah I walked in between my unboyfriend's sexual act with another boy. I just out of the house with shock and a broken heart... Broken like no getting back again. Broken like never want to live. Broken like an Angel crying for some peace to heart...

I think You are the only one interested in this game...

Life Must Go On... Whether You Like It Or Not... :)

And I Like 'Let the Music Play' from C James's...

Never, I intentions are very clear that I love his stories... Not that I wanna make someone a goat, especially not Comsie...

Like the most as far as I read the stories here, but in particular I love the GFD series by Comsie... That was the story which brought mere to GA...

If my friends say "OMG"... I got a lot to explain them...

Suicide Note Today I am beyond tempted, more than ever before. This empty feeling in my heart has not gone away. It’s not just because of him and the one he is sleeping with; it’s me. I hate myself right now. This pain, this hatred… all my fault. I do like relationships, both God's given and those I built throughout my life. Why is my Life so miserable? Was I made with God’s wrong hand? Was God upset or moody when he was creating me? I have ruined all my relationships beyon

A 'Suicide Note' had been written by David, who dealt with lots of pain throughout his Life. This simple letter from a teenager created issues that made both known and unknown to struggle with their Fate...

Don't make it hard on yourself... It is not your fault you love some and they turned out to be cheating you... Me too loved a straight boy(I dared to tell him and he said we friends and fine that way), and the result is broken heart. What worse is he with some other boy.