My first celebrity crush was Jeremy Sumpter. When I saw him flying rings around Captain Hook as Peter Pan, it felt like I was struck by electricity. It made my chest hurt quite a bit, somewhere around my heart. I was probably nine years old, maybe closer to ten. That mischievous smile with the freckles on his cheeks, the gray-green eyes, and the honey-colored hair were all very alluring to a helpless pre-adolescent boy. I had this idea in my head that I wanted to see him take off that suit made of leaves and go swimming in the lagoon.
I started fantasizing that Peter Pan would take me away to Neverland, and we could go swimming every day (and do other things, though as a nine-year-old, I didn't know yet what 'other things' entailed.) Then, relatively more logistically, I started wishing that I could meet Jeremy Sumpter and he would take me off to Hollywood, or whatever town he lived in. I held onto that fantasy for two years, until I made friends with a particular boy in Fifth Grade, who, oddly, looked nothing like Jeremy Sumpter at all. I guess having someone next to you every day, someone who sends shivers down your back every time their arm brushes against yours, will dispel any vapid fantasy.