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  1. FormerMember4

    Chapter 8

    Physical marks heal. Verbal ones don't. Yes you normalize it!
  2. Hello Staff! @Myr I think found another accessibility bug. If I copy and paste in a comment field. I can't edit if mistake, unless I leave field and go back. I if I try to edit without leaving, it copy and pastes multiple times. Never used to do that. Refresher its iOS running 10.3.3 in Safari. There is work-around for now!
  3. FormerMember4

    Chapter 8

    I read this last night, waited to comment. I just want to smack Stefan. Wake-up brother! With that said, not easy. Looking from outside, easy to say pack your shit and go. However; having been in a verbally abusive relationship many years ago. They break you until you have no will left. The day that man punched me, my ass was gone.
  4. FormerMember4

    Alone

    This is painful Sir. The loneliness and honesty. Knowing the patrons just see a piece of meat. Concentrating on only their gratification. Not seeing a person who holds pain, fears, dreams.
  5. This was answered awhile ago A. It's built into the software the way it is. No clearing!
  6. Sir, this is beautiful. You are understanding to what many of us struggle with. You handle us with love and care. Sean is lucky, as well as myself and others. Our Sirs see this insecurity and demon. Building us up every single day with loving and guiding hands.
  7. I love that you're always so curious Parker. One of the kindest and open-minded individuals on here. A very admirable quality.
  8. FormerMember4

    Incertitude

    Aww, Lux I'm sorry buddy. Uncertainty in a relationship hard thing to bare. Sending positive vibes. Beautifully written. 🤗
  9. Sir, just like fine liquor... Some things taste and go down better with age.
  10. FormerMember4

    Chapter 5

    When sex is involved, extremely difficult. Especially when it affects the appendage that defines you in society. Losing sight made me self-conscious in bed. If I can't see emotion, am I no longer attractive to partner. Then having shoulders, knees, hips replaced due to long-term HIV med use. Will my partner only think I'm a robot. So much of us is defined by our body in society. That is not a straight road they will travel.
  11. FormerMember4

    Call me Daddy

    Sir, I thank you for taking me on this journey. Honestly, a lot breaks my heart. It gives me an intimate connection into you. You honor those who are, were, or didn't survive the street. Puts my demons and issues into perspective. Knowing 3 people on here, close to me lived this. Brave and beautiful gentle souls. Knowing Doms are protective by nature, makes this me like your character even more. xo
  12. I just want to add one thing @William King, about taking orders and being told what to wear. Speaking only for myself. My Sir always considers my opinion. Danny is my Sir. Him making my choices frees me. I get so bogged down with my demons. I'm not just giving control, it relieves pressures that drown everyday. I'm not a dog taking commands. This gives me structure, a chance to catch my breath. Most important, focus for me to function.
  13. William, I respect you. I know you're intelligent and I enjoy our conversations. I do have to say your tone came off condescending. May not have been your intention. I will not dismiss your curiosity or lack of understanding on this topic. I hold no judgement of your responses. As a submissive who lives a D/s lifestyle, we are defensive. Our choices are perceived as deviant. Yes, I said choice. I'm no slave. My Sir builds me everyday... By loving me, building confidence, and he keeps me from hating and hurting myself. He loves, protects, and gives security to an often broken boy. If you have questions, I'm willing to have an honest and open discussion.
  14. I'd never want my favorite bookworm not to be close. 🤗
  15. Thank you Reader. You show that everyday. I didn't mean to leave GA family out. In life D/s community learns to shelter things from people. Due to being misunderstood. I feel free to be 100% me on here.
  16. Thanks Moggy! I appreciate that.
  17. Thank you Michael Sir. With the support of Mac Sir and you, this boy has found a safe and loving community. Not only do I have the security and protection at home from Sir. I can come here and be me, with the support of wonderful Sirs' and sub family.
  18. FormerMember4

    demon

    I read this, knowing it needs to be told. Brings anger, hollow heart, and makes me want to be sick. Annihilation of innocence!
  19. FormerMember4

    Chapter 5

    Emotional chapter. My gut is telling me that Devons brother abused him. That moment in the bathroom seemed to be an affect of PTSD.
  20. FormerMember4

    New Life

    I'm happy to see the things that bring you happiness and peace.
  21. FormerMember4

    New Life

    Sir, The vulnerability and love you show in this is beautiful. New life is beautiful, even the rebirths. xo
  22. Sir, all is good. We're human. You're trying, and I'm certainly not perfect.
  23. I'll share them with my favorite Velma Dinkley!
  24. Happy Birthday @Cia! Have yourself one Scooby Dooby Doo of a good day. 🤗
  25. Brutally honest and courageous recollection of time on street.
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