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Hey Steve Everyone has regrets man, i have soo many i can't even begin to name them all, the point is just trying to learn from them. No one can change the past, only our future. School is awesome, though it sucks at the same time too, im cramming for my exams that are coming up shortly UGH...

Hey Viv Heh so i bet your son's going to grow up being a famous author too then huh? <3 I mean like Mother Like Son right? I think you should add to it, but then agian it could be for someone else? Who knows... All i know is that you are the only Famous Viv here at Gay Authors, and idk bout everyone else, but i dont want to share you!!! Im greedy like that heh. Take care Viv and have a wonderful Hump Day. -Mike

Hey Kev Awwwww that is really sweet, heh sitting here thinking of you!!! Im sorry to hear about that guy, there are some really good guys out there who arent taken *Points To Kevin*, It just takes time to find them. Heh I should really talk right? Im like the most impaient person you will ever meet haha, but even I know good things take time, it's just a matter of time till you find the right guy, who knows you may have already found him, and not you just need to develop something more. Anywho best of luck to you Kevin, you are a great guy, and im sure you will find your perfect other ever so soon, just remember that when you find him and live happy ever after , it will all have been worth the wait =P Fyi : Im listening to Lee anns "I Hope You Dance" Such a touching song... Gets me every time.... :ranger: Take care -Mike

Hey Guys So im over him, i guess he decided he just wanted to play the ignore Michael game, which is fine. Idk really im not even looking anymore. If some guy wants to come up to me for once he can but other than that im done looking >< So a co worker sent me this and i thought it was pretty cool.. So all you have to do is repost this and fill in the blanks!!! Have fun -Mike Dear__________, I__ you. You have a pretty ______ . You make me _______ . You should_______ . Someday I will _________ . You + me = ____________ . If I saw you now I'd __________ . I want to ________ you. I would build a __________ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be ____________ . We could __________ under the stars. Love, ________________ (P.S. _________________ .)

lol, you know i think it suits me... Now i just need to write a short story, denying it all and i'll be just like you <3 -Mike

I'm glad he didn't give me some random title yet.. *Gloats to self*

Hey Kev Yeah for now we are just talking, but its very intresting to say the least. And idk i seem to be always thinking about him, but i know i got to cool it. Ive been with a needy person before and i wont be like that. So i need to keep my mind off him haha. Hell for all i know it might not even work out, but at least ill try! Thanks for the kind words and advise guys. -Mike

He got you there Cj, and again i must say... tisk tisk tisk you and cliffs ohh my...

Hey Cj The thing is it isn't really online dating, i mean ive seen him in person, and thats why i looked him up on myspace. We live about an hour apart, but hes always in my area for school and work and such. But i know what you mean thats what im scared of, is that he just wants sex or something, idk. He said hes looking for a lTR but idk, i guess well see. But yeah i know ill be very cautious thanks! -Mike

Confusion seems to be the one word to sum up my life lately. So about my life, it has been okay as always. Working a lot more dealing with the life of being a resident manger, is not all its cracked up to be. But it's what I have to do to have my own place right? So I will keep it. So i got into a Car Accident the other day. Branden and i went to work to teach our class as always and i always work Friday nights after the class, so Branden wanted to go out afterwards, so he decided to keep me company that night. Which was great, i kicked his butt in football muwahaha. Anyway, i ended work at about 9pm, so we headed out and to the mall where we were going to meet up with a friend. So as we are driving over this bridge that leads to the mall, there is a baseball field to our left, and a stop light right in front of us. So i guess Braden thought it was a green light because he kept his speed of 30 going while looking at the baseball field to see what they were playing, until BAM we smack the car that was stopped at the red light in front of us. We were both fine, and so was the other person... but Dang did that scare the shit out of us both

Joe GO TO SLEEPPPPP No but really, i hope things get better for you, just try to male a day where you have nothing to do but relax, you owe it to yourself, everyone does every now and then. And if you want a good cry, watch A Walk To Remember, or a few series of Boy Meets World, they get me everytime!! Hehe take care man and i hope you get better! -Mike

But it's apart of life i guess right? living each day and dealing with what comes with it. -Mike

You know it's funny becuase like i already said before, i prob wouldn't go if it was me. Just becuase of the sheer reason that going to something like that, would be outing myself, and as much as i think im ready for it i know i'll never really be ready enough. It's just something i need to get over with and deal with what happens one way or another. -Mike

I voted Yes But as a few others have already mentioned i think there should be a "I Don't Care" Button. To me id love my son or daughter, either way no matter what they are, becuase thats how i am, lovely and all haha. In a way i kinda feel like i already have a gay son (Bob) and i love it. The only part i don't like is the fact that i worry that he tells the wrong person... But thats life i guess, it happens. -Mike

WOOHOOO HAPPY 17 BIRTHDAY!!! Have a great one!

Hey, everyone has their reasons, and i agree with you... Im not really much of a crowd person either, i go with out maybe 4 people max 5 at times and i feel awkward. Really id be honest with the guy, just say its not something you are interested in but thank him for the invite =D Who knows maybe he just wanted you to call for a different reason Take care and have a wonderful day! -Mike

YAY FOR YOU!!! Im glad you talked!!! As for the event i agree with Kevin, im sure it will be as much fun as you make of it, but don't feel forced to go if you really don't want to, i for one prob wouldn't go just becuase we'll Im scared like that =D Take care and let us know what happens if you decide to go -Mike

Well since im not out to a soul, i guess im so called straight acting... Yet im not acting you know, i act the same way ive been acting for the past 20 years, i wear clothes that i think is appealing. If i saw a shirt that said "I Am Gay" Yet it was black with white letterings and looked really cool i would wear it, just becuase of the fact that it looks really cool. I do find myself checking out guys here and there, but it isn't like a gawking at them thing, the hot ones just grab my attention and i look for a second just to notice and then turn my attetion back to whatever it was on. There for a am straight acting, yet i see myself as a steretype gay guy... Just in my own ways. Talk Enjoy Have Fun!!! -Mike p.s: Tell us all about it!!

THis news just makes me even sadder =(

I'm with everyone else here, i love you yet i hate you soo much!!! Im really glad they finally got to kiss, and Chase called him his boyfriend!!! SO SWEET And you said you don't do evil cliffhangers.... pfffttttt I take my vote back! -Mike

Indeed, can't wait to hear all about it

Awww they had all those kids singing too haha funny video, thanks for sharing.

Yeah i should have been more clear. It's not that i wouldn't date a guy who's the stereotype gay guy, i mean i have... It's just to me one who is thermself instead of trying to fit a steretype is more appealing in my eyes. Someone who just may have all of the things it takes to be a steretype gay guy, yet doesn't really show it like a lot of others do you know? Idk i may not be making much sense but thats how i always am >< I like someone who is senstive, and uniqie in his own ways. Someone who would hold me when i need it the most, someone strong, and caring. That one person who can do or say anything to make me smile when i'm having a shitty day. Someone who doesn't care what everyone thinks about him, and always stays true to himself. Thats my dream guy ^^ -Mike p.s: Sorry for going off topic hehe.

Okay Im late as always but blah. So I live in the wonderful Island known as hawaii!!! It's a great place to VIST, but I don't know about living here. I mean yes it is called paradise, but thats only when you come here for a trip. For such a tiny Island, hawaii is over populated big time. Thats pretty much the main reason, overpopulation = expensive living. If it wasn't for my new job, i would be homeless haha it's just so hard to make it in hawaii without a really good job. Already i've had 20 friends move just becuase they couldn't afford it here. But other than that hawaii is really just like any other place >< -Mike

Sounds a lot like me ... hahaha I agree with Kevin 100 percent. And i noticed the more you hang out with someone you think is gay, or bi, you can kinda get little hints, just by always being with the person. Maybe that's just me, but if theres someone whos really hard to tell, i just to hang out with them a little, and thats really all i need to know. But yeah i agree with you i think guys who don't fit the steretype are more appealing, but thats just me -Mike