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Thanks for the reply. Sounds like you be an excellent bf to the right bf that comes around. Also, there be more of a basis for love and relationship. Keeping money out. What if the spender spends like $40,000 of the money maker money. But results in that spender would take a life time to pay back the money maker. Then the money maker loses his job due to the recession and for months have a hard time to find a job? What would the relationship turn into? Did the spender did not care about the moneymaker in the short term? Whats fair or unfair for both?

An age old question since Micheal J Fox made that movie? But really there are relationships out there where the money maker winds up spending on the spender? And maybe has gone into several similar relationships (personal or business) So can there be love with no basis on money? Maybe if they bother money maker or both spenders? But if their both different - it be about the money right? The spender not understand the moneymaker - and the other way around endless drama and comedy for god to watch whose board with the universe? Any thoughts?

Does that mean Eric can have tequila? Any way - Its good think Eric doesn't have knowledge of where the nukes are. Ambush by scar is looming and will they have paid the mercenaries and have the press conference and the USA to act? It does sound like Eric would be the first to be captured by Jerry and be torchered for the info. It would be better if the had a fight like near the volcano with nukes in hand? Nice boom away party for Jerry. Eric would be satisfied his Nemesis is gone.

Happy Birthday!! Enjoy!!

I would be surprised that you be alone. You've proved that you have mind for knowledge. Just I would wonder if you would get a PHD or a job. One of those maybe challenging for you. Unless you're the extreme genius thats seems to be never challenged? I love House!! Very witty fella that love life puzzles. He thinks too much but then the choice is to keep his mind off the pain. I can relate to that since I'm on pain management. I do hope that you find something in life that does challenge you and to share life with someone thats your match in life.

Found this thread, wonder if it will be a movie? or are there similar movies? or stories? http://69.64.38.208/cgi-bin/dateindex.pl?n...mes;read=698759 http://boys-tv.net/category/gay-interest/ http://www.marieclaire.co.uk/reviews/books...will-davis.html

Is he brave enough to try vista sp3? I have on my other laptop - needed to rebuild OS it anyway and make a full backup

so far the earth had only one recent natural disaster that tsunami other than that no big asteroids hitting earth - no recent mount st helen type things so we're pretty safe - no idea what will happen on Dec 21, 2012 I hope to be working by then this recession made it hard for me to find a job. Having NF is not easy. Can't wait to see how the general and eric is going to fend off scars surprise attack. Sounds like causualites will occurr unless the volcano ruins scars party.

my old co-worker is die hard - babylon fiver all other series and stories are a re-hash of other stories

The ST movie that was a shocker was the one with Zeferin Concrin (sp) being a rock-in roller. contrast that with STOS:Metamorphosis its still a shocker - the characters are way different - and - its hard to say which one is the real Zef. For Dr Who - thats the question since the 2005 series cameout - they keep on replace him so regularly - you think that its Billy Elliot Replacement!!!

my brothers are all STOS - maybe add the animated series too. me - all of it is ok - it gives variety to what star trek is but I just hate when they use what they know now and re-do the graphics designs or engineering designs of the old stuff. thats where it might be hurting the STOS fans just to make the new fans happy that the old looks like the new. I can tell you that ST5 Movie was definitely one that should not have been published. now someone can start a thread on that response.

actually it wouldn't shock me if winchester was gay or not (plays a good waspo) but Radar - now you know he's a fine actor!! why not Klinger!!! Too much hair?? or because he's Lebanese btw - sulu probably still has the hots for Mr Rourke on fantasy island - since he hinted that a lot in sci-fi conventions during the release of the ST2 - Khan

Are you afriad of death? That asks if you got something to lose like a family or something vested into or unfinished business. I guess the transition from life to death is fearful or a shock that its happening while lucid. But if you knew when you be dead - then - most likely you would be afraid but maybe waiting that exact second. Good thing life isn't really "Beat the clock" - the game to get one good deed before you die. I can imagine how many play that game without being on the show. I can only say for myself - if god says you're number is up or time for a new job he has for your soul I can only go Is death a beginning or an ending? Death to the life you lead. Unless you left a legacy of good or bad. It defines a change in life. Maybe something has to cease before something gets created. If not the balance of energy be all out of wak. Good thing this is all an opinion - I wouldn't really know all the rules of the universe. We probably have to leave that all to those who can prove it long after we're gone provided someone doesn't withhold knowledge. Welcome to the MATRIX

I vmwared it What else

Jane spoke "Awww, Eric you bought me such a big mother day present!!! And you say the General bringing me a present too!!"

I wonder if any one thought if the JATO can lift the C130 with three nukes and personel? Scar may have to leave his men behind. Maybe fighting with Eric and then something happens ... The plane blows up ... Every one thinks eric is dead while watching the plane smolder in the ocean Then Eric comes from behind - asking who their all crying about then Jensen grabs eric and has a emotional kiss with him

Well its almost a week after my birthday. I'm 47 now. There are things going on that got me very concern and nervous (extremely) ... like my first job interview last monday and then my visit to the University of Florida Hospital for my Bilateral NF of sciatic nerve on Tuesday. First the long driving and the sitting certainly was getting progressively painful. But the real pain of the matter is the stress of being unemployed, the NF creating pain that affects what you think or do or feel or know. Monday The company looked a bit semi-professional as the dress code was a little lower than I expected and the sound of the professionalism of the receptionist was a bit shocking. The interview was more or less question and answer back and forth which is good because I am happy that there was no tests stuff. But of course my NF was starting to hurt and thats when I think my composure was starting to fail towards the end of the interview. But any way the interviewer (also the person I be getting his responsiblities of the job) wasn't very good in terms of keeping in contact. Like he's said he would email confirmation and address - He didn't. He said in front of his boss that he sent it on sunday? I responded I didn't receieve and thats why I called to confirm appointment and I already knew the address because of their email address then find their website and got the company name and address. They said they would call back in a day or two of the decision. They didn't so I called and left a message. 2HR Drive back and forth plus an hour interview does wonders for NF Tuesday NF is Neurofibromatosis. Thats a benign cancer of the nerves that grows slowly but causes a lot of pain as it grows. Well there was preparation like getting all your info ready like biopsy report, old scans, new scans and filling out the MR paperwork like its a waste of time answering the questions. Then the trip its over 3 hours back and forth plus few hours of processings. Like checking in, x-ray, weight in, history, MRI (didn't expect that), eat cheaply, meet with the doctor with his findings. Well I said what I know and he aggreed with the latter of what I said. The NF was wrapped around the nerve so that means its a difficult operation because you could risk losing mobility. You won't know unless you do detailed scans. But the other reason is that its not growing abnormally. Its slow growing but it has affected my life substantially in the last 20 years. I ask if there is a way to manage the pain. so he put me on a pain med. When I got home the next day I check out this pain med and filled the prescription and ask the pharmacist a load of questions. Its three times daily at 1 to 3 pills depending when the pain is worst. If this is the med that works for me then I have to wear a medical braclet stating I am taking this drug. Also I have to get to understand the drug as its affects are a bit of getting use to much like behavioral meds. That means you get on it and if want off the drug - you follow the getting off it. Its more than poping the pill in your mouth or stop taking it. Mama is worried for the last 8 months and its been hard. Her language is very abrupt and its takes a bit of figuring where she's coming at. You know thats the kind of language that got me into issues and thats not been a very good roll model for my language skills. Then my dad was another one. So what I'm a by product of how they raise me and if they expected different - their wrong because I'm not a strong person. That's been beaten out of me because of the abusive years. Mama is bit concern about my NF. She was surprise of no operation and the idea of pain meds. I do hate my situation in life. I do regret it too. I've screwed it up by helping others with money and that they took advantage. The big issue for me - I did say no to them but they kept on bothering me. I wish I was a strong person. (physical showing) Then what I say would have carried more meaning. I hope one day - I find work - I have to work - to pay for health insurance, pain meds, cost of life. I have no idea of the future - but it surely very technical racism meaning you're not that qualification so you're not qualified. Our world has capitalistic qualifications for every position - so - it makes it very hard to find a simple job. I bet in europe thats different - maybe they do make sure you could qualify for a simple job to a professional job. But in the USA its all difficult. I'm on the pain meds. It has gotten me dizzy a bit but you have to get past the initial effects of the dosage and it courses through your veins into your nerves to work on the pain receptors. Mama been a bit angry\concern but I explain thats it takes time to get use to the drug. She makes it very hard to be explain to. But makes it very hard for me to communicate to. I have to try hard but it comes out making her mad. Wells thats a bit of whats going on ... I still not quiet sure what God plan is but I am certainly clueless to getting on with life in terms of a job and making a future. P.S. My internet bf - he sure is learning the hard way of how much I vested into him in terms of college and his job switch. His mama straigten him out about a recent issue. Good for me because he's was quiet difficult with me. So now its up to him to learn to take care of himself and then start if any take care of me or his parents for all what we done for him. Sounds like a long term investment. But in the short term - its not exactly helping my situation. Oh well - what a weird life.

I look forward to your new fresh angle on stories. I do enjoy a good story - its way better than TV. Of course - I wish my mind would illustrate the looks of the characters. Welcome aboard.

Ok - I think I was very nervous because of two things - one waiting to hear the results of my interview - yet to come. The other is what Nuclear bombs with Eric!!! Anybody got any tequilla!! Put scar in the truck and fly it off the island. But its seems to be a very tense situation - I wouldn't want to be in. hehe - I wish instinct could employ me for something? not sure what

Welcome back!!! I hope to see pics of the islands and the highway under the volcano - the places the story takes place.

hey the general will land but you think that island going to have 1500 gallons to spear? Romantic drive through a an active volcano - janse must be sh*ting - just hope eric does mind another gas vent from janse Why should it take so long to drive to the airport and back? Its definitely going to be a surprise with the general and scar in the air duke it out but you're going to wonder how eric and janse take revenge on scar when or if they meet again?

Buy them!! - Then get caught for selling nuclear arms - and - then Instinct can play for a captive audience in sing-sing. I wonder if there was some other kind of collateral? but generals don't keep 30 mil laying around?

Thank you David McLeod for being my editor and friend.

Actually, the racoon should sue for misleading him as his next meal.

what he doesn't like the CUT look? you know its hard to go back to uncut especially if the coon runs off with it