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Masked Monkey

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  1. Um, Nicko ... um ... you are a sweet & cheesey kinda guy ... that mixed with the arrogant jerk part is why we love you so much. :king: Snow Dog
  2. Happy Birthday Ben Try to keep it a 2some this year :king: Snow Dog
  3. Masked Monkey

    Point?

    Luc, I'm not sure what to say. I don't think there is anything to say. I remember when you came into chat the first time. You were welcomed there and in the forum just as everyone else is, free to be who you are or who you want to be. Although possibly seeming more real, this place is no less a fantasy than any other. Relationships here are based on assumption of truth and fear of falshood. Sure you followed a bright and wonderful young man here, sure he has been a rock in your life for longer than it seems possible. He still is. Luc, I have been here a year (almost) and in that time who I am has changed, the people here have changed. You'd think I would be pissed, I can probably attribute my current state of emotional turmiol to a dozzen or so specific names at this site (and it would read like a who's who of GA), but it is a good thing. There is a place for you here regardless of what you think of yourself. Hell, you should have seen some of the people that have wandered through here. Mark forced a change on you because he needed it. Do you get that? Mark did something for himself that he knew would possibly hurt you. You followed because you couldn't not. That much is obvious. There is a place for you both as someone who has a Mark, and as someone separate from Mark. Just as Mark has a place, as someone with a Luc, and someone without you. We all get a glimps, read a few blogs, have a few chats. But one thing is clear, whatever you call that thing between you two, it is strong. Something you might want to consider (and I'm reading between the lines here) while everyone was talking to you about Mark, who do you think they were talking to him about? You say who you were when you first got here (what all of a couple weeks at the most) isn't the real you. I've chatted with you some, and I suppose with Mark more. I assume he knows that real you, that one that is behind all the role play and fantasy; I assume he got there. With the way he feels about you, all I can say is that I hope you stay here, join us for a while and give us the chance to learn about Luc, let us see some of what Mark knows. Trust me, this place can forgive an ass, can forgive a temper tantrum, a hurt feeling, a bad mood. There is often someone to talk to and someone to give you a hug if you need it, or show that you need it. There is more here than a bunch of people talking about stories and the writers who write them. Everyone here has issues and problems (well, except lurker ), and I guarantee you that you aren't the most f**ked up person here (wonders if we should have a poll). You said something about a point ... oh yeah ... Luc, keep the med check appointment ... and realize that telling everyone here about yourself in a blog entry can be very unnerving and uplifting. I was stunned by the response I get from mine. Talk to you later Snowy Edit: Oh, and I want to cry now, and I look forward to the day that it can be more than just a few tears. (shut up Mr. Arbour ) Edit #2: Maybe someone starting new meds, shouldn't comment in the blog of someone who needs a med check ... at 2 AM
  4. When I was in college, the dorms wouldn't let us have a snake, but they let us have a tarantula. Actually, the tarantula belonged to the suite, and her name was Fuzzy. Whoever moved in the next year had to take care of her. Woe be to the set who let her die ... Thank god it wan't me. The best thing about that sweet was that it was the only dorm room that could be seen from the dean's office ... had a lot of fun with that one. :king: Snow Dog
  5. 16.9 oz is 500 ml :king: Snow Dog
  6. Hmm, seems like the kid brought his hag with him (that was a joke for you easily offended types, harsh reality for you not so easily offended types) :king: Snow Dog
  7. Pretty sad that the geek topic has so much activity :king: Snow Dog
  8. Make sure both java and FF are up to date ... I have NEVER had any problem, in XP pro, XP home, or Fedora Core 4 :king: Snow Dog
  9. "A sweetie"? What's happened to you Snowey?!?! Hey I was saying nickolas was a sweetie ... I'm obviously derranged
  10. Maybe not July Jelly, but I figured you out and you are a sweetie :king: Snow (Gaylord) Dog
  11. Happy Birthday Timmy ... hope it is a good one ya punk :king: Snow Dog
  12. Happy Birthday Big (Little) Guy :king: Snow Dog
  13. Howie, you have to understand that Nick calls everything 'gay'. He fully understands the dichotomy that it creates when he is one of the gayest people you will ever meet. Yes, he could probably come up with other words to describe what he is saying, but 'gay' works for him. :king: Snow Dog
  14. http://www.themcpassion.com/ That's all I really need to say. Appologies to those easily offended :king: Snow Dog
  15. Not meaning to offend anyone, but well, I may ... I noticed that Hi_college_guy is a new member of the sub-committee ... does this mean he is planning to stick around for a bit longer? I hope, I hope, I hope :2hands: :king: Snow Dog
  16. How do you know she bought the cigs?
  17. Nickolas, this is going to be an uncharacteristic reply on my part. Charity is about giving because someone needs, not about judging who they are and what caused them to be in the situation that they currently find themselves. You can take a slice in time of someone's life and judge them for making stupid decisions at that instant, but often you will find that those stupid decisions are the result of a series of lesser simply bad decisions. Perhaps feeding her kids THAT night is improving her situation ... maybe they didn't eat LAST night. What I will simply ask is if The Lord would have lectured her as to how her smoking was damaging her health and probably separating her from Him? Or would He have help her at that moment and then given positive encouragement to lead a better life? We have a world full of "helpful" judgement, we need more helpful encouragement. :king: Snow Dog P.S. Kudos to your dad for giving the bread instead of the cash ... not just because it shows concern for how she spends the money, but because he involved himself more in the giving.
  18. :wacko: Love Ya Nickolas :king: Snow Dog
  19. I love you mikie :king: Snow Dog
  20. Um ... Tim, it isn't that we like you, it is more like wanting to get lucky :king: Snow Dog
  21. Happy Birthday Timmy, Have another drink :king: Snow Dog
  22. Hope you had a good day Happy Birthday :king: Snow Dog
  23. As much as it pains me ... Have a Happy Birthday ... but as I hear you got to see your Wil, I suspect that you are. :king: Snow Dog
  24. Happy 20th Will :king: Snow Dog
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