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Awww hun, what a nightmare. And of course the one thing you missed out of that, typically, is that you must be frantic with worry yourself. Try not to take what your mother has done to you personally. In situations like this people have to hit out and you are the safe bet because she knows you'll be there for her on the other side. You HAVE to take care of yourself. A glass of milk does NOT have enough nurtient and certainly not enough minerals. At the very least get yourself some supplements. At a pinch you could get the energy drinks (not the ones like red bull) that they give to patients who are unable to eat solids. I'm sure your family could get hold of some. Have you thought about natural herbal remedies to help you sleep. Lavendar oil is very good especially if you put some in a warm bath before you go to sleep. if there is anything I can do just call

We are who we are and if we closed our door to anyone, no matter what their orientation we would be as prejudiced as those we fight againt. Do you really need to put a label on your sexuality? Just take life as it comes and don't turn love away no matter what package it comes in. I hope you enjoy yourself here and I echo what Cia says... take a look at the anthologies and see if it's something you could try. I'm looking forward to seeing you around and reading your work

Uh Oh. SURELY Tav can't stay with this psycho. I mean he blew up the part for gods' sake. what on EARTH is going on with him. Get out. Get out NOW.

Ooooh, sigh. I wonder what Trav has under his bed Going on the run; colouring outside the lines; I think more than one line has been crossed. how exciting.

WOW that ate into my writing time I have been watching it for ages. What an absolutely fabulous idea and those videos... gods those people impressed me, all of them. WATCH THEM.

There are very few lesbian stories on here. I have only read two and I can't for the life of me remember who wrote them. I think they were written by the same person. one was about someone recruiting slaves for an island. it was really good but i can't remember any more. I know, i'm useless but honestly the fact that i can't remember has nothing to do with the quality of the story And Pabz. I have a story Red Gold, which is ng It might be up your street... or not

That is just wonderful, darling. I am so happy that he's on the mend. He's been through so much but there's nothing like a brush with death to make you appreciate life. He's got a long and beautiful life ahead.

That was also an incredibly emotional chapter, a real roller coaster. How wonderful. Yes, I think Bashta has found his niche. Exchanging learning about the different methods of healing would be interesting but i appreciate there are more important things on the cards. Cavel does come across as impatient but also caring. i think that this could easily be overpowering and could be limiting but I think Bashta is up for it.

Come visit me

This was quite a disturbing chapter. There was a lot of pain and anguish and it is so hard to read about children suffering. However my respect for Bashta grows deeper with every word.

I am just loving Bashta more and more. He is such a sweetie, so gentle and wise and brave. Cavel is so lucky... hmmm... all going far too well

Yes, that was certainly hot. I dont know why but I was really shocked when we started to see cars and planes... I just wasn't expecting it. Poor Basta I fully empathise with the whole plane thing. *shudder*.

Hmmmm... that was sweet. I liked the imagery of the temple and that picture !!!!! Hmmm... so now what. No axes falling yet

This is just getting too good. The images of the plague were disturbing, the emotions even more so but there was so much sweetness and by the end there was a feeling of peace and hope... so when does the axe fall

HAHA. That was so funny. He's such a little bitch. I love him. He's showing his vulnerability now though, owning it. Even allowing himself to feel it. I really really like him

I adore Bashta. He's such a little minx. I hope he keeps the rest of them on their toes... I have a feeling that he will. I think that even though he is overcome with Cavel he is going to give him a run for his money. oh yes, I like this one

An interesting start. How did I let this one get away from me. I love the Cathara. I shall have to post Damphir soon or people will be thinking I stole poor old Glory from you I love the way your characters interact and I am waiting to see more.

I prefer Odin but I like my men wiry and wearing large floppy hats. But my absolute favourite is a toss up between Athene and Cernunnos... and that would probably be with Lucifer Morningstar, he's always horny. In case anyone didn't get the joke (or it is deleted by the mods ) i would clarify that my ideal 'man' bar one would be Lucifer Morningstar, he has an awesome wiggle and a really really really big.... sword Does not compute Depends whether you mean conservatives or Conservatives. ( have deleted the rest of this post in deference to a beloved Conservative who is EVEN a Margaret Thatcher Fan *bites lip HARD* but still manages to be a fabulous person ) However, it did have some connection with Satan

Thank you for the update ricky. I have been thinking of Dustin a lot... you too... and sending what positive energy I can. Of course with the glorious weather that has been easier I'm still sending it out there and keeping my fingers crossed but so glad it's good news so far.

A lovely poem. I prefer free verse because I don't have to stop and think about form and I can just let myself flow with the words. Yes, it does seem personal but universal at the same time. I really loved it. I especially liked the part where you said (and I can't remember the exact words so bear with me) let me hold your hand; not because I want to or because I need to but just because it's there to be held. Sigh

Oh god that was unexpected and so shocking. I can understand Wylie's pain but there is no excuse for what he did. A tiny criticism was the constant repetition of 'flash of pain'. THere was one point where it got distracting and that was such a vivid and painful moment that it shouldn't be distracted from. The feelings that John has after the rape are totally natural and exactly right. The whole chapter was a hell of a shock and now I can understand why the relationship didn't workl/ Oh poor John and poor Wylie. It had all been so perfect and now it is dead. Clearly the friendship survived if nothing else so I can't wait to see how they get from here to there.

I'm not sure if I want to stay tuned. This is all so very comfortable... so 'right'. I know it doesn't work out and I don't want to know why. It would be so much more pleasant to just stay here in the warm comfort of their closeness and never have to see it go cold. Awesome job

I liked this chapter too and, yes it is smoother but it's not the editing that makes a good, or even great story, it's all the little touches that makes it personal, like the Christmas decorations. I like the fact that there has been quite a lot of sex but it hasn't become stale... it was all different and fresh and new. I have a feeling though that Wylie is going to regret not talking to John right there and then

That was a lovely chapter. It was slow and steady and sweet.. like the lovemaking. Only one tiny grammar comment... a point it moot and not mute I think that Pavlov's dogs would be salivating all over the pre cum if they could be

This is a very nicely moving chapter. Everything is very natural and flowing. As Daddydavek says I am getting anxious to return to the present and to find out who Gordy is. I think I know who John and Wylie are now. i have admit though that I would like to know what happened to John and Wylie.