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Summer - 2. The Broken Hearted

Thursday, 16 May 2013 - continued

“Asshole!” César’s greeting was echoed by CJ. He mumbled it as both rose from the couch. Father and son looked at each other and again laughed.

“Well, I see two of my favorite men are in good spirits. That’s always a treat. What’s with the laugh attack?” The man walking through the door wore a United States Marine Corps’ Officers’ Service C Uniform―a short-sleeve khaki shirt with trousers―his garrison cap tucked under a shoulder strap, and a ball cap with the Corps’ eagle, globe, and anchor emblem on his head.

“What do you mean, two of your favorite men? We better be on top of the list or you’re gonna be in the doghouse.” César walked up to the marine, removed the ball cap, and ran his hand over the cropped dark blond hair. While staring into the deep blue eyes which always made his knees weak, he kissed the man hello. “This is a nice surprise, Jarhead.”

“Hi, Papa Brett, it’s good to see ya.” CJ extended a hand the Marine swatted away. Instead, he enveloped the teenager in his arms, and pulled him tight against his hard chest, kissing the kid on his forehead.

“Dude! I’m so stoked you’re here earlier than we expected. I love we’ll get to spend so much time together this summer.”

“Yeah well, I think we’ll all get to spend a heck of a lot of time together with him. It seems he’s in town to stay.” A confused-looking Brett made to talk, but César held a hand up to quiet him. “Anyway, stomach grumbling started us laughing, why don’t we go grab a bite to eat and everything will be explained. I hope. Want to walk over to Clyde’s? And what time do you have to head back to the base?”

Brett released the youngster, staring at him with a smile on his face, before replying. “Don’t hafta. Got today and tomorrow off in honor of my spouse bringing a child into our world.”

“Asshole!” CJ and César spoke simultaneously, causing all three men to chuckle.

“Should I change into civvies?”

“Nah…” César wiggled his eyebrows. “I love to watch all the girls and gay boys drool at my handsome military stud. I know he’s mine, though, and later tonight…“

“TMI, TMI, too much FUCKING information.” CJ faux covered his ears as they headed out the door. “I’m an impressionable little kid, and you’re discussing unnatural sex acts between sodomites in my presence.” César could see the boy was fighting the urge to crack a smile while concentrating on maintaining the shocked look on his face. He was happy the sadness in the kid’s face had disappeared, even if it was temporary.

“Fuck! What’s with all the fuckin’ quarter words, dude? Have you nerded out on me over the past six months?” Brett’s exaggerated facial expressions were hilarious―sounding gruff was not making up for the cheap soap opera acting.

“Just repeating what one of the teachers said during religion class…”

“Don’t tell me you’ve been paying attention to those religious idiots running your school. Oh no, you’re not going to church on Sundays, are you?” The marine clutched his hands to his heart in mock agony, throwing his head back, in a bad femme fatale impersonation. He probably knew he looked ridiculous, but having CJ around always made him act silly, and everyone knew he enjoyed it.

“I had to once in a while. Part of the prison sentence. Although I didn’t pay attention most of the time.”

“What the fuck are you doing in church anyway? Don’t you know it’ll cause permanent damage to your psyche?” Brett was now back to his hyper-masculine, military man, husky voice, with a tinge of levity beneath.

I’m fairly certain it’ll require a miracle, but could my partner and my kid try to act a bit more mature? I expected the two of you to have settled down a smidgen by now. And what’s with all the damn fucking swear words?” All three snickered as if they were little kids.

 

The verbal sparring continued unabated as they walked down the Exorcist Steps towards the eatery they had agreed upon. While visiting his father in D.C. for the first time, CJ had learned the steps connecting Prospect Street on top and M Street at the bottom, which were adjacent to their house, were made famous in the book and movie The Exorcist by William Peter Blatty. The author attended Georgetown University, and as most students there, probably walked up and down them repeatedly. In his story, a demon throws the priest attempting an exorcism out of the house on top. The clergyman stumbled all the way down, breaking his neck, and landing at the bottom of the stairs.

Their destination, the venerable Clyde’s of Georgetown, had occupied the same premises on M Street since 1963. The old-time saloon boasted a massive oak bar and some of the best burgers in town. The restaurant was also known for its chili, crab cake sandwiches, and weekend brunch―a tradition. Almost a year since his last visit, CJ found the menu familiar: steak and eggs, omelets, and waffles, with an assortment of sandwiches, burgers, and salads thrown into the mix. The foodie in CJ loved the variety, while the teen in him loved the quantity.

Their server was young, efficient, and handsome; CJ kept stealing glances at him. He guessed the smiling waiter was a student at GU; he knew many Hoyas, as the school’s sports teams and students were known, found employment in the bars and restaurants scattered throughout the old Washington neighborhood.

 

After placing their order, the conversation was at first lighthearted, while they waited for the meal. Brett had looked surprised when told CJ’s presence in Washington was most likely permanent but seemed less so at the moment. “If you’re staying in Washington for good, I don’t care what happened to bring it about, but I’m in. Whenever you two are ready, fill me in on the details.” He kept smiling, talking about plans for the summer, while frequently poking CJ’s side with a finger, ruffling the boy’s hair, or just simply reassuringly touching the youngster. His actions and general mood made it clear he was honestly excited about having the kid move to Washington.

César could tell the CJ had settled down somewhat from his earlier emotional outbursts. He looked at his partner lovingly, acknowledging to himself the calming effect his man had on others. “So, CJ, you think you’re up to telling us a bit more about what happened back in Miami?”

“Sure... I guess it started last summer when I was here visiting. In the back of my mind, I began to accept I was gay.” César squeezed his partner’s knee under the table, and Brett’s raised eyebrows were the only visible reaction to CJ’s revelation. “I’d kinda figured out girls did nothing for me already, but a sexy guy always made me look. The way the other boys at school talked about girls and stuff just didn’t interest me. Most kids would probably have freaked out at that point, but having a gay father living with another man, I didn’t. Spending time with you two and your friends kinda made things easier for me.”

In between sips of his Dr. Pepper and bites of his burger, the teen bared his soul to the two men. César realized he and Brett would be playing a gigantic role in the boy’s life. From that day forward, they were to become full-time parents. CJ would need both of them to serve as his anchors, and help steer him in the right direction in the future.

“All the time I spent at the museums, at the mall, or visiting the monuments those days you two had to work and I was on my own, helped me finally accept I was interested in guys, not girls. I’d always look at the good-looking guys. I could tell when a girl was cute, but that was it for me.

“I decided not to say anything to anyone. You guys wouldn’t have been a problem, but I was about to head to Miami, and didn’t want to start a conversation that would’ve been interrupted by me leaving town. Back home, at the Rich Peterson Military Camp, the appearance of a newly minted gay boy would’ve caused pandemonium. That was proven three days ago.

“Coming out at school was not an option. I was a lowly freshman at Christopher Columbus; the Catholic Nazis running the joint would’ve gone berserk trying to counsel me. I only knew a few kids who would be starting the ninth grade with me, so I didn’t have anyone to talk to.

“After you two left Miami, following your Thanksgiving Weekend visit, I finally found someone I felt comfortable sharing my secret with. A fellow student at the school. We were both on the JV Football team and had gotten friendly during the fall. We hit it off, started spending more and more time together, and I slowly realized he never brought up girls in our conversations. Paying closer attention, I started to notice he’d kinda look at the good-looking guys like I did.

“One thing led to another, and following semester finals, we ended up coming out to each other. We were scared and didn’t do much of anything. We wanted to practice what we read on the internet, but stealing a couple of kisses here and there proved to be less than satisfying. Finally, on New Year’s Eve, we went to the same party, and then I was spending the night at his house. Ritchie was staying at our grandparents, and Mom and Rich had gone down to Key West for the year-end bullshit. Adam’s parents—that’s his name—invited me to stay a couple of days at their home.”

“We had both wasted enough time on the internet, reading stories and watching porn, so the mechanical part of doing it was not a mystery. That night, early morning actually, we returned to his house after the party, took showers, and changed into boxers before heading to bed. Only one of the beds in his room was used; Adam climbed in with me, and started kissing me.”

“Sleep finally came around three in the morning; we spent most of the night making out and messing around. By then I was sure. Ummm… we kinda gave each other hand jobs a lot after that. But honestly, that’s all we ever did.” The boy looked at his shoes, blushing.

“That’s cool, dude. You don’t have to be scared, or embarrassed, in front of us. Hopefully, talking to us about sex will get easier.” Brett’s glance flittered between CJ and César. “How about we take a little break from the serious conversation? We can finish lunch, and head back home. We can continue our chat there. CJ, you better know you’re very welcome to live with us. Not a single doubt in my mind. This is home from now on.”

“Yeah, CJ, we’re both gonna love having you under the same roof all the time,” added César.

“Oh, man, this rocks! It’s gonna be so damn great to have you around all the time. I’m sorry about the way this came about, but looking gift horse in mouth and all that jizz. Ooops, I meant jazz!” Brett smiled, sipping his espresso, as César chuckled, and signed the credit card charge slip. He left a generous cash tip for the friendly server.

“Ok guys, let’s head home. I want to hear the remainder of the story. Then I want to call your mom, CJ. I want to discuss what I have in mind with her, but I want your opinions on how we go about it. The conversation with her and Rich may get a little nasty, but the outcome should not be in question. You’re ours, and we’re going to make sure there’s no way that can be changed.”

They strolled back to the house, enjoying the pleasant, late spring weather. The humidity, which would make the next few months miserable, was not around yet. Unlike South Florida, D.C. did not have the ocean breeze to help keep things somewhat comfortable. Summers in the nation’s capital were hot and muggy.

 

After brushing their teeth, and changing into shorts and t-shirts, the two men joined CJ in the family room, so they could finish their conversation. The teen had changed into a pair of loose basketball shorts and a gray Mickey Mouse t-shirt. He settled himself on the floor, with his back to the large, black leather sectional couch. He stared out the windows, facing the street in front of the house, waiting to complete telling his tale.

“Alrighty then, ready to finish your story, bud?” Brett apparently liked ruffling the teen’s dark hair. He did it once again.

“Sure, Papa. There isn’t much more to tell. On Monday, I got home from school, and found a young soldier in our living room. He stood up when I opened the front door, so I walked over and introduced himself.”

CJ remembered thinking how hot the guy was, and how sexy he looked when he smiled. He also remembered their conversation…

Hi there, I’m CJ.

Nice to meet you, man. I’m Ben; you must be the Lieutenant Colonel’s son, right?

One of them, you work for him?

Not really, I’m just a glorified errand boy. I’m waiting for some papers I need to take back to SOUTHCOM. I’ve been assigned there since I returned from Afghanistan. I work for one of the other officers in your dad’s department.

SOUTHCOM was the abbreviation for the United States Southern Command which was headquartered in Miami.

Right as they were finishing their introductions, CJ heard his step-father calling for him, so he headed towards the study. The military man must have been working from home that day, he was wearing civvies, and his desk was crowded with files and papers. He asked his son to offer the soldier something to drink and to hang out with him for the next hour or so.

“I offered to take him up to my room to play video games, and Rich just grunted his agreement. We got sodas and headed upstairs. I asked him to sit at my desk while I went to the bathroom to change out of my school clothes. When I came back he was smiling, and clicking on something on my computer; without turning around, he asked me if I thought the guys in the Bel Ami movies were hot.”

“My breathing stopped. I panicked, and wanted to run and hide, but the sound of his laughter made me look up at him. He said he thought those boys were real hot and rubbed his crotch. A minute or two later, we were kinda sitting next to each other, on the bed.”

CJ remembered how the lump in the guy’s pants grew; he thought it resembled a large cucumber, as it slithered down his pant leg. The young soldier opened up his fly, and pulled out a good-sized dick that wasn’t fully hard, but was already about six inches long. Motioning CJ over while waving the hardening cock, the soldier gently grabbed the kid’s neck, pulled him close, and lowered his head until their lips met. Their tongues battled as they rubbed against each other.

Timing is everything, and it was at that moment Rich opened the door to the room. The courier suddenly pulled back and tried to quickly rearrange his pants.

“The sound of the door opening made the soldier look up to see Rich standing there, and he panicked. Rich remained very calm when he found us in such a compromising position; he told us to get straightened up, and that he would see us downstairs. When we got to the den, he handed the soldier an envelope to take back with him, and told him to keep his mouth shut about what had happened, unless he wanted to be court-martialed for having sex with a minor. I was told to go back to my room, and wait until I was called.”

“I heard Mom come home sometime later, and about an hour afterward, Rich yelled for me. Mom was sitting on the couch, arms crossed, looking as if there was nothing strange going on. I think she may have been a bit scared of him. The homophobic bastard told me no faggot would be allowed to live under his roof. Mom didn't even bother to stick up for me. It felt as if she couldn’t give a shit about me.” The broken-hearted boy closed his eyes, not wanting to cry again.

“Assholes,” whispered César and Brett.

Copyright © 2015 Carlos Hazday; All Rights Reserved.
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@Dmrman

 

Thanks! The story's mine but it owes a lot to the editor's guidance and assistance. This was my initial effort at writing fiction and I hope you'll find the writing improves in subsequent chapters and books.

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Where do I find the discussion URL?  Thank you (sometimes I'm a bit technologically inept!).

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12 hours ago, Potterslashfan said:

I too felt like there were some unnecessary misdirection in the first chapter, but can also see where they fit into the young man's psyche. 

 

On this re read, I'm going to try to make sure that any comments are spoiler free, but I do have to say that both Dads (but especially Brett) grow up and mature a lot through the stories. I had forgotten that these guys were pretty typical (married) bachelors. I'm not sure if that makes sense or not. 

It does make sense.

 

I won't spoil it for future readers but when CJ and his cousin Rod take a road trip later in the series, a few details of Brett and Cesar's lives pre-CJ is revealed. They were typical urban, affluent, young gay men and had to learn how to be full-time parents.

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On 1/5/2015 at 11:20 AM, Carlos Hazday said:

LMFAO!

 

I was soooo damn tempted to force this chapter to post early after you shared your guess that Cesar was gay and the person at the door would be a guy. You did good buddy sorry for holding out but I wanted you to enjoy the wait.

 

Lourdes and Rich screwed themselves over by giving up a kid who appears to be a gem. I'm sure he's not perfect but what 15 year old boy is?

 

If you think any of the readers would like to discuss the story in a forum you have my blessing. I promise not to be coy and will answer questions as honestly as possible without giving away the plot. There's a lot of background on all characters and locations which I have in my mind as background but have not made it into the story through the chapters I've already written.

 

Chapter 3 will post soon and Chapter 4 will begin introducing more characters. You and Gary are up there in the people I love to hear from!

[Edit:  found answer to original question after opening of chapter 3; "Lourdes" isn't mentioned by name in this chapter or the 1st one - just "mom" or "his mother"

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3 hours ago, Fae Briona said:

[Edit:  found answer to original question after opening of chapter 3; "Lourdes" isn't mentioned by name in this chapter or the 1st one - just "mom" or "his mother"

Wait - what was the original question. I'm old and easily confused.

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15 hours ago, Fae Briona said:

A couple of the comments mentioned "Lourdes". Her name hadn't been mentioned yet, so the comments made me go back through to see if I'd missed a paragraph or something. Found the answer when I started the next chapter. Original question was something along the lines of "who the heck is Lourdes?"

 

Her name wasn't used a lot in this story. Lourdes was my version of He who shall not be named.

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It's strange re-reading this. Nothing is familiar yet, so I'm not remembering it at all. Put that down to old age if you like. I'm also interested reading my own comments from 2015. The story seems to have had considerable impact on me at that time when I was really still very much exploring what it meant to be gay myself, having made the bold step to separate from my wife in 2012. She died of cancer in May 2014 and I would have moved back into the cottage we had shared at by 2015. Since then I have moved country and city to a place that is definitely more gay friendly (Feb 2017), but ironically I'm renting a room in a house run by a Mormon and I've definitely not told him I'm gay, because I don't want to be kicked out any more than CJ was. That's quite ironic and really a bit funny too. So, on with the next chapter. I think my memory will be jogged as I read a little more.

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@Jaro_423

 

So, you've left Zimbabwe then?

 

I think you should forget about having read some of the story before and enjoy this time around. Sounds like CJ's journey may have resonated because of your own.

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OMG loved Brett ( yeh I know stand in line ), their whole convo had me in stitches. It got me wondering, as someone else mentioned, why CJ would be so afraid of his fathers' reaction and possibly ending up homeless. Both father and papa clearly came across as the right go-to guys. I'll just put it down to typical teenage over-dramatization my life is over angst with the appropriate eye roll. Anyway both are a refreshing inspiration and top of the honours list for gay couple. As for the Trog homophobe, wondering if knowing CJs' dad is gay living with a gay partner would have really gotten under his skin, having the chance to now take his crap out on the son would have given his penile mind some satisfasction. The egg, did she too harbour resentment her ex is gay and living with another man? Really rough on CJ to be treated the way he was, but again I think what better place for him to be than with someones who will care for, nurture and understand his needs. I'd like to think he wasn't kicked out of his home ( it was probably never a home ), he was allowed to go live in his real home with his real parents. They did it in a shitty way, but IMO they couldn't have given him a better gift. If I'm gonna feel sorry for anyone, it's the younger brother.

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@Goodie

Sometimes dark clouds do have silver linings. CJ's abrupt and unexpected change may just light a spark in him, helping him flourish in his new surroundings.

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This is a fantastic story. I'm glad that both CJ's Dads are happy to have him live with them. Rhis will be a much safer and saner environment for him.

I hooe that at some stage he is able to reconcile with his little brother. 

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4 hours ago, Doha said:

This is a fantastic story. I'm glad that both CJ's Dads are happy to have him live with them. Rhis will be a much safer and saner environment for him.

I hooe that at some stage he is able to reconcile with his little brother. 

Thank you.

Brett and Cesar will have a very different approach to child rearing. CJ's a teenager in pain and they'll try anything to get help him get his head together.

The brother will show up again.

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CJ is so lucky to have two every nice father, how lucky could a gay youth be. It was too bad he had to go through that shit with his evil stepfather! And a mother who wouldn't stick up for him was so sad! But at least some good came of it!

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8 hours ago, Albert1434 said:

CJ is so lucky to have two every nice father, how lucky could a gay youth be. It was too bad he had to go through that shit with his evil stepfather! And a mother who wouldn't stick up for him was so sad! But at least some good came of it!

Cesar and Brett will help CJ recover from the trauma and allow him to be himself as he grows older. He won't be the typical teen full of angst but will become a man of action.

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I love Clyde’s! Though I haven’t been to the Georgetown location in while. We do have dinner frequently at the Alexandria location, much easier to park 😉 The entrees are delicious and they know how to make a proper Old Fashioned 🥃 😊

I’m so glad CJ has loving parents in DC and that they embraced the addition to their family.  And the military boy sounds hot and just like in most of my erotic dreams he was rudely interrupted before the good stuff happened 😞

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21 hours ago, Straycat said:

I love Clyde’s! Though I haven’t been to the Georgetown location in while. We do have dinner frequently at the Alexandria location, much easier to park 😉 The entrees are delicious and they know how to make a proper Old Fashioned 🥃 😊

I’m so glad CJ has loving parents in DC and that they embraced the addition to their family.  And the military boy sounds hot and just like in most of my erotic dreams he was rudely interrupted before the good stuff happened 😞

LOL Dreamus interruptus.

I used a  bunch of locations around Georgetown at first, then expanded the radius for real spots. In between, I threw in some fictitious ones. Last thing I wrote about CJ he's having lunch a a British pub in Navy Yard. :P

 

 

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The tension control has me hooked. The flow between camaraderie and serious tones is great. 

Please, oh pretty please. I'm itching to whatever Cesar's going to say to... Lourdes. Yeah, that one's gonna take a minute to get used to. 

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16 hours ago, astone2292 said:

The tension control has me hooked. The flow between camaraderie and serious tones is great. 

Please, oh pretty please. I'm itching to whatever Cesar's going to say to... Lourdes. Yeah, that one's gonna take a minute to get used to. 

I did think of Cesar as having a steel backbone wrapped in soft-fuzzy material. He's all friendly and shit but watch out.

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