My brother called me a few minutes ago. I asked why he was calling so early? He said he just wanted to talk to me. I said alright and walked away from the bedroom. Green is still sleeping so I didn't want to wake him. When I walked into the living room I found David and Selene sitting at the table as Steve made them breakfast. He asked me if I wanted some I nodded but I walked into the living room instead.
So we talked. He said that he wanted to speak to me about all of this. He told me that he was just so tired of being something he's not. I told him that I felt the same. When I met Green I felt like I was drowning in my own closet. I too came out because I couldn't deal with it any longer. I knew I was in love with Green from the first time I saw him. I told him all of this and I asked if there was someone he was interested in. He said yes and I asked him who it was, deep down hoping it wasn't Green or someone I knew for that matter. he told me who it was. It was a friend he and I have. He lives back in our hometown and he is supposed to be here tonight. He is most certainly straight.
I told him that our friend was straight and he seemed down. I told him that it's never that easy. I had to literally stalk Green just to get him to go on our first date. I invited him to the party tonight. He said He'd come. I know they're is going to be a lot of people here and maybe he can find someone to just talk to. I think my brother is just lonely right now. I know we all know how that feels.
David and Steve thought that it was a great idea. Selene did not but she kept quiet. I sat next to her and have her a huge hug. She softened a little after that. Green might object though, we'll see. I guess these people are also my family right now. Green has always made sure that his friends feel welcome in his home. David keeps saying that Green saved his life. We all know he saved my older brother's life. I also yelled at Selene for bringing up Green's ex and comparing me to him. David didn't know about this so he gave her a disappointed look. She apologized for that.
Steve is still mystery to me. He and I haven't talked too much. I guess green and David knew him from high school. Green was a wee bit mean to him. I know this though he can cook a great stack of pancakes. Blueberry pancakes that is.
I am going to try to get some sleep. I just wanted to add this because it's my first real post under my name.