Cia

Thanks, Douw! I'm glad you're enjoying it! Yes. He's willing to move among people, if only because of the nagging he's experiencing or is it a slow evolution of self beyond what he's been forced to become? LOL! Probably going to need to share his side of the story, yes. It's definitely going to bring him a lot of notoriety, I agree! Yes, it was time for him to get out and stop hiding from the universe. Whether or not that was a good idea remains to be seen, though I'm sure Luca appreciates he was there. And is he truly detached and honest as to the impetus of acting--saving a life being the focus versus a positive/negative analysis of doing so? Because while this might be first person which lets the readers know his thoughts... that doesn't mean he couldn't be lying to himself.

Oh... I dunno. He's not protective at all. I knew that section would resonate for readers in a variety of ways! Lots of nuances and ways to read it. Is it matter of fact sharing what happened? An exasperated 'fine, I guess I'll act if I have to'? Indifferent response with little emotional influence because he's so shut down...? Well, we'll see, won't we?

@drpaladin and @NoSkis Thanks for pointing that out. I keep fighting with Dragon over the name of my characters, because apparently it thinks it needs to be spelled its way and not mine. I sometimes miss the corrections. Grr!

*nods* It's in the site's Premium Section under the original title of "No Flash" since I didn't want to remove it completely but it has been published as an eBook as well.

“Are you sure, Cohen?” Captain stood in the corridor outside my door. I was dressed in a pair of loose pants and a short-sleeve shirt. The air outside my room was colder, so I shivered again. “Yes.” Okay, so maybe part of the shivers were from what I was about to do. I reached for the jacket that I’d been given that would identify me as part of the maintenance crew. I could put my strength to use. “You’ve met with Luca and Priella. You’ll be on their crew. I’ve been assured they’re bo

The CSR for the last 2 months were completely different from our usual format. Usually we feature a story, do an interview with the author, etc... but we had a few holiday blogs planned on the Mondays the CSR usually happens so we went with holiday stories--and we have a lot on GA! Did you read one over the last 2 months you loved? A feel-good holiday slice of sweetness? Or a bittersweet moment that resonated with you? Maybe it a new story released by the author this year or perhaps one of the flash fiction stories from the White Elephant Gift Prompt Game? Or an older story that caught your eye, perhaps from one of the many holiday-themed anthologies? Share your thoughts on a story in the comments below! Some holiday stories you might have missed: The Gift by Sam Wyer Lucky Kitty said: Oh my goodness! I lost it when Craagen gently squeezed Tligg's bobble! Glad I wasn't drinking coffee, I'd have a mess to clean up. Thanks for this sneak peek into elven culture. Santa and His Dirty Little Elf by Dahawk Okiegrad said: Loved it!! Made me smile and laugh and was a great way to start my day! An Advent Calendar by Aditus, Cole Matthews, and Valkyrie Timothy M said of "Christmas Spirit": Like a (reverse) Hans Christian Andersen tale. The innocent child rips the veil from their eyes and brings understanding. Mistletoe and Handgrenades by K.C. Kiltie69 said: I have a term I use when I'm blown away, I've used if only once or twice in GA Woof. . Loved it. So do you have a favorite holiday story on Gay Authors?

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Ashton is exiled to the middle of nowhere where nothing ever happens when his stepdad gets a promotion. Boring, small town life is not how he expected his senior year of high school to go. He's got plans though. His eighteenth birthday means the release of the trust his dad set up before he died. As soon as he gets his diploma, he's gonna split. Just him, his car, and his camera. He'll take pictures of everything, everywhere. Make a life on his terms and no one else's. Make a name for himself. He just has to make it through six more months... but then small town life takes a turn he never expected.

That is so frustrating! Sounds like they need to talk with the staff about not being mommies. It's something we say a lot at work (and I've always been the mean mom to push my kids to be independent and self-advocate anyway). Special needs students don't always need to get good grades or get a pass handed to them because that doesn't help them face the reality that they have to work harder than others just to keep up and always will. In my high needs SIS program this week, I had to verbally review a test with a group of 5 students, and we went off who knew the answer and agreement from the others, or we looked it up in the notes I took and provided each one to paste into their course notebooks as well as the unit study guide--but all the students who stayed in the class were allowed to take the test open book as well. But other times, when our SPED kids are taking measurement assessments, we offer no assistance because we have to know what they know--not just give them a pass or "lead" them to the right information.

I surreptitiously glanced at the people with Ss’merit. They were all aliens, not a human among them. I didn’t recognize all of them, but there were a few species I knew. Were they like me? I saw ports on one short alien with no hair, just a rigid crest running from his forehead and down his spine. They were. I was so fixated on the ports that I didn’t hear what Lakshou and Ss’merit were saying until Ss’merit abruptly turned and led the others off. I took a quick breath in and let it

Yes, yes I do. Edge does have a few different quirks with GA and social media, like Facebook, though, so when I don't use that I mostly use Chrome. I'm not fond of Firefox, it just feels very non-intuitive for me.

Using **** is against the rules (and always has been, that's not a new change). Fracking isn't a swear word unless you're a scifi geek

Did you catch Monday's blog where we featured Rec's story, Jake's Hand? You can also download an image there for your signature if you want to share your enjoyment of the story and promote it to fellow readers! If you haven't read it yet, maybe this excerpt will help you decide to put it on your list! Cia says: I picked this excerpt because it resonated with because I work with students. I know how many have to overcome the assumptions made about them, and how hard it can be to try and be a mentor at the same time you're a teacher. Also, this scene mentions a very obvious theme in the story in relation to the discrimination rampant in 1969 facing African American students in poorer areas, but that theme is echoed in far more ways through the story in very real and personal ways for Jake and Robbie. To read more, click here.

“You can’t stay here forever.” Lakshou stood outside my door. “I’m fine.” I retreated and let Lakshou come in. The door slid shut behind him. “No, you’re not. You need someone to speak to. You need to be out among people.” “Why?” I wrapped my arms around my chest. “That’s when I’m dangerous.” “We don’t believe you’re in danger. Captain says there’s no way for someone to get a signal through the ship’s shielding while we’re traveling anyway. We’re not due to stop for a ful

January is a new year, a fresh start, or maybe just another month in the calendar for you... but it's all about time. Jake's Hand is set in 1969, an era far removed from what you would find in the world today. Choices the characters make... well, you'll have to read the story to find out! Jake's Hand by Rec Length: 80,964 Description: Two college men who have volunteered to tutor black kids for the 1969 summer in the South grow more and more attracted to one another. But the summer ends before they realize the full extent of their love for one another, and they go separate ways—one to get married and have children, the other to join the military and go to Vietnam. Some Readers Said: charlieocho said: Ah, what luck to stumble upon this masterpiece! It will be difficult not to devour this story...a deep chord is struck already. LJH said: You are a brilliant writer. Hooked, hell yes from the first sentence. You build the story and you don't let up and that's a point, raising left index finger and stroking the air. You've given Jake a light, airy, adventurous nature, and Rob Ellis beautifully paints his story. But then again, you are passionate about giving your characters soul, your plot a life, and reinventing style. You have steered clear from the stereotypical gay meets gay scenario and made yours different and consuming, I love the way they meet and then reintroduce themselves. They click. You rock If you want to spread the word about Rec's story, download the graphic below and add it to your signature! Make sure you come back on Wednesday to see the excerpt I chose to share!

But would Kohen be able to handle that? He's full of self-loathing for how he used his body, so would he see anyone wanting him in a positive light right now? But if you're made to become capable of such things, to know that your mind and body were outside of your control and did those things, at the same time you're being conditioned to avoid all touch, even your own? What kind of mind-trip would that be? He's lucky he's not a completely broken mess incapable of any control over his reactions. Thanks, Gary! He has a kernel inside him, something that might help him heal now even when he has to face that his body and mind were taken hostage and used to do horrible things. He thought they were fake, tests to see if the touch deprivation conditioning was working... to now know they were real? Cruel, indeed! So much emotion, right? You have bits of Captain's with his refusal to allow Lakshou and Kohen to use his form of meditation, his refusal to allow Kohen to give into his fears, and the absolute horrific certainty on Kohen's part that he's just not safe and should be locked away for everyone else's protection. Thanks for commenting, glennish!

Ah, but how the conditioning would twist him mentally and physically, right? It would involve an insane amount of self-loathing to break him. And yeah, I wasn't too subtle about Captain's attitude toward that, was I? LOL! C'mon... you can't tell me people weren't wondering about it. You'll have to wait to see how much emotion the Captain is feeling... and just what those emotions are! LOL! Sorry for the limit, but I'm trying to move the story along and give a lot of info/action in each chapter. It definitely makes me have to think to keep the pace but not gloss over too much. I think Kohen is going to have a big struggle getting over how much guilt he feels. Jealous? No..... Hmm... feelings of responsibility, attraction, or a savior complex... so many options to be the root. We shall see.

Ahh, freedom. It's like he's had a taste, but is it better or worse now that he's stuck fearing that freedom was all an illusion? Yes!! There are definitely more questions than answers at this point. ooh, the Matrix. So instead of him thinking they were fake or real... the opposite is true. Hmm.... And did Lakshou back away because of Kohen's emotions... or someone else? Oh, you caught that, did you? The hardest thing to face is the possibility that your mind could have betrayed you, in my opinion. Definitely a lot left to discover in this story.

Is reality really reality? That, and all the questions you brought up, are definitely everything I wanted this chapter to resonate with for readers. Yes! Just what is the goal of those people who tortured Kohen and the others. I do try. What I really wanted to have people get is that he's pushing them away because he's afraid to hurt them, not because he can't connect with humans on an empathetic level anymore, no matter what he's done in his past--even if he doesn't realize it. LOL! Eviscerate, that is a great word and exactly what I'd love to see too! Thank you, Jeffrey! I definitely hope that Kohen's fears don't come true too.

Thank you, Lux! Yes, I definitely understand the wishing horrible things on them. Thank you, Jeffrey. I try to keep things realistic, and he's been tortured for a long time. He can't just get better, and the affects will be felt for a long time. Yes, definitely! I like to add in a lot of twists.

Yes, the captain has definitely shown how he feels about Kohen. Cruel... or uncertain about how to deliver it... you have to look between the lines to see if it's cold or just awkward. Yes! It is definitely one thing after another. He's been kept in the dark, but he knew things weren't right. I'd have to think some answers are better than not knowing for so long. Yes, he does. And I definitely agree that answers are better than just not knowing what's wrong with you. Nope, they definitely weren't very nice at all. And you'll find out more how they work and what was done to him as the story goes, definitely.

I know, right? You want to smother him in comfort. on this great review Yes, he definitely couldn't hide it from Kohen! Thank you, normischell! He is a lot more open than he originally was in the first few chapters. Thank you, Defiance!

Well, he's a bit more overt, but I think that's more because he wasn't sure how to address it... so he just put it out there. It was more a symptom of awkwardness than blunt uncaring. Thanks, Parker! I do like to take my stories in directions readers aren't expecting. Yes! I'm trying to move the story along a bit farther now that we have a good foundation of the main characters. Well, I often do have a lot of harsh scenes and realities for my characters to face, I do try not to milk it overmuch or make it all bad so that readers are constantly put through the wringer. The harder to handle emotions need lighter moments or the impact really is lost. I'm so glad you're enjoying the story! Well, I do happen to be pretty blunt, but I think it's more the captain didn't know how to say it... so he just did it.

See, now this movie I just couldn't get into. It felt very "stylized". Everyone was too perfect for their parts, too typecast into rigid character roles. Attractive hero/reluctant bad guy with a bad past. Manipulative bastard, as Myr said. Tatted up asshole thug. Tatted up asshole thug's woman. Poor girl with shitty job who just gets caught up in the bad. I was pleased with the variety of cars for the driving scenes at least.

I could still recall, though it was a dim memory, feeling absolutely enraged when no one would listen to me. Overall, the complete lack of any control over my life had eclipsed that childhood frustration, but I felt it now. “Captain, you have to listen to me. I could be a danger to you right now. What if they found some way to be in my head? To see and hear what I see and hear?” “I don’t think that’s possible,” Lakshou said. “I don’t sense anything other than your self inside you.” “