Well, I've gotta say guys, ya'll made me feel a helluva lot more welcome than I thought I was. Thank you all so much for the messages, and let me tell ya. They help. There is nothing better than knowing that a group of perfect strangers that you know are pulling for you.
Just so you guys know the full story, my appendix had burst coupled with complications with chemotherapy, and my BP dropped ridiculously low. That was coupled with a stupid doctor error, giving me a med that I'm allergic to, causing it to lower even more, and my vitals died, which was a cause for panic, as apparently happened. Given the situation, the other doctor induced a coma. I'm not by any means healthy, but I am home.
Thanks for the messages, though. I read each and every, and was rather touched. I honestly didn't think I meant that much around here. 's all around, and good luck trying to get rid of me, I'm here for the long haul....