I took it to be more self-loathing, but then that would be 'older generation' thinking :king: , so you are probably right about that MikeL
I think those levels of frustration come from different directions - he wants to off Valdimir, but he still needs him to complete the bombs; he wants to off Eric, but he needs to group to smuggle the bombs - ok, so they aren't frustrations from different directions . I'd still be torn to speculate which demise he would derive more pleasure from!
CJ definitely comes up with some unique wording/slang.
In CJ's usual oblique manner, he has left it open for now - AHA! Its a baby cliffie, since he didn't resolve it.
Was Tequila involved?