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Still smells like smoke but not as bad. And the sun is red - its kinda cool actually. All outdoor athletics have been canceled all week and hotel around the city have been full for a while.

What the hell are you all talkin about? You have to see it in theatres - it looks hilarious! Nobody has a sense of humor anymore . . .

Smells like smoke.

God, just thinking about it makes me laugh. And you're totally right, from here on out, "Oh Christ" it is!

Wow. She's sooo my new favorite person.

1. I highly doubt it's going to become a huge "commercial thing." And if it did become that, whats the harm? 2. Thats like saying there shouldnt be a national holiday of Thanksgiving because we should give thanks everyday! 3. What's the big deal? Seriously?

Oh I know, I just thought it was funny. Like Zombie Jesus. (No?)

Rebirth of a dead guy?

I recently got in to a conversation with an acquaintance about the nature of insanity and the mentally ill, and I guess he didn't know about me (bipolar) because the stuff he was saying was really unnerving. I mean, I don't think of myself as mentally ill. But I guess I am. And is that what others say about me? I'm crazy? That I'm mentally ill? I am going to think more on this . . . I think I've decided on a tattoo design for my 18th birthday. Smoking hookah and pot with your pseudo/semi/kinda-boyfriend, his older sister and father, and two other friends is not something you really forget. Gina is Michael's sister who I've known longer than Michael himself and Michael is my pseudo/semi/kinda-boyfriend who I've known since middle school. I work with Gina at a dance studio (Did I say I got a job at a dance studio? Choreographing jazz/ballet technique and assistant choreographing hip hop). But her arguing with Michael in front of their father about whose pot pipe we were using was just something else. The next day was Thursday and it was Taylor's 17th birthday so me and a bunch of others decided to skip school and go to Knott's Barry Farm. And Knott's on a Thursday morning is frickin empty, it was awesome. We immediately went on 4 rides twice each time. We basically finished the entire park in like 2 hours, but we were like, on the floor from dizziness. It was tough, but the day overall was pretty fun. <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rmhll6BGOoU" target="_blank">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rmhll6BGOoU</a>

I was wondering if anyone was going to say something. Happy Out Day. Yay.

I think I disagree with most everything that you said.

Once again, using "colour" is pretentious. If I read it in a story or whatever, I would immediately roll my eyes.

That is my problem with organized religion. It's just that, most are so self-righteous saying that if you're not a member of their religion, you're going to hell. If God really exists, then I would think that it didn't matter what denomination a person has faith in, just that they have faith. Of course, I don't believe in God at all so what do I know?

What about the people who say, I smoke and I don't want to quit? You missed that choice.

"Colour" always seemed pretentious to me.

Well, yeah I figured, but I just wanted people to get over size, though in some situations, it can be a bit important. And I just liked what he had to say about the whole issue: "There is an element of retraction, certainly."

Disclaimer: Opinion So a broken heel accounts for the fact that several times during her performance she stops lip-synching? During show choir competitions, I've seen a girl pee onstage and keep dancing, a guys pants fell down to his ankles and he kept going, and a girl whose top literally came off. She turned around, quickly fixed the top and turned back around smiling as if it never happened. (Unfortunately, in every incident, camara-phone photos were on myspace that night) I've seen backdrops fall to the stage and the choir didn't forget that their job is to give the best performance that they can. And this was supposed to be her big comeback. She opened the awards. So yeah, this performance is going to be talked about. And I liked Alicia Keys. She was my favorite. That's it.

Chicago - Sufjan Stevens I fell in love again all things go, all things go drove to Chicago all things know, all things know we sold our clothes to the state I don't mind, I don't mind I made a lot of mistakes in my mind, in my mind you came to take us all things go, all things go to recreate us all things grow, all things grow we had our mindset all things know, all things know you had to find it all things go, all things go I drove to New York in a van, with my friend we slept in parking lots I don't mind, I don't mind I was in love with the place in my mind, in my mind I made a lot of mistakes in my mind, in my mind you came to take us all things go, all things go to recreate us all things grow, all things grow we had our mindset all things know, all things know you had to find it all things go, all things go if I was crying in the van, with my friend it was for freedom from myself and from the land I made a lot of mistakes I made a lot of mistakes I made a lot of mistakes I made a lot of mistakes you came to take us all things go, all things go to recreate us all things grow, all things grow we had our mindset all things know, all things know you had to find it all things go, all things go you came to take us all things go, all things go to recreate us all things grow, all things grow we had our mindset (I made a lot of mistakes) all things know, all things know (I made a lot of mistakes) you had to find it (I made a lot of mistakes) all things go, all things go (I made a lot of mistakes) Good song. My head is going in a million different places at once. My brain actually hurts. I think I'm in love with Joey. No, that's stupid. I am in love with Joey. Of course, he's back in Hawaii. I'm about to become depressed. I can feel when I'm about to become depressed and it's about to happen. Can any other bipolar people feel their moods change? No? Well, whatever. Give it a few days. I was born in New York. Did you know that? I'm came here (New York) for the 9/11 ceremony. I wasn't actually there there, but I watched it. Nice speeches. I don't want to talk about it, but I am here and am coming back to L.A. later. So yeah, later.

I just thought this exchange in an interview was interesting between AP and him. Msn.com and look for "Radcliffe's bare views on 'Potter' & nudity": "AP: Is it cold on that stage? Radcliffe: (Smiles) Yes, it's very well air-conditioned. AP: There's shrinkage? Radcliffe: (Smiles again) There is an element of retraction, certainly. AP: After the first time, I'm guessing, you get over this a bit. Radcliffe: Oh yeah, you don't care. I don't care

Oh, I know, I have freaking amazing taste. Hasn't anyone told you?

Yay! A birthday. Go you. Congrats!

I have a few things to say. (shocker right?) 1. He's only 18 years old. How big were the rest of you at that age? 2. It's a shitty play. Seriously.

So Rich, So Pretty - Mickey Avalon I like a girl with caked up makeup. In the sunshine, smoking cigarettes to pass the time. Who wakes up to a bottle of wine On the nightstand, bites and scratches the blinds. But i ain't found one quite right yet. So I step with pep to the park or supermarket it. Her apartment best be messy. And Lisa don't mind when i call her Leslie. She's gotta dress with class. In Jean Paul Gautier and an Hermes bag. And 4 inch tips made of ostrich. Sharp enough to slit your wrists, her lips spread gossip. Won't say sorry when she offends. She comes over to my place in her old man's Benz. In gold and silver and jewels of all colors. And she doesn't take them off when we're tearing up the covers. Come on get it 'fore I change my mind. Come on kid don't waste my time. So rich, so pretty The best piece of ass in this whole damn city. So rich, so pretty. I like a girl who eats and brings it up. A sassy little frassy with bulimia. Her best friend's a plastic surgeon. and when her Beemers in the shop she rolls the Benz. Manis and Pedis on Sundays and Wednesdays Money from mommy, lovely in Versace. Costly sprees it's on at Barneys. And i love to watch her go thru 50 G's calmly. She gets naughty with her pilate's body. And thinks it's really funny when her nose goes bloody. Cuz the blows so yummy and it keeps her tummy empty And makes her act more friendly. Dance the night away. And she won't say nothing when she makes a man stray. Come on get it 'fore I change my mind. Come on kid don't waste my time. So rich, so pretty The best piece of ass in this whole damn city. I've had you come before Mickey. Go get my purse Mickey Lock the door Mickey You're just a midnight snack Shhh Don't talk back. You're just a boy Mickey. You're just a toy Mickey. You're just a boy Mickey. Come on get it 'fore I change my mind. Come on kid don't waste my time. So rich, so pretty The best piece of ass in this whole damn city. So rich, so pretty. So rich, so pretty. The best piece of ass in this whole damn city.

Well, actually I have seen it. And I thought it was a complete waste of time. And for some of you out there, going to see a play because it has a naked eighteen-year-old in it, is equally pointless.

It's really not.