Mikiesboy

Yeah they are ... my meds are right ... the Calm helps, still see the doc ... but slides into depression are not as fast, don't last as long.. it's better.

I remember talking to the shrink about the 'woe is me thing'. He said it's okay for a few hours or a day, sometimes we need to mourn our health. He said but then get off your butt and do something. Make Michael something he likes, or bake something. Write something. Go outside and get into nature. Help someone else when you can. It doesn't happen so often now ... well since i started taking Natural Calm. It's a magnesium supplement and it has made huge changes for me. I'm more positive most of the time, i can sleep, i rarely think about dying (that was a constant thought since i was 15, throughout the day.. when i was sober enough to think, until about a year ago when i started taking the Calm) ... things don't bother me as much, likely because i get enough sleep now.

i think @Carlos Hazday writing some different things, like a kids story or two is great. It's good for you to do other things, different things. Stretch your creative self.

Your mum is priceless herself. i hope she's well. today my struggle is humidity ... and scarred lungs ... so my physical issues play with my self-worth as well .. i will miss work again and i hate it.

it's a nice place ... not good for long stories for some reason ... but for things like this.. it would be good.

Read it, it's a nice story ... for kids but still ... most of us know some kids

maybe a different site for your Dolphin story .. like writing.com ... very family oriented, straight and gay population there.

yes, dugh. i struggle with my worth ... often. close friends and Husband will attest to that.

yes, we do ... i know i do especially.

Hehe...perfect.

Nice AAA! All interesting i am attracted to the poetry most. i am discovering more that what AC was saying is true. Thanks C!

I hope the Rev says something. I hope your brother hears that too. I know You're strong . xoxo and i forgot .. smart!

I feel much about this. Sadness for your pain most of all. Do not doubt Your place in this Life, Sir. Do not let him take that. i love You Sir. I respect who and what You are. Many here feel the same.

Its what popped up in my email this morning...kismet

Oh, you are treating us tonight.. thank You, Wolfie. These are wonderful and so are the words.. my fiance.. 💖

Hugs for you both. i know too well that feeling about the rejection by family. But you know didn't expect much else. i hoped right up until my father asked to see me and on his death bed damned me once again. You have chosen your family ... here online and the man you will marry. And some others who accept you like their own son.. the rest ... well. Michael reminded me of this from the bible the other day: Judge not, that you be not judged. For with the judgment you pronounce you will be judged, and with the measure you use it will be measured to you. If it were true.. some would be in for a nasty surprise. Wonderful poems.. thanks for sharing both them and your pain and more.. your joy. Love You, my friend. xo

Thank you, dugh. i hope you are well. xo

Oh, this is a good one. I've read most of it ... i will try to find the time to finish. But it's a good read.

OH OH OH!.. OH CONGRATULATIONS!!!! OH i am beyond overjoyed for you Wolfie ... beautiful xoxoxxo

Have a nice day ...

Yeah, i posted one in 2017.... a fairy tale: Miss Silver Pretty Pink Toes... people seemed to like it. Dolphin Delivery is a sweet story of two cool dads and their little girl. Check it out!

Thank you, Parker. i hope you are right. xo

Sometimes to help, people just need to know you are there. Thanks, Jeffrey. xo