This is probably the most stressful time of the year for most of us, so I'd suggest just leave it to one side until after the New Year has rolled in. Then think about it, don't forget to consider your happiness and well being too, that's more important than the story. While I would like to read the end of the story, I would much prefer to know that you are okay and doing what makes you happy. So relax and chill, most importantly, have yourself a merry christmas and a happy and a less stressful new year.