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Why? You certainly have the name for it :fire: Anyone got a match? Steve

What Mike means that is Dom is back and has even been posting chapters.

I agree it should probably be shy, but at the time I probably read it chay as for the other... just like the space station. It was confirmed in Dallas. At least I think he was nodding to that there was a fine looking specimen in a stetson blue shirt and some wranglers.... he could have been nodding to that.

well Merry Christmas Vic (no I had nothing to do with Dom's return, but I think you were fishing ) Btw... went to portillos again... still don't see the lure maybe I am blind or just a really really crappy foody

So, my mother has decided on a New Years Resolution. Lets overlook the fact that she's a tad early, cause hey preparedness is key right? Anyhow, her resolution is to get me to talk more... I dunno how to feel about this. Mostly whenever we seem to talk anymore things become, well heated would be a nice way of phrasing it I guess. We have differing opinions on things... Religion, Politics, etcetera etcetera etcetera... I guess I came to the conclusion a few years ago "Why say anything when it will only cause strife." and I have sort of stuck to it. I don't even care to speak on the phone for extended periods of time. But that is a whole different thing that concerns being worried I'm bugging people when I call them. End game being I perhaps don't speak so much, could be because outside of sharing genetics there is scarcely little I have in common with my family anymore. This realization is kinda screwed I guess, but its part of growing right? Anyhow... I think I may be scared as to her planned methods. Preparing to be de-silenced Steve

Turd eh?..... I'll have to remember that

Hawaii? ... Im jealous...

HA we all know it was one of those errant missiles shot at a crippled bizjet

server crashed a day later.... funny coincidences like that :wacko:

I'll play nice and forget to mention what happened last time someone tried to do a site redesign

Unless of course he breaks the php again

Where has the year gone? I find myself asking that more and more often these days. Why, as we age, does the perception of time speed up. Where does the excess go? Is it all too much fodder for the langoliers in the end? Meh... I again feel stuck. I wanted to be free of my job, but the last year has seen the economy live up to the expectations of so many doomsday predictions. It has tanked, and unemployment has soared. Yet oddly enough "Black Friday" seems to, by most accounts, have been a success. Anyhow I'm in a nice catch 22. I'm in the market for a car. Times are good to buy a car, they say. If you have great credit, the car market is your oyster. Slashed prices, minuscule percentage rates... I have fair credit... so I don't qualify for those great percentage rates. Hell GM won't even finance me because of my credit rating... but whatever that doesn't worry me. What really worries me is the fact of do I want a car or not. I do because, I've never owned my own car before, or anything as big as a car so it would be great just looking at it and knowing its mine. I could go into the reason behind why I have never owned a car before, but I'm not really proud of that... and its a long story anyhow, so I'll spare my pride and you your time. I'm a nice guy like that. Now the reasons why i don't want to get a car. Pretty straight forward this one. I don't plan on being at my job much longer. As many of you who have followed this blog know; I'm not really happy with my job anymore. It's not a glamorous job. In fact I don't like admitting to it. In fact I'm rather ashamed of it when people ask me about it. Anyhow point is do I want to saddle myself with a large purchase when I'm looking to leave my job? Bleh I guess the tanking economy has made this whole thing moot. Why give up a job when there is no guarantee of one to take its place... In a way the whole situation pisses me off. Just chalk it up to more bad choices I guess. I wanted to be more than I am. The time for that however, has come and gone in the blinking of an eye. So here I sit stuck in first gear, trying to find second as everything passes me by. meh... Steve

umm http://duncanryder.gayauthors.org its there I'm still working on updating links in the chapters so the shared site is still live, but please if you have the old site bookmarked ( http://members.gayauthors.org/duncanryder ) please update to the new site it is the only place new chapters will show up. Steve

tape measure? I feel inadequate now

Don't even get me started on you.... you you Judas! (or Brutus if to don't subscribe to Christian mythology) I'd rather talk about the truly evil author who likes to tease their avid readers. PS no more MAX for you! Steve

right the CJ persona does that for you

ahhh then you have an error in your logic. I have nothing to feel guilty about, but if the two of you (or one as the case may indeed be) want to cry foul I think it is you who are overly worried.

Seeing as we are missing out on subtlty here. There was no conspiracy if you want to take a joke in a blog as the gospel truth so be it, but I'm done trying to point out facts.

I never accused you.... but since your guilt is speaking volumes

You want truely evil try reading a story you absolutely love, and have the author of said story try and get you to sell your soul and do ... things in order to get a new chapter. That is evil

are you hitting the cold meds again? Hope you're feeling better dear

the CD is skipping again :wacko: Given the nature of CJ's last post, he only re-enforce's the topic title.

Benji, You, and CJ, have said publically that there is no CBOATS. If CBOATS does not exist, how can I perpetrate a rather public conspiracy against CBOATS? To make your statements true, You only have two choices. 1) CBOATS does exist.... (CJ and Benji One And The Same) 2) CBOATS does not exist, therefore any conspiracy claimed against them is merely a ploy by caprian factions to play the "victim" card to garner popular support and sympathy. I won't even get into the PM's floating around, issued by a certain goat (you perhaps?) asking, no begging, for support in his less than scrupulous endeavors.

Hrmm... Why does CJ take something unrelated to him and twist it to being about him? is our beloved goat a megalomaniac?? and lastly how could there be a conspiracy against CBOATS if CBOATS does not exist? Surely Benji, by giving creedence to any conspiracy against CBOATS you readily admit that CBOATS does exist. I KNEW IT!!!!!! Steve

thats our story and we're stickin' to it