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  1. GREEN

    A testy situation part 2!

    By GREEN,

    So we decided to go out and meet David's sister tonight. It only took us a few minutes to get to her apartment. David seemed anxious about it all and he nearly turned the car right back around. It pains me to see him in such a vulnerable place. But when we finally saw her he almost ran to her and gave her the biggest hug. I pulled Chaz and Selene away letting David and his sister have that moment alone.
     
    We met her a few minutes later when he brought her over. She really seems like a genuine person and When she talked she had tears in her eyes. Apparently their mother and father had decided to wash their hands of her too when she told them about looking for David. Then we heard about Davids older brother who had just come out and living in New York City. Their eldest brother is still very much against them being Gay. They looked so much alike, like blond twins. She even has his smile.
     
    Then She told us about how she and her brother had been looking for him for quite awhile. They had heard rumors that he was in New york and that is why their brother was living in New York. David was beeming when we left. they definitely have more to catch up on but a little step is good for now. He's talking to his brother on the phone right now. I am so happy for him. He really needs this right now. After What Rob did I want more than anything for him to be happy.
     
    Oh by the way the waiter and David seem to have hit it off. I am happy on this front also.
     
    Selene still doesnt trust the situation, my instincts is too trust Selene on stuff like this but something tells me that she might be wrong for the first time in her life. She seemed like she calmed down a little after she met David's sister so who knows where this is going.
     
    GREEN
  2. GREEN

    A Testy Situation!

    By GREEN,

    So I received a call this morning before school. It was from David's sister. I told her I would go get him but she said she wanted to speak to me. I asked her why she would want to speak to me about her brother considering what his family had done to him. She seemed taken aback by what I had said and then she said that she was sorry about that. I wanted to reach through the phone and beat this woman. I asked her what she wanted from me. She said she wanted to see David, that it had been a long time since they'd seen each other but she wanted some details from me.
     
    David walks into the room at this time and he asks me something which she hears. She quickly told me not to say it was her. meanwhile I am wondering how she knows me or our phone number. When David leaves I ask her this and she says she had been searching for him for the last year and she found us a few weeks back. She called him but he had hung up as soon as he knew whos he was. I asked her why now and she said she really didnt feel the same way as his parents do about her brother being gay. Apparently when they kicked David out when she was only eleven. David was fifteen.
     
    She also told me that she had left their parents home when she turned eighteen and is enrolled at a college near us. This got me to like her a little. I knew david had a sister and two older brothers that seemed to share their parents views. When he got kicked out his aunt took him in until he was eighteen.
     
    I told her that I would have to tell David that I had talked to her. She seemed to understand this. Then I told her that I would like to meet her some time.She said that she'd like that too. Then she asked me if I was his boyfriend. I laughed at this and told her no, were just friends.
     
    When I told David about this he told me that he doesn't want to see her and that I shouldn't see her either. He washed his hands from them a long time ago and he didnt need to remember what they had done to him. So I told him I wouldnt talk to her if he dint want me too but deep down I feel like she's being very genuine about this. He called me later on and told me that maybe we should meet with her.
     
    So I called her back and were seeing her tomorrow. I know how much David feels like he needs a connection in life. Even though I see him as family and treat him as such, I can see that he needs this. I talked to him about this and he said I was right. Now Selene doesn't feelt he same way about this. I thought she wouldnt. Selene is every protective of us when she's not hitting us, so when she heard about this her first instinct was to ask what his sister wanted from him. She thinks that this is very suspicious of her to call him now.
     
    GREEN
  3. GREEN
    Okay here are three emo looks.
     

     

     

     
    Here you go guys and by the way JamesSavik the Green pictures were hilarious.
     
     
    Alright so after the streaking that apparently had a shrinkage effect on David's genitals because they disappeared, we went inside and put our clothes back on. I was freezing at this point so I drank some more and we started another game for money this time. Chaz's brother apparently has something up his ass because he kept scoffing at stuff my friends and I said. So at some point I said, "What the flying fu#* is your problem?"
     
    He looks at me and I can tell that Chaz is ready to interveen when he says this, "I can't stand people that think that they are better than every body else. You were always jealous of me."
     
    I'm like what? My friend Selene is ready to start yelling. Alright let me give you some background on Chaz's brother. I met Chaz's brother Freshman year of college. He was alone here going to college. He was in several of my classes and Selene and I embraced him as our friend. We seemed to be good friends until he started to hang around with new people. I'm not a jealous person nor do I tell people who to be friends with that just isn't me. He seemed to be entoying himself with his new friends so I kind of backed off and gave him his space. So after a while he just stopped hanging with us altogether and I was alright with that. Sometimes you need to find your niche you know?
     
    So that went on for about another year. By that time we had completely different class schedules and we never saw each other. So I ran into him one day and he had completely changed. He also now had a boyfriend. he seemed happy so I talked to him and introduced myself to his boyfriend and I went about my way. A day later My friend Selene calls me, telling me that he saw them fighting over something and she thought that it could be drugs. I felt that I had to help a big mistake apparently and I called his mother and I told her what was going on. His mother drove here and found him in his room ready to take a shit load of drugs. Apparently I saved his life though I would never throw that In his face. Ever since then he's hated me.
     
    So back to the argument. I was about to say some thing when Chaz says, "Dude he saved your life." I was frozen, Chaz had just said something that I wouldn't even say. "Your lucky somebody cared enough to do that for you."
     
    It turns out that Chaz actually knew about me before and not only did he want to be friends he wanted to thank me for saving his brothers life. He just couldn't figure out how to tell me so he asked for my friends number and then he asked to hang out with me. They were going to do it sooner but as I went away to spain a week after this all happened they couldn't.
     
    Shocking The Green, to change it's color to red.
  5. GREEN
    The lights went up again. Both Plato and Homer were back on the stage. This time Plato had on white wings and one of those fake halo things. Homer had the same thing on in black without a halo. My boyfriend Chaz finally joins me. He sits next to me and leans his head on my shoulders.
     
     
  6. GREEN
    I fell asleep after the most boring night in my life. I woke this morning after a long night of tossing and turning. The first thing I do is put my arm on what used to be Chaz's side of the bed. Fully expecting him not to be there but I felt something there. A body and it was breathing lightly on the back of my head. I turned to see who it was.
     
    "Hello," he said.
     
    I was shocked. First I didn
  7. GREEN
    I want to thank you guys for everything. I am taking everything you guys are taking to heart. Libb You are totally right and I am taking yours to heart most of all. Sometimes you need someone to make yousee how stupid you are and I thank you for that. I thought on everything that was said and I thought back on my previous relationships. I pushed Julio away too. He wanted to be there for me as much as I needed to be there for him but I never let him and look where that ended.
     
    I wrote a letter for Chaz and I left it at his dorm. He hasnt contacted me yet so I dont know where we stand. I saw David again and we talked for a little bit. I told him about the liar and he burst out laughing saying that I deserve that. He said the Liar was just as crazy as I am. Then we talked about the tumors. I told him everything I knew. I am getting one removed because it's a little big. He looked alarmed but I told him it was just a precaution.
     
    Oddly enough I ran into Rob. I asked him how he was and he told me he was alright then he told me something that threw me for a loop. He said he missed David. He missed him alot and he started crying right before me. He told me that the other guy is out of the picture. I asked him to meet with me later on tonight so we could talk. He said he would.
     
    I fell today in class. Right there on the floor I started laughing loudly. People in my class were looking at me like I had four heads. I wish I did because then I could say I was crazy but after all of these days it felt great just to laugh. One of the girls from my class joined me right there on the floor and asked me what was so funny.
     
    We struck a converstaion and we went to lunch together. She asked me alot about myself. I told her what I could, I mean she's practicly a stranger. But I like her, she's really cool. Then she introduces me to her friend Steven. Steven is a very open person apparently because he kept grabbing my hands. I was like what do you want from me? Then they asked me if I was single. I told them that I wasnt. I mean what else could I say. I would never do anything this quick or even without knowing exactly where Chaz and I stand.
     
    Conversation got lighter and apparently easier from here on. I found out they they were musicians and they had their own group. I was still hung up on why they wanted to know if I was single. I mean it was ovbious but I like that they respected the fact that I told them I wasnt.
     
    We talked for about an hour before they had to go back to school. They invited me to their next gig. When i got home my neighbors down the street came by because they heard about the breakup. I told them what happened and they told me almost the same thing you guys said.
     
    Chaz still hasnt contacted me but I dont expect that he will today. My father called and we made plans to have dinner soon with the Liar. I am going to go to my mothers house I want to give my mother a hug.
     
    GREEN. I have nothing else to say. See ya soon.
  8. GREEN
    I parked my car in front of my house this morning. Selene is there and she runs towards my car. When I step out of it she hits me hard across my head. I walked away from her she was angry. She walked back over to me and hit me again. Then she hugged me. She told me not to ever do that again, then she took off.
     
    When I walked into the house I walked into the worst thing I could ever see. My boyfriend sitting in the living room talking to my mother worried about me. It broke my heart even more that David was listening to my boyfriend talk equaly worried. When they saw me they gave me a hug and Then I was given the cold shoulder until later today when Chaz walked into the room with the medical folder.
     
    "What is that," he asked. David walked into the room. I guess he wanted to know too. I told them everything and Chaz had read what I had posted so he was angry at that. David just looked at me like I was a bastard. I explained to them that it was how I felt and how I've been feeling. Then he told me that if I couldnt trust him with something like the tumors then we shouldn't be together.
     
    Chaz and I are as of this afternoon are no longer an item. As of this afternoon David will be moving out. So I ultimately got what I wanted and What I deserve I got my space. David hasnt spoken to me. He just keeps on packing. Selene called and told me that he was moving in with her and then added that she was still my friend but she was going to punch me until I got Chaz back.
     
    Then I have to deal with the worst part of it all. My brother was waiting for me inside of my mothers house. The Liar is my brother. My father cheated on my mom with my moms friend the Liar's Mother. The Liars mother got pregnant with my fathers son. This is why my mother has been so hesitant to kick him out. He really had nowhere else to go. My father and I are the only other family he has. My mother knew this all along.
     
    GREEN
  9. GREEN
    I sat down with my mother last night and we talked. I told her everything. She cried which really made me sad, but what really broke my heart was when she asked me to stay and watch a movie with her. It was important to herthat I stay. We watched the movie me and her watched the night my father told us he was leaving. The Liar came in at one point and he looked at us. I dont know something in him looked real sad. I noticed that before he walked away. We didnt talk about him last night but my mom promised me that we would real soon.
     
    I had my mother back even if it was only for two hours. She made me promise to keep her informed about my tumors. I also talked to my stepfather for a bit. He was angry with me because I didnbt tell her earlier. I felt ashamed because no one made him angry like that and I certainly didnt want to do that. I showed him everything I had written on here and he semed to understand. We talked some more over coffee and then he went with me to meet my father.
     
    My father and I havent seen each other in months. I decided to keep him out of my life for a little while so when I approcahed him we both had to swallow our pried. He looked at me for a long time before either of us said anything. I couldnt keep going like this so I broke the ice and I gave him a hug. It took a lot from me to do that and I could tell that he understood because we were both in tears by the time I broke away from him.
     
    We talked ofr two hours after this. My stepfather and My father actually got along for once even though I know they did it for my sake. This whole situation took me back to when I was a kid and I could tell my father everything. I told him about the tumors. My father started to cry before I could even tell them they were benign.
     
    Then we moved on to other subjects. The subjects that had our relationship strained. The problem is that we are so much the same person that clash sometimes. He told me the whole truth for once. This however shocked me. My father cheated on my mother but not when we thought he did, a fact that my stepfather confirmed. My father left my mother because he was ahamed of something he did before I was even three years old. He just never told her about it and then it catched up to him. So he left, just like me he left and took care of it on his own. Now he has nothing but the little apartment he lives in and two sons, one he didnt know existed until I was fifteen, and one that until last night hated him.
     
    I asked why no one told me this. My father says that I already know who my brother is. So i aske dwho it was and my stepfather tells me. Suddenly I understood my father more than anyone in the world. He is the same man that I am becoming. So we said our goodbyes and I headed home...
     
    GREEN
  10. GREEN

    Slow Motion.

    By GREEN,

    I thought about everything that happned last night. My mental break down. I reread what I had written. It really felt good to write that but In the same sense it made me think about where I was mentally last night. I could have easily told my friends yet I am always hesitant to hinder then with my problems. This si why I feel like I am losing my mother. I wanted to tell her so many times in the past week but I always failed at it.
     
    I came home today with every intention of telling my friends everything but when I walked into my house everyone seemed happy and was sharing stories about last nights party. Chaz was playing with Selene's daughter and David was telling everyone how everything went with the waiter. They didnt even notice that I had come home. Selene's daughter was the only one to see me. She didn't say anything. The sad part is that I felt like I was intruding on them so I left again.
     
    I dont know how I came to feel like a stranger in my own home and the more I think about it it freaks me out. I want to feel normal again but this tumor thing has made feel like I'm lost and moving in slow motion. As I drove away I realized that I am afraid of looking weak in front of my friends. I have never looked weak in front of anyone except for Jonathan but that's because he's more of a brother to me and we've been through alot together since kindergarten. Besides he can see right through me.
     
    So my personal odyssey has taken me to my friends house at the beach. he said I could stay with him for a few days. I sent Chaz a message explaining that I need to be alone and not to worry I am not leaving him. I Emailed Dave and Selene, telling them that I would be back in a few days.
     
     
    GREEN as the day takes me.
  11. GREEN
    So dinner, yes dinner. Dinner turned into an unexpected disaster that ended with me falling out of my chair, and me yelling and me hitting the Liar with my fist.
     
    I went to my mothers house because apparently she wanted to cook for me. I was weary of this but as I wrote before I wanted to talk to my stepfather about her behavior. So much to my surprise the Liar is there cooking with my mother. My stepfather had to stay late at work. So I said crap just get it over with. Naturally I called Chaz and asked him to join us. He was there a few minutes later.
     
    We sat down to eat and we were actually having a nice conversation. The Liar was being quiet so it was all working out. I mean I definitely didnt want to be there but I didnt feel like I should run for the hills either. So my mother recounts a funny story and we're all laughing when I fall of my chair. The Liar laughs uncontrollably and calls me clumsy. So I'm like alright fine it was funny. Yet this doesnt stop there. He begins calling me name after name until I yell at him and ask him to stop.
     
    This is when he tells my mother that he and I had sex once. I really wanted to control my anger. I yell once more but he just laughs. So I did what any civilised person would do I walked away. I went outside and Chaz followed me. He tried to calm me down. Just then my stepfather approaches us. We talk to him for a little while and I explain why I'm outside. He seems to understand and he tells me that he hates the Liar too.
     
    This is when I hear, "Hey fat ass when did you get home?" Now my stepfather is a little overweight but its nothing he can't carry well. I truly hate people that like to pick out other peoples weak points. Especially when the people they are picking on are very kind people that would never harm a fly. My stepfather looked like somebody had hit him with a brick. I pulled away from Chaz and I walked over to the Liar and my fists fly at his head one by one until Chaz pulls me away from him.
     
    The Liar comes at me again and gets a cheap shot before Chaz lets me go and I'm on him again. Needless to say the neighbors called the police and I almost got arrested. I wont be going to my mothers house until that bastard leaves. My mother and I talked ultimately and she said that he needed some stability for a while and I understood. My mother heard what he said to my stepfather and that she would talk to him about that. She told me that he had never said anything like that to my stepfather in front of her. My stepfather said that this was the first time he's said anything like this.
     
    I'm not glad to say that I hit him. I really didnt want to hit him but I cant be responsible for his actions.
     
    GREEN
  12. GREEN

    Uncomfortable at home!

    By GREEN,

    My mother called me and asked me to come over. She said she needed help going through some of the stuff we have in the attick, you know old furniture and pictures my mom has. I know this was an effort to get us close again, and I caved in. I mean she was reaching.
     
    Chaz, Selene and David invited themselves as usual. I really don't know what they were planning on finding. I dont have alot of pictures. I dont take them. Its a personal thing for me. I have an average of two pictures taken of me every year and thats because I don't know about them. My childhood pictures are in a safe box in a bank.
     
    When we get there I find that the Liar is still living with my mother. I mean its been over month now, he should be moving out. I asked my mom about this and she said not to worry about it. That its not a problem. So I was a little pissed off of the bat. Especially when he insisted on talking to me. As soon as we where done I was definitely ready to leave. I never thought I'd feel uncomfortable in my mothers home but this last year made me feel so.
     
    My mother asked us to stay, saying that she was cooking us all lunch. I lied and I told her I already ate. Like any mother she saw right through me. She looked so disappointed and I felt bad but I really couldn't stay there. I didn't want to say something that I really didnt want to say. So I left. My friends decided to stay in a last ditched effort to get me to stay. I said goodbye my mother said she'd give them a ride.
     
    Alright so I felt horrible as soon as I walked out of the front door. How could I not? Yet sometimes you have to do painful things. This was definitely one of the hardest things I had to do. I got in my car and I took off. Only one place to go and that was the beach. I called a friend that lives near there and I asked him to join me. I asked her because she too had constant fights with her mother. He is transitioning and her mother disapproves. We just walked and talked for a while. He and I havent seen each other since he introduced Chaz and I.
     
    Well it felt good just to walk and talk with someone that you can relate to. I mean my friends are all great but sometimes you need an outsiders point of view. My other friends always take my mother's side and I just needed somebody to hear me. He gave me perspective and when he told me what was going on in his life it made me ask myself what the big deal was.
     
    I called my mother. Were having dinner tomorrow.
     
    GREEN soon to be a mama's boy again.
  13. GREEN
    Chaz and I had our first real fight this morning. It made me feel good. I know what your thinking, "Green is crazy." But I kid you not I am happy because it makes our relationship real. I was worried that if we kept on like this for ever we would get bored of the happy relationship routine. I really love Chaz and his family except for his brother, were not there yet. My mom and my friends love him too, granted as long as he brings no unwanted birthday cakes. Even my ex's like him.
     
    So this morning I am woken up by a call from Julio my ex. He's coming back tot he states and he was wondering if I would like to meet him for dinner. Now Chaz is a little jealous when it comes to Julio and he over heard us talking. He gave me a really nasty look before walking away from me. I told Julio that I would meet him on the condition that I could bring Chaz along. Julio agreed saying that he wouldn't have it any other way.
     
    When I hung up I walked over to Chaz. I was a bit annoyed with him. He knows Julio and I are just friends, and he should never be afraid of me leaving him for Julio. That part of my life is over and doen with. He knows better. I told him all of this again. He still wasn't having it.
     
    "If its over why can't he just stop calling here?" Chaz asked, but he didnt wait for me to give him an answer. He put on his coat and headed outside. I followed him without a coat. Oh it was cold.
     
    "Because were friends," I told him as I approched him. "He got into his car and took off."
     
    Now I know this seems bad, but I know Chaz. I knew he would call ten minutes later, appologizing. Sure enough he did call but this one was almost immediate. This is why i can't be mad at him for too long, he's such a boy. This however leads me to question who is the boy in our relationship?
     
    Maybe you guys can answer this for us. We cant figure this out. We both do very manly things and very feminate things. I am obsessed with football and Chaz is obsessed with baseball. I love to see the ballet and Chaz loves theater. I am a good cook but he's the neat freak. I hate sappy movies, Chaz loves them. I love talk shows, Chaz despises them. I love to go to mosh pits. Chaz loves to surf, in cold as hell water.
     
    We both like ice cream and long walks on the beach. We both love to smell good (not that anybody likes to smell bad but were religious when it comes to colognes, uh good ones). We both like to bake. We both like to play golf. We both like to drive, (this is one of our big problems). We both hate the color pink and anyone who wears, pink polo shirts, cough cough David, Cough. We both like to make people happy.
     
    So can you guys please answer this for us? Maybe you will even say that I'm the man, LOL.
     
    GREEN hoping he's a boy.
  14. GREEN
    The lights on the stage go off as the kid walks through the door. The shadow boys reappear under a new light a moment later. This time they had taken the pink make up off and they were wearing white tuxedos. One was smiling while the other frowned.
     
     
  15. GREEN
    I decided to take everyone out for dinner tonight. We went to a fancy restaurant downtown. My mother knows the owner so we got a good table in a private area of the restaurant. He even tried to give us free food but I insisted on paying, besides I think we all needed a nice night out. So everything is going good when I realize who our waiter is. Our waiter is someone who I kind of had a big fight with in high school. He and I never saw eye to eye on anything. We were rivals kind of.
     
    Well anyways as he took our order I could tell that he was in a big hurry. He was uncomfortable with us especially me. David looked at me smiling when he noticed who it was. The sad part was that he actually looked really good and the pride bracelet that he was wearing told me everything I needed to know. He would be a perfect match for David. So I had to do it to the poor kid.
     
    "Hey don't I know you?" I asked. David was giving me the look of a thousand deaths.
     
    The waiter looks at me like I was the Devil. "Look I can't do this," he says. "So I'm a waiter alright get your laughs in because I have to be your waiter."
     
    I frowned, I really didn't care that he was a waiter. David and I look at each other then we laugh loudly. The waiter was pissed. "Look," I said. "You dont have to be ashamed in front of us. I'm still a student and I work a crappy job. Dave never finished college and he is also a waiter, so you really dont have to be ashamed. I was just wondering if you were dating anyone because my friend, David here is currently single."
     
    He was stunned. He looked at me then at David then he blushed. He said that he wasn't dating anyone. He wanted to know how I knew that he was gay. I told him that I knew when we were in high school as a joke but then I pointed to his bracelet. He smiled. David looked really mad or scared or maybe he was blushing because this kid is really hot now. I think Chaz was a little jealous.
     
    So I asked what he was doing next weekend. Before he could answer my question I added that we were throwing a party that I just happened to think of right then and there. Selene smiled and started to write down David's number. "You should come," I said.
     
    He asked if he could bring his friend Amanda or Anna, something like that. I couldn't really focus because David was kicking my leg. I said sure and he smiled when Selene gave him the number. David looked like he wanted to die.
     
    When he left Selene hugh fived me and Chaz gave me a hug. David actually thanked me. You see all through high school the waiter was David's crush. I mean David made sure he got into certain classes, he joined certain groups and sports just so that he could see the waiter. Selene used to tease him about this all of the time. So we now have a party to plan.
     
    GREEN playing cupid, hey we could have a Valentines party. I'm a genious.
     
    P.S. part two of the shadow boys will be up soon I promise. I had to rewrite some of it because of recent events in my life.
  16. GREEN

    What do I do?

    By GREEN,

    When I got home from school and David decided that he needed to tell me that Chaz was an asshole. I asked him why calmly at first and David told me that he was furious over the birthday thing. I told him that Chaz didn't know about the no birthday rule and that he was sorry. But then he started digging at me.
     
    "How could you tell us to break up? How is our relationship any of your business?" He yelled at me. I turned around and walked away because he was clearly annoying me and I'm not known for restraint when it comes to arguments. I knew he just had to let out some steam. Yet he followed me into my room. "You know not everyone can have a happy relationship like yours so stop rubbing it in my face." I closed myeyes when he said that. I never rub our relationship in their faces. I am not a pda type of person and neither is Chaz. We make damn sure not to make our friends feel uncomfortable. Its not something that they do.
     
    I let him go on and on insulting me. What he said next hit me hard. "At least Rob and I know we can last longer than any relationship you'd ever have." That really hurt me. I would never say anything like that to him. I'm not saying that what I said last night was right. I even apologized when I came home, but this went to far. I think he knew it too because I just walked away emotionless. He called out to me but I just left.
     
    I turned off my cell phone and I drove to the beach. I had to think and that was the only place I could breathe. Somehow Selene also knew this because she was there when I arrived. She said that David had called her. I walked away from her too. I am writing this from a hotel and I dont know what to do. I cant forgive this one. He went too far and I'm afarid that I will burst and say something worst if I go home. David and I have gone through alot together.
     
    I was there for him when his parents kicked him out because he is gay. I was there for him when he didn't have a place to stay. I was even there for him when his parents asked him to leave his grandfathers funeral. I dont know why he would do this to me. I am the closet thing he has to family.
     
    I dont know what to do, I am getting angrier by the minute.
     
    GREEN at the inn.
  17. GREEN

    CRAZY DAYS!

    By GREEN,

    This saturday is Chaz and I's three month anniversary. I'm freaking out and apparently so is he. We both wanted to plan something so we compromised. One of us will plan the night when the other can have the day. We played rock paper scissors and I got the night. So I feel like cooking and Selene and I poured through several cook books. I found something I wanted to make. I found out he's allergic to something in it.
     
    So i found something else I want to make but it requires alot more time than I'm ready to give. So on the third search I found the perfect plate. I went to the store where I ran into my ex. He is dating some guy that looked like he wanted to beat the crap out of me. So I decided to stay, you know for giggles.
     
    My ex was talking a mile a minute about something or other when I saw Chaz walk by holding a huge cake. I ducked behind the cereal wall. The jealous boyfriend of my ex decided that this was the perfect time to get me to leave because he yelled out my name very loudly. No I didn't hit the bastard but I took off as quick as possible.
     
    My ex follows me out and asks If I could give them a ride. I think about this for a long time and finally i give in. Not because I want to but because I really needed to leave. I promnised Chaz I wouldn't snoop into what he is doing as long as he didnt snoop on me.
     
    So the drive was the most stressful ride in my life. I could feel the bastards eyes on me. I wanted to go back there and slap him around a little bit. Luckily the ride wasnt that long and I dropped them off. I drove to another market and I got all I needed so I could make it.
     
    When I get home I find that Rob and David are arguing and I do the last thing any friend should ever do. I told them to break up already. Selene's mouth drops and pulls me away from the room. then she gives me a huge hug.
     
    "Its about time you said it," she said. Apparently she was waiting for me to tell them this for a long time. I asked her why she didn't do it? She didnt because she didnt want to be the bad guy. This is when Chaz walks in with the cake and sings happy birthday to David. I had to smuggle Chaz out of the state. David doesn't celebrate birthdays.
     
    GREEN running over border.
  18. GREEN

    Just a dang ole time?

    By GREEN,

    I went out last night with my so called friends. We finally all had time to see Brokeback Mountain. I have one question, what is the big deal? Its just a plain ole love story. I didn't feel much about it either way. I tried to get into it but I just couldn't. Meanwhile the four idiots I call my friends and boyfriend were balling their eyes out. Does that make me insensitive? I called my friend Jonathan and he said that he hated the movie also. Then again he hates everything.
     
    I mean if this movie came out a few years ago would anyone care about it? If they had used actual gay actors would anyone care? I'm not really happy about that part and I told my friends this. They all looked at me like I was evil. So I really dont know what the hype is all about. I thought that if there was anything deserving praise would be the cinematography. It was brilliantly shot but that was it.
     
    I know some of you probably hate me right now but think about it this way. Would it have been a good movie if one of the cowboys were female and this was a straight love story?
     
    GREEN one to be hated.
  19. GREEN
    I found the place hidden at the end of that alley. Twelve Shadow Place, a small theater that went by the name Shadow Theater. The place had definitely seen better days. The gold paint on the door was chipping and the box office glass was cracked. The marquee read



    THE SHADOW BOYS

    EXCLUSIVE ONE NIGHT ENGAGEMENT

     
    My boyfriend had sent me a letter asking me to meet him here. I anxiously paced back and forth this place was giving me the creeps. There was no one here. In fact I had seen no one on the road as I came to this place.
     
    I paced wondering where my boyfriend could be. I should have never come but something told me that I should, so I drove an hour out of my way in hopes that my boyfriend had something romantic planned.
     
    Just when I had enough and was ready to leave the doors opened. A small man in a tuxedo came out. He handed me a program and motioned for me to go inside.
  20. GREEN
    So I've been dabbling with some things and I found an old short story of mine. I forgot that I even wrote this story. I read it and it Inspired me to come up with three more story ideas. I'm only going to post these in my blog. My friend Jonathan wipped the artwork up for me in an hour.
     

     
     
    So look forward for the first story in a few days as I Write and edit them.
     
    GREEN
     
    P.S. one is going to be loosely based on my lovely bf.
  21. GREEN
    I had a crazy night last night. I was almost arrested for assault by a male stripper. Yeah A male stripper dressed like a cop. I went to a bachelorette party at the request of a friend. Chaz decided that he needed to go too so we went. As it turned out it was not a bachelor party but a surprise party. I was a little annoyed at first but when I saw all of the hardwork that myfriends went through this year just to keep it from me I decided why not, just have fun. Alright I've never seen Chaz jealous to the point where he was ready to fight. Last night he was.
     
    The stripper hand cuffed me to a chair and seemed a but more interested in me than he really should have. He was very attractive but I would never cheat on Chaz besides he kind of smelled bad. As he danced I noticed Chaz wasn't too happy with this guy. Apparently no one told him there was going to be a stripper when they had planned the party. I couldn't keep my eyes of of Chaz and the stripper noticed so he turned my face towards his.
     
    This really didn't sit well with Chaz and he was getting pissed. I couldn't go anywhere because I was handcuffed. So I whispered to the stripper to let me go. He didn't look happy abut ending his dance early but he let me go. Once I was free I walked towards Chaz and I puleld him away from everyone. I gave him a big hug but he was till angry. He really wanted to hit that stripper and I explained to him that it was his job that he really shouldn't be angry about this. He seemd to have calmed down and we had a good time the rest of the night. Later on the stripper and I weere sharing a conversation about some people we both knew when Chaz pulled me away from him. He wanted to go and I could see his face was red. I asked him what's up and he said he had been crying because of the way he felt.
     
    I was like wait a minute what's going on? Then he said that he hates when he feels jealous over me. He can't take feeling that way but he does sometimes. I told him that it was natural and that he should never worry too much because I also feel that way sometimes. I told him that i could never cheat its not in my nature to do so. He seemed reassured and we wnet back into the party. I knew he was feeling better when he apologized to the stripper.
     
    This is when things got really crazy. When we left that night the stripper put his number in my hand and winked. When we got in the car, I threw the number out of the window and Chaz smiled when I did that. On the way home we get a call from Selene asking us if we could give her a drive tot he hospital her daughter is sick. I drove as fast as I could to her house and ten minutes later we were at the hospital. Her daughter had a feever and they decided to keep her for monitoring. We didn't leave the hospital until three when Chaz announces that he's hungry. So we go to a late night diner near my house and I watch him eat. He can put a cow away before I can finish a coffee.
     
    This is when we happen to see Rob crash into a pole in front of the diner I know its him because David tumbles out Bleeeding. We found ourselves in the hospital once again. They were both alright but Rob has a broken arm and david had a cut above his brow. At six in the morning we finally left the Hospital again and We decided to go back to my house.
     
    This when I catch the little devil from next door peeing on my car. Chaz had to hold me back, because I was about to beat this kid to death. Chaz pulled me inside and whispered something about a shower together and I found myself running to my room.
     
    But I stop when I notice a giant present on my bed. "that came for you from Spain," David said.
     
    I knew where It came from and Chaz had an unhappy look on his face. So I whispered in his ear,"You're still a better present." He smiled and took my shirt off.
     
    "Come on we have a shower to take," he said....
     
     
    GREEN of the night
  22. GREEN

    Frosting?

    By GREEN,

    Today as I came home from my little excursion with the family my friend David asked me if I could go with him to spy on our friend Rob. David got it in his head that Rob was cheating. I of course said yes so he could see how much of an idiot he was. Rob has been spending some time working with some kids part time so he could earn enough money to take David to the Bahamas for his birthday.
     
    So knowing full well that this could spoil the surprise I decided I would go. Nothing amuses me more than my friends when they make asses of themselves. That is usually my job so it feels good when somebody else does it. We drove to Rob's house and waited until Rob left his house. We followed him to the bulding where he works at. It's an afterschool program and Rob works in daycare.
     
    I was ready to start laughing when I see Rob kiss a girl, In the mouth, passionately...
     
    David drives over almost hitting the curb and runs out of the car. I have never heard so much swearing coming from one persons mouth at five words a second. I had to run towards them and put myself in betwen Rob and David, making sure they didn't start fighting. This is when I receive a call from my boyfriend asking me where his favorite boxers were. Of course this is when I get slapped with a cake by one of my friends or was it the girl that I suddenly realize is an old friend.
     
    I am getting really angry and tired of this when Selene pulls up with my boyfriend and yells HAPPY BIRTHDAY we finally gotcha!
     
     
    I hate my friends and death is being planned for all of them.
     
    GREEN getting older by the minute and covered in vanilla frosting.
  23. GREEN
    How would you guys feel about a story that I could post here in my blog? I have a couple ideas for a blog series. I could post a new short chapter here every few days. Please let me know what you think. I could also break up one of my series for posting.
     
    Speaking of stories I am also preparing to add My Story A hero In the hallways to the GA archive. It will be my first addition. I am working with a new editor named Richard and I'm hoping to be able to polish and post it here soon. A Hero In The Hallways was my first story and the first one to be finished. If all goes well I will post the entire first run of Mr. Black Sings A Sad Song aswell as the rest of my stories.
     
    So please let me know what you think of a blog based series.
     
    GREEN
  24. GREEN

    How I became a sinner!

    By GREEN,

    I've been staying with Chaz and his family for the last couple of days. It's been really fun. I think I've met everyone that is related to this family also as they have big family get togethers. I've been here a couple of days and they've already had two get togethers. One to meet me and a second to make sure I met everyone else. It's definitely weird but awesome in the same sense.
     
    In one of the get togethers I was invited to join in a game of poker against Chaz's Grandmother and Granfather. Now these two are a pair of nuts. I Instantly liked them as they would do anything to win. Chaz's mother also joined the game. As we played I seemed to be winning when the grandmother whispered under her breath. "The queer seems to be winning," to her husband.
     
    I was about to take great offense. I really thought they liked me, I mean for the first time in my life I cared what someone thought of me. When the Grandfather says, "We dont call them queers anymore they are gay." I would later find out that this is the tactic they used to throw people of their game. It almost worked too if Chaz's mother hadn't whispered in my ear what they were up to. They whisper insults just loud enough so that the insultee could hear.
     
    So as the game progresses we find ourselves passing insults back and forth. I was stilll winning and the Grandmother wasn't having it. She pulls out her bible and starts quoting from it. I start to hum a song to drown out her bible chant. Chaz's mother is in hysterics and I had to stop and laugh when the grandmother says, "Only sinners hum when the good word is spoken." Even the grandfather was laughing. Needless to say we have another rematch and I know what book I'm going to quote from.
     
    GREEN sin is in.
  25. GREEN
    As I found myself with nothing to do today and I was too frustrated to rewrite the chapters I lost I decided that I should take care of the giant laundry mountain that was piling up. My washer wasn't working so I went to my mothers house. It looked like no one was home so I let myself in and headed towards the laundry room.
     
    I did the usual separating and I smiled when I found a pair of Chaz's boxers. I threw them in the wash with the colors and left the machine to do it's thing. I went to the living room and turned on the television. A minute later the cumpulsive liar freak walks into the room and gives me a stare.
     
    "What are you doing here?" he asks. "Who let you in?"
     
    " I have a key and if I remember correctly I am more welcome here than you can ever hope to be as this is my mothers house after all. I should ask you what you are still doing here but I'll know you'll just lie so why bother," I quickly respond and he walks away.
     
    Half hour laer I go to check on the load and it's done so I start unloading the washer and putting the the clothes into the drier when I notice that something is missing. Chaz's boxers are gone. So I'm like hmm and then I'm like why, and then I realize that only one person could have taken them and I'm like ewwww.
     
    I called Selene and asked her how I should deal with this situation and she invites herself over. She apparently has to be here when I do confront the cumpulsive liar freak. Ten minutes later she's at my mother's house with Rob and David like spectators waiting for a fight. So we make ourselves to my old room that is across from the guest room. Then I walk towards the guest room and I knock on the door as they watch from my room.
     
    "What do you want?" the liar asks. This makes me angry and I open the door to find the liar wearing Chaz's wet boxers apparently modeling them in front of the mirror.
     
    I had no choice but to run as my eyes were burning. "We have to go," I telll my friends. Selene whistled a catcall from somewhere behind and I took my clothes with me. We bought a new washer tonight.
     
    I thought it best not to say anything to Chaz or my mother. Too weird and creepy.
     
    GREEN washed, folded and blinded.
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