GREEN

Hey! First off, I can't say much because I have a decent sized collection of DVD's, but now where NEAR that many CD's!!! Holy cow, I didn't know that much music existed! But to each their own, that's cool. And look on the bright side, by getting rid of a few of the duplicates, you now have room for some new ones!!! I will say though that Selene confuses me. And please don't take offense at this and if (and I probably am) I'm way off track here, just please ignore it...but there's no way that she might have a thing for you, Green, is there?? I mean I tend to be a bit over protective of certain friends and family members as well, but good grief an accident's and accident and it just seems like she's over reacting by A LONG shot. And I don't know past history's or anything, but it just seems like something more than that incident is going on. I don't know, now I'm curious, just ignore it. lol I hope the rest of the week goes better for you both! - Kaiten Edit: I agree completely with Bev. Neither of you have anything to feel guilty about, you've both tried talking to Selene, now the ball's in her court. Actually she's been really weird since I told her about my tumors. I dont think she has those types of feelings for me as she treats David and I exactly the same but there is something I dont know. I can assure you of that. GREEN

Chaz went to Selene's house a few minutes ago. Like me he's had enough of her crap. I dont get it to tell you the truth. She has always liked Chaz and she never had a problem with him. Oh man I just want a quiet week. Chaz and I have spring break and we're going to New York. I want to see my cousins and Jonathan. David is coming with us but he's going to see his brother and meet his brother's friends. This is just what we need. We need to get away from everything for a while. I cant wait. Julio called me this morning. He's moving here permanently in about a month and he wanted to know if I could help him find a new apartment. I told him I would. Chaz wasnt too happy but he said it was alright. To tell you the truth that amuses me. Chaz can be so cute when he's jealous. I saw my Ex this morning, he's been dating my High School Crush. They seem to be happy and I am happy about that. My Ex might be crazy but deep down he is a good person. I talked to him about Rob and my ex told me that he had seen him and he was talking about me, but he said that he misess David. I told him About David and Steve. He seemed surprised and I asked him why? I guess Rob had told everyone that David and he were still trying to get back together. I was getting a headache so I moved on. We went to lunch at the restaurant Chaz's older brother works at. We sat at the bar and talked to him. I guess Chaz's brother hadn't heard what had happened last week. I told them what happened as I showed them the stitches and the bruises. The first thing out of Chaz's brother's mouth is, "I knew Mike was gay," I nodded. Then it occurs to me that I just outed his brother to him. I asked him not to say anything he said he wouldn't and that he really didnt want to be involved from what he'd heard from me. He didnt want his brother to lash out against him too. Then he told me that he knew they were both gay a long time ago but he wanted them to come out when they were ready. I asked him about the Emo boys. I hadn't seen them around. Apparently one had transferred to another school upstate and the other wasnt emo anymore because he felt like he was posing. So he's not anymore but he had asked about me. I told him to give them my number if he heard from them. I liked them they are really nice kids. GREEN

Were only getting rid of about fifty of them. the rest are mine and I wont part with them. My preciouses. they are mine. As for the Selene thing I talked to her about it but she's not budging on this. I told her that if she couldn't be civil to him then I cant have her in our home and she flipped. She accused me of picking him over her and I told her Damn right I was because he's right and she's being stubborn about this. I told her that she is a part of my life but so is he and so is David and that if she was in the right I would pick her over him but she's not. She stormed out threatening never to talk to me again. I called her and told her if she was willing to do that then maybe we weren't really friends. GREEN

Green is so much a music fanatic that he has filled a 60 gig ipod. Have you ever heard of anyone able to do that? I mean he likes everything from rap to Brazilian folk music. Yesterday we were cleaning the closet and I found his collection of CD cases. He has 340 of them. Half of them weren't even open yet so he decided that he needed to listen to them. It's not over I am forcing him to get rid of them. He's crazy to keep so many around considering that he has a box full of them at his mothers house> I found New kids on the block CD. We also found the Michael Jackson collection, the Janet collection, the Mariah collection. I called a local record shop and they said they would buy most of the ones we, rather I want him to get rid of. I mean who needs two copies of a Cd. and most of these he has saved in a hard drive anyways. Green is not really a pack rat which is why I find this to be really weird of him to keep so many. David said that even he didn't know about the CD collection. Then this morning as if 340 CD's aren't enough I found a collection of Garbage Pail Kids stickers in the attic. I think he has the whole run of the series, all in mint condition covered in plastic and displayed in a metal album. I asked him about this and he said that he had been collecting them since he was a kid. That he and his friend Jonathan had collected these. So just out of curiosity I asked him if he had any other collections or obsessions and he unfortunately showed me his ninja turtle collection. Is this weird? I mean I never collected or kept much when i was younger and I wonder if I'm just reading too much into this. AM I? Well lets move on to this Selene thing. She still hates me. She's making it blatantly clear that she doesn't approve of me anymore. I know how important she is to Green but I am not going to stand by and let her treat me like this. I told green that if she doesn't like me she should just stay away because I plan on staying here for a long time and I really don't want to have to say something every time she comes over. He said that he didn't think it was fair either and that he'd talk to her about it because it's bothering him and David too. I hate this. I really used to like Selene. She was the first of his friends that I bonded with and it pains me to think that she hates me now. Chaz

Likewise, I wont apologize for the fromation of the Dom Frontline Defense Team. However, I can agree with the enemie's last statement wholeheartedly. We are begging!! Maybe we should call a truce during this here story time? I extend my hand in hopes that you will take it. And I promise to call off the ninja smily. GREEN :ranger: (just in case things go wrong.)

God even in your blog entries you are evil. You controversy maker you. I hope you never appologize for your stories it makes them that much better. Those that say that it should have been over need a good whack over the head. That being said how do you feel with all of this feedback. I think I made an a$# of myself in that thread. No I'm not going to appologize for starting a cult. Now I will just beg for a new chapter like I always do. : GREEN

Fear not dom--this situation has already been addressed. In response to threats against your well being, and the safety of your work, the Dom Frontline Defense Team has been formed. I have Nickkolasjames8 as my top general, and the entire TTS fan club, lead by C James. All of these people with the advantage of a firearms locker that makes Waco look like a minor hunting accident**cough*dick cheney*cough** and you have an unpenetrable defense and a more than capable offense. :mace: :sword: :ranger: :2hands: :axeman: :battleaxe: :mace: :chris: :ranger: :2hands: :axeman: :fire: :mace: hmm seasonal summer--my guess is construction, mb roofing? or golf course maintenance? or could be roadwork? oh so many possibilities........... Us the nameless members of The GA Church Will not go silently. We will fight till the end. Due to the meddling in our affairs by your behalf we have been forced to do our work in secret. We have our means and we have those that follow the Gospel of Comicality, Lydon and Luka that are faithful to our cause. Our numbers are gaining and we will not lose the battle. We have infiltrated all ranks and you will soon see the mistakes you have made in trying to keep the word from us. GREEN of the GA church.

Okay so I am angry right now. Don

I'm not angry. GREEN

My twin brother came by today, sans girlfriend. I couldn

I am forming an inquisition and were going to raid your house aswell as your editors house until we find chapter 36. Seriously though Great chapter. You will pay for those cliffhangers though. GREEN

So It has been a while since anything crazy has happened in my life. I mean weird crazy. Today I went to my therapist. when I got there her receptionist told me that she was running late. I had nothing to do today so I wasnt in a hurry. There was this guy there also waiting. He was looking at me really weird. So naturally my paranoid ass sat as far as I could from him. I picked up a magazine and was really into an article I was reading when i hear a voice ask me if my name is Green. I was like crap, someone knows who I am. I look up to see this really bouncy blonde I knew in highschool. I smile and she sits next to me. We catch up for a few minutes. The guy is still looking at me weird. I was going to yell but I didnt want her to know I was crazier than I already am. I also found out that she is in a very commited relationship with her girlfriend and they are rasing a son. I smiled at that. She leaves a few minutes later and my therapyst hadn't shown up so i get back to my magazine, when i hear is your name really Green? I look up over the Magazine at the guy. He's seated closer. I tell him that it is and he asks me if I write online? Crap I wanted to run, but I told him that I did. then he begins to ask me about my story Mr. Black. He wanted to know how I came to write such a story. I tell him how and why i wrote it and then he asks me about My blog. He wanted to see what my friends looked like. I was hell no freak you're not going to my house. I kindly declined as I see the therapyst walk in. She walks straight towards us and the guy stands up. This is where I die. My therapyst is his mother. So she introduces me to him and then leads me into her office. we do our thing for an hour and then we walk out of her office. The guy is still there. I said goodbye and I ran out of there as quickly as I could. So Chaz calls me telling me that he needs a ride because his car wont start. I go to where he tells me he is and I dont find him. So I call him and he tells me that he's at the same place just the other one across town. So on my way back i stop at a red light and guess who pulls up next to me. It's my therapysts son and seated next to him is my new mortal enemy Rob. Rob scowls at me and this guy just smiles so I pull away eating a red light ( I dont condone this, so please dont ever do this) and I get pulled over by a cop that comes out of nowhere. He didnt give me a ticket but he gave me a warning. When I pull into the parking lot next to Chaz who quickly hides a cigarette from me. This bothers me a little but I dont dwell on it, I just ask him what's going on. he said that he had just gotten into an argument with his twin brother because he had to bow out of their plans. His twin is really getting on my nerves. So far I'd tried to stay out of it but that is getting increasily hard. So Chaz asked me to take him to meet his brother and I decided that I should come along this time. Well his twin was angry when he saw me. He didnt say it but he was so I pulled his girlfriend aside and I let them have their own conversation. She told me that they had agreed to separate. I acted like this was news to me and I consoled her a little. A few minutes later Chaz comes over and says that we are leaving. I look back to his brother and he is angry but he is also crying. Chaz doesn't say anything on the way home but as soon as we reach our parking lot he rolls out the window and throws up. Do you guys rememebr when I told you that Chaz was dealing with some stuff. well apparently so is his brother. The same situation that has recently come to the surface. Chaz said that he would tell you guys. So I will let him do it. I called my therapyst and she said that she could help so I drove him back to her. GREEN

EWWW! GREEN

Exactly! GREEN

I cooked dinner last night for everyone. We had a family night of sorts. My mother was here with my stepfather and The Liar. (oh by the way I had the talk with him about not being a jerk to my stepfather but that

In one of your posts back in October, I believe you talked about Chaz's brother having a boyfriend. Kitty I was speaking of his older brother. I met his brother a couple of years back.

I agree with you. Chaz's twin brother always acts funny when Chaz and I are together in front of him. I saw him watch us once and he seemed sad. I dont know if he likes me but he always seems troubled by our relationship. Besides he sets off my gaydar like crazy and the only person that has ever done that is The Liar. GREEN

I met my brother and his girlfriend today for lunch. Sometimes I wonder where my brother and I got so different. He's my twin brother and sometimes we can do the same things. We look identical but that is where our similarities end. He can be a little cold with people, something I am not capable of doing. He's never been shy but I seem to be. Ever since I came out to my family my brother seems to want to find reasons for he and I to relate. Normally I would welcome it but today he crossed the line. He wanted to pretend to be me so he could trick Green when he came home. This was supposed to be what proved to me that he and I were more alike than I think. I told him no and he really got angry at that. His girlfriend did too. I pulled him aside and asked him what the problem is. He told me that he doesn

David's brother arrived today, from New York City. My first impression of him is that he really does care about David. I almost cried when I saw them hug each other for a long time. They held each other for a long time. It was like watching years of anger and pain melt away right before our eyes. I pulled Chaz away to the kitchen and let them have their moment in private. I am so happy for David. He finally has a real connection you know? They joined us a few minutes later where proper introductions were made. Selene bounced in a few minutes later. David's brother Craig was told by their aunt that David had moved to New York City. David moved into New York for about a month a year and a half ago. Apparently his parents thought that he had stayed there. We were having a good conversation when Selene asks the million dollar question. She asked him why he didnt stick up for David when his parents threw him out. I remember that night. It was junior year of high school. David called me at one in the morning. I found him freezing in a corner near a liquor store. Poor david had a shiner on his face. We took him in until his aunt called looking for him. David's aunt died, a few months after she took him in. David's brother told us how guilty he still feels about that. He says that he doesn't know why he didnt do anything. He told us that he didnt tell his parents that he too was gay until he had moved away. They had searched for David for months until his sister found him here. I am glad for David. GREEN

I apologized to Rob this afternoon but I told him that after today I really wanted mothing to do with him. He broke my trust and I cant forgive that. He said he was sorry and I just asked him to leave telling him that he was no longer welcome at my house. I am not angry anymore and I really shouldn't have hit him but he had it coming. Sometimes people never learn from their mistakes I know that he is going to go out and tell people more personal stuff about me and that really makes me angry but I know I cant control that. He will tell anyone what ever he wants and make me look like I am the bad guy. GREEN

I am the first to reach a hundred blog entries in a blog. Too bad its an angry one. I am fuming right now, I just heard some news I really didnt want to hear. A certain supposed friend is spreading rumors about me. He knows who he is and I know he reads here. I am very angry because when he left our group I was the only one to make an effort to talk to him. I feel like he's stabbing me in the back, but rest assured that I will not be making the mistake of talking to this person again. Normally I wouldnt be mad at this because this would all be speculation. But when you are sitting right behind the person and he's telling someone personal things about you that you can hear it tends to make you angry. So I confronted this person and all he had to say was that it was true. So i socked him and went about my way. Then this person has the nerve to come to my house asking me why I was being like this. When he sees his ex boyfriend speaking to another guy at my kitchen table smiling he gets angry and demands an explanation. All he got was a door slammed in his face. Now he's outside waiting for me asking me to talk to him. I'm tempted to call the police. GREEN

I had the Liar over tonight against my better judgement mind you. I cooked dinner for him Chaz and I. Chaz has an early morning, or so he said so he went to bed. I stayed up and the Liar and I spoke for a while. The first thing he says is that he is going to move in with my father. Fair enough, I thought. then he starts talking about personal stuff I really didnt want to know about. I let him indulge himself. I had the Liar over tonight against my better judgment mind you. I cooked dinner for him Chaz and I. Chaz has an early morning, or so he said so he went to bed. I stayed up and the Liar and I spoke for a while. The first thing he says is that he is going to move in with my father. Fair enough, I thought. then he starts talking about personal stuff I really didn

So we decided to go out and meet David's sister tonight. It only took us a few minutes to get to her apartment. David seemed anxious about it all and he nearly turned the car right back around. It pains me to see him in such a vulnerable place. But when we finally saw her he almost ran to her and gave her the biggest hug. I pulled Chaz and Selene away letting David and his sister have that moment alone. We met her a few minutes later when he brought her over. She really seems like a genuine person and When she talked she had tears in her eyes. Apparently their mother and father had decided to wash their hands of her too when she told them about looking for David. Then we heard about Davids older brother who had just come out and living in New York City. Their eldest brother is still very much against them being Gay. They looked so much alike, like blond twins. She even has his smile. Then She told us about how she and her brother had been looking for him for quite awhile. They had heard rumors that he was in New york and that is why their brother was living in New York. David was beeming when we left. they definitely have more to catch up on but a little step is good for now. He's talking to his brother on the phone right now. I am so happy for him. He really needs this right now. After What Rob did I want more than anything for him to be happy. Oh by the way the waiter and David seem to have hit it off. I am happy on this front also. Selene still doesnt trust the situation, my instincts is too trust Selene on stuff like this but something tells me that she might be wrong for the first time in her life. She seemed like she calmed down a little after she met David's sister so who knows where this is going. GREEN

So I received a call this morning before school. It was from David's sister. I told her I would go get him but she said she wanted to speak to me. I asked her why she would want to speak to me about her brother considering what his family had done to him. She seemed taken aback by what I had said and then she said that she was sorry about that. I wanted to reach through the phone and beat this woman. I asked her what she wanted from me. She said she wanted to see David, that it had been a long time since they'd seen each other but she wanted some details from me. David walks into the room at this time and he asks me something which she hears. She quickly told me not to say it was her. meanwhile I am wondering how she knows me or our phone number. When David leaves I ask her this and she says she had been searching for him for the last year and she found us a few weeks back. She called him but he had hung up as soon as he knew whos he was. I asked her why now and she said she really didnt feel the same way as his parents do about her brother being gay. Apparently when they kicked David out when she was only eleven. David was fifteen. She also told me that she had left their parents home when she turned eighteen and is enrolled at a college near us. This got me to like her a little. I knew david had a sister and two older brothers that seemed to share their parents views. When he got kicked out his aunt took him in until he was eighteen. I told her that I would have to tell David that I had talked to her. She seemed to understand this. Then I told her that I would like to meet her some time.She said that she'd like that too. Then she asked me if I was his boyfriend. I laughed at this and told her no, were just friends. When I told David about this he told me that he doesn't want to see her and that I shouldn't see her either. He washed his hands from them a long time ago and he didnt need to remember what they had done to him. So I told him I wouldnt talk to her if he dint want me too but deep down I feel like she's being very genuine about this. He called me later on and told me that maybe we should meet with her. So I called her back and were seeing her tomorrow. I know how much David feels like he needs a connection in life. Even though I see him as family and treat him as such, I can see that he needs this. I talked to him about this and he said I was right. Now Selene doesn't feelt he same way about this. I thought she wouldnt. Selene is every protective of us when she's not hitting us, so when she heard about this her first instinct was to ask what his sister wanted from him. She thinks that this is very suspicious of her to call him now. GREEN

Ooh it wasnt custard but tapioca pudding and it ended on my lap while my two exes went at it. LOL Chaz should really stop worrying about us so much. You guys are totally right I would never cheat on Chaz. I have had that happen to me once too many times and I know how it feels. Plus even if I did I couldnt keep it from him. I would run home and beg forgiveness. Now I gave him his bouncy ball back and a big kiss when I came home. GREEN