SilentandBroken

Damn Jeff…you know what it’s like. I’m so sorry.. I’ve been there too.

Awe Cal was super cute with Warren. Also proud of him for giving Kyle chicken out. Time to move on from him. Also proud of him for sharing what happened with Draven

Overall, the disagreement between Artie and Adam was actually a good thing. They both got very valid points across and BOTH listened to each other’s points without overtaking the other. The respect they share is encouraging. Dizzy, for his part, was perfect. He supported Artie how Artie needed and also didn’t brow beat his own position which, in truth, is irrelevant because he doesn’t really have a say. This was a good chapter. I think Artie is right however in that he never got that chance with his father as Adam did even though Adam has history and at least knew Ezra as a teen. Odds are high Adam is right if I’m correct in thinking that Ezra is a narcissist. They don’t change. They just move on to a new victim and we see this when Adam no longer became Ezra play thing and Sarah took his place there. I’m not saying however that Ezra is a sexual predator or anything. At least Artie has taken Adam’s very valid concerns to heart and is keeping that information in the back of his mind as Artie continues to talk to Ezra. I would love to see Artie and Sadie talk more. She seems to have more she’s yet to say and seems to be holding it back for some reason.

Shows signs of narcissism.

Ky HAS been quite absent from a lot of scenes lately…hope he’s ok

Artie continues to grow and mature. Actually, in truth, they all are.

Good chapter especially on the conversations. There’s a lot of growth that’s been done by Artie. I recognizes what’s holding him back. He’s not afraid to face it

Sigh…first boyfriend turns into a narc. Yep. I can relate to that! 😔

I think there is more to the story of Ezra than we all know about yet. I think Adam knows more BUT I don’t think he knows it all much less most of it. I don’t blame Adam’s response here. From his perspective, he’s right. But also, from Artie’s perspective, he too is also correct. Plus, I think Artie is also taking the correct approach on this. He also has a right to know his father and what happened. Colleen and Adam tag teaming the boys to correct their grades is wise and the right thing to do. The back and forth between Colleen and Dizzy is hilarious.

Hearing this is planning to be a long story makes me happy

I get it. Altimexis makes a decent point however, as you said, it’s been 5 years. Nick seemingly has adjusted to his father passing at this point. He’s gotten older, more mature-ish anyway. There doesn’t seem to be the dwelling on his loss as much now and the grieving is beyond the acceptance stage. He’s moved on mostly. I say mostly bc sure he misses him. But it’s a healthy missing of him. The void of guidance he has from his father ..there haven’t been thoughts of “I wonder what dad would tell me” etc. Nick is mature enough now, and knew his dad well enough, to know mostly what is dad would tell him. If he could get his mother to not work every time he comes home and actually had meaningful conversations with her, undoubtedly she’d likely say something that remind Nick of what his father would say. But, at this point, Nick is just being deliberately ignorant of the spark he and Jack have. Jack keeps trying to keep his feelings out there. Nick basically ignores it.

What father? There isn’t one.

Ok didn’t see Ezra popping coming into the picture. Probably should’ve though. I am rather surprised the whereabouts of him weren’t brought into question during the hearing. Good chapter

I like how Davin approached Joel. Excitedly interested but caring enough to realize Joel has gone through something. He’s forward yet patient. Welcoming yet reserved, not being too pushy. Whether or not gay or not isn’t the top priority it seems. What Joel needs is gentle affection right now. I almost expect a nightmare to hit Joel tonight and Gavin is JUST the person to comfort him in a warm safe embrace

It’ll may help them grow closer

I kept waiting for them to get called get. I hope Artie doesn’t have to take a piss test for baseball..great chapter

I know right? They kinda just left it at a name

That man is their father. He raped Artie’s mother and knocked her up with Artie. Adam and Artie are brothers.That’s my bet.

We knew this was coming

Ok. Sigh. I DO like Dizzy. And I do LOVE the relationship he has with his mom. That is beautifully hilarious. At the same time…I’m worried about Ky. He’s basically been forgotten. I thought he and Artie would mend a bit outside at the club but…it was too short lived to really make much headway. Dizzy is a good fit so far don’t get me wrong, let Artie explore some..but Ky…Ky just seems like a keeper ya know? They’re so rare. And Adam better call Mason. Friday nights mean he’s probably working but that doesn’t mean he can’t go see him..

I mean he did work on a farm so…..

Bravo Artie BRAVO! I can hear it already.. ”Matchmaker, MatchMaker make me a match!”

Ky deserves to know too if the others do

Some ppl never learn

Sigh. Positives and negatives in this chapter. Positives are pretty obvious. The negatives are that Artie is still pretty lost. His overall guilt is overriding his otherwise sound judgment. At the end of the day the one person he distrusts the most is himself. He’ll figure it out, but right now his heart is broken from missing the only rock he’s ever known in his mother and the pressure to make everyone happy is at an all time high for him.