Johnathan Colourfield

well mark i love your writing I find something deliciously dark with this one. I worry about poor naive Adam. A few editing errors here and there but other wise great I will try to come back to it

Well its been a while since i visited here. Thought i would update everyone simply because everyone else is doing it. Took A Levels in the summer and passed with three 3 C's which was excellent for me considering i pretty much screwed up my english and theatre exams (2 D's). I love coursework. Its my saviour Moved to university last week. I was admitedly terrified. I didn't want to go but I had to force myself. But now i'm here. So much has changed in my life. For example, when my mother is rude to me; i stand up for myself. I'm also getting used to social situations and how to react to them. I don't go out drinking on the student nights because i know I wouldn't enjoy it. My housemates are amazing people and i get on okay with some and really well with others. Lectures technically begin later on today and i'm really looking forward to it. Its the routine i desire and I can't wait. Also, at the end of August i met a very strange bunch of individuals at a museum and wandered round watching them grope boob. Now that was amusing. I met some people I never thought I would meet. I hope to continue meeting them as often as financially possible. You are all so special to me. Without GA, I wouldn't be as confident in myself. GA gave me that little bit of support when lets face it, when i didn't have many friends. I'm meeting possibly hundreds of people (hence the title of my blog: its from Company one of my favourite musicals ) and i love it. I would normally be so scared but i'm kicking myself to do these things. I can do it. I have faith in myself. internally, i'm absolutely shitting myself but i can do this. Is it bad that I am enjoying the education more than the student life itself? I adore learning and I always have done. Learning is hard but the reward at the end of it all is amazing. Then there is Jason. I have been with him for nearly two years. he has been such a great support for me and on top of GA, you have really developed me. i'll always be grateful to him for listening to me rant about my mother and how he puts up with my issues. baby Okay, mushy moment over. I've seen so many romances develop over the years and it makes me glad that I have someone to care for and be there for. *whistles* I have you two... Dumb gay moments. Guess the show Paya and Westie perfect for each other, Mark and Stu perfect for each other. Everyone is pairing up and i'm so glad. Everyone deserves someone and people are starting to find their matches. so proud of you all. I've grown as well. I'm more mature and i'm handling the world better. I have come so far in a week and two days since i moved to university. My writing has gone a little downhill just because of time restrictions whilst being at uni. I have been writing but in little chunks now and then and never as much as I did in the summer holidays. We are all allowed breaks; i'm still posting. Hopefully no-one forgets me cuz i'm not around as much as i used to be. I know becoming a great author doesn't come overnight and it takes work. I need to find that balance. University should be where i work and study and i need to make writing more fun and I need to start writing for me. Write the stories that I want to tell, not the ones that I think people would like to read. Authors seem to do better when they write for themselves; take Nephylim or Comicality. They just started out writing stories for their own entertainment and look how big both of them are now. Well, Comsie on a larger scale but you know what I mean. just sigh. I'm happy. Happier than i have been in a while. I can truly relax and be myself and i can say screw the consequences of my actions. I shouldn't even be up now but i wanted to write a blog; so i did. I'm getting better at spur of the moment. I'm just getting better at handling everything and it fills me with a rush of joy. I love you guys So anyone want to share a memory of our interactions? Would be nice Been here for over 3 years now Makes a guy feel old but satisfied. So glad i've been here for so long. I've seen members come and go and it saddens me. But we are a tight knit group. I hope the attackers stop soon. GA is a beautiful place and I would hate to see it destroyed by some unappreciative arses. YAY I do feel great about myself. YAY I should sign off now. Night guys and don't forget, no matter what happens there is always someone out there that loves you. Even if they are thousands of miles away... They will still love you. I sound like such a hippie...

mark you know how proud I am of ya Several steps taken and only a few more to go Embrace it

oh my i missed this! HAPPY BIRTHDAY (BELATED )

goodness Bleu. This is one of the most emotionally charged poems I have ever read. Congratulations. Condolenses but there is always a light at the end of the tunnel. You have Jian now and he is 'someone nice' that your wife gave her blessing towards. Rest in Peace B

The environment was unbearable. The ground was ice. The air was smoke when they breathed. The Scientist walked along past the collection of tanks and saw a couple of soldiers and dived out of the way. Even thought he knew who he was working for, they would shoot anyone on sight walking around this great place of wonder. The Scientist looked up at the swirling walls with the garrisons and he ran towards the entrance and spoke to the worker on the entrance. ‘You know it’s against the law to be h

We needed to discuss what needed to be done. We, of course, needed to find the other members of the resistance. I went to her house, which was round the corner. If only I had seen that rustle in the bushes, or the tone of green which didn’t quite fit with the foliage. She let me in and started to make me a cup of tea. ‘What do you want my boy?’ ‘We don’t have time to chit chat or to drink tea. We need to get down to business. Her message was ‘We Are Not Alone’.’ I paused and took a breath. ‘

Happy New Birth Day be prepared to be naughty

just got a new laptop setup from the government. I'm so scared i'm going to break it

i have a thing for old legends things that were told years ago and need to be reborn in a new light

Good luck! <3 hehe

Thank you so much for the honest review This has been an exercise about revealing not enough or too much and i realise now "Pharzuph" Is a character in one of my stories as well Glad you enjoyed

perverse pleasure is my kind of thing I adore the angels and their friends Thank for you for inspiring me Of course, Angel 3 is going to be depressing And gladly I'll see what i can do to him hmmmm....

I like big boys hehe I love legends my favourite thing to write about hehe

ooo yeah this was a difficult story to get to work thanks for the review

The gardens were always quiet. Except for the creature that would often go out searching for their first piece of blood. They lived in the shadows and warned people of a price to pay. They would pay or they would die. A school. A quite innocent setting till the time had come for this school to properly prepare itself for the inevitable end. The sun dial was facing north, the time of All Hallows. 12 o’clock. Midnight. The midnight moon was shining down upon the creatures gathered around the t

Oh Lugh Such sacrifice and the loss of a beautiful life... And then the force of the tesity was the reason. heartbreaking!

well i'm one gullible son of a bitch haha I thought you guys were too... seperate but i never followed through with the thoughts. And yes i still have the master plan to steal the shoes hehe Very proud of you mark as is everyone else. You have come so far and there are only two more steps that you need to take... Go on dear, embrace them All for yourself and for stu Btw you are better looking than the model

I don't get the euphemism But you poor girl You're not the only one who's had a bad case with doors. I've had my thumb sliced open by one

YAY Happy Birthday YAY Happy Birthday

hehe he is explained and developed :)Enjoy

powerful we love you

Very well stocked up indeed I'm sure you guys are gonna make great parents, you seem prepared enough! Hope the birthing goes well hehe

Awwww I thought it was a phone going off in class initially but then it was a pearl. How sweet and sad I hope he made a good choice

Wow. My only reaction