Kia Zi Shiru

lovely pics Excuse! ooh, *got a new pic taken at her bday*

right now I have a great dating policy ^^ I don't do it ofcourse I can have fun with friends, but I won't date, mostly because my schoolyear is gonna be one hell of a crazy ass drive...

i'm glad the only thing I drink when outdoors is coke or sometimes a fruit smoothie (fresh with no added sugar or anything). At home I usually drink sirup (since regular water makes me hurl) or tea, and when i feel like it I drink coke or Golden power (the only Redbull-like drink I can stand). although some did look very delicious, most of them were milkshake or coffee based.... I hate both of those

Right now, me and some of my friends put the word out how my most resent ex (been single since Sunday evening ) made sure i knew it was over. he had posted a dating ad on a website, and thought he might find some fun new girl before he was gonna dump me next weekend. One of my friends found out and alerted me. Was a hell, but also now everybody knows what he did and if any girl is interested in him they will tell. he wanted an "honest and caring girl that is a bit crazy" he descibed himself as "honest, sweet and faithfull." Things like this don't gp over well with me, and def not with my friends.... if stuff like this happens we always get the word out so noone will want them.... hmmm, yeah I sound like a hurt person right now....

revenge.... I don't do it much.... but my ex kinda did very wrong on me when and after he dumped me. Threatening my friends who stood up for me and simply hurting me in every way possible. While he dumped me and I never did anything to wrong him. The guy was a lozer when we met and couldn't run his own life. when he broke up with me he had his own income and even people he called friends. So yeah, ask anybody that knew me back than and they will tell you I have always been the one that was being done wrong to. anyways, a while after he broke up with me, I got the word out why he did so, and since people talk... the girl he is gonna try dating is gonna know what an ass he is. I have some amazing friends that even now, 2 years later if he does anything to hurt me they will kick his ass. so yeah, revenge is slow.

maybe not a bad country song, but it might be a good black metal song

I had the mohawk for 6 to 7 years, after that long.... there is nothing special about it and yeah the blond was okay, but people stopped taking me serious for some reason

okay, because i was thinking about putting them up here for a while, here they are. Gotta warn ya, i am female, and the most recent pic is at least 7 months old..... august 2007, i was blond for one summer. december 2007, just had it dyed black again februari 2008, had my mohawk up for a metal night at a club it was decorated with nice safety-pins (don't look at the hickeys) august 2008, at a fantasy-festival, with a friend of mine december 2008, most recent one, this one is made by my mum at a family get-together in France, and yes that is my boyfriend that is sitting behind me. now I'll no longer bother you all and go hide in a corner *hides*

- took a nap for 2 hours - did more laudry, made the bed - realized that if anything went wrong in my life (aka no longer being together with my bf), I could actually manage on my own. - felt good about that realisation (even though I really don't wanna break up with him, but that was not the point )

congrats john! - worked out at the gym for 2 hours - saw in the mirror that i was getting a slight sixpack under all the fat, made me very happy - now feeling very content and sleepy, think I'm gonna take a nap...

good things of today - woke up without hangover - laundry is drying pretty fast because of the strong wind - installed atris on my laptop (unix tetris, with a couple of extra kinks) - been playing atris all day ^^

I'm behind my computer a loooot... even if I'm beading and stuff, I'll still sit behind the computer. couple of days ago I kinda killed it and I've been buisy the whole evening just to fix it back into the state it was... if it wouldn't have worked out straight away (like it did this time) I'd probably have been busy all night too...... yeah that is how attached to my little laptop I am....

hi Adam, hope you're doing well there down under! Glad you also made it here, i heard a lot about you

good luck on it, i luckaly only have 3 of them, but they take their sweet time, sometimes coming through a little for a couple of days, giving me a headache out of hell, and then they'll sit still for a couple of moths to just do the same trick again.... to me it's still a wonder why we have them

my whole family uses Avast, I've never had any trouble with viruses, but my lil brother did, constantly... especially after my lil sis had been on his computer. But after Avast got installed on it (and cleaned up about 100 viruses and troyan horses and other crap), he never had any trouble again. Avast does find Troyan Horses and it's free, a lot of payed for scanners won't find troyan horses. So be aware of that. The one that usually comes with windows itself (not sure what it is called) won't find troyan horses.

damn nik you got quite the list right now I'm reading Le Morte d'Arthur All's well that ends well Whit'ch storm The gates of the necronomicon Poison Sleep and prob some more that I forget about now...

looking good prince!

I know them, they were quite the hype here in holland back in the days, not bad performers either.... and figures that even boybands finally come out of the closet

looks pretty good, the guy looks good too (I've seen some ugly ass young actors lately, this one looks quite decent).

*reps negative* LOL, nah I think the rep system might be okay on this websites but yeah, there are a lot of places people use it to just be able to get pissed at each other without the mods knowing it (once I got a neg rep just for stating a fact they didn't agree on ) anyway, yeah rep system is quite glitchy still

I don't date unless they really are boy-friend material.... that said, I've been on 4 real dates or so.... never sex on the first night but not saying not on the second though But I also have had great nights in between, all one-night-stands (and one long term f**kbuddy, about 2 months) and they were all guys I already knew for a long time. And they were just amazing ^^ I'm still just friends with them anyway.... no I don't really have a policy, only that I don't date unless they are boyfriend material.

I love cheese!!!!

my longest was with my ex, a year and a half, only 1 week short ..... waiiiit..... noooo This one is.... by one day longer since today last one was a year and a half only 9 days short... this one is a year and a half only 8 days short. ^^ wooohooo ^^

my first computer was a Macintosh II (build around 1987/1988) meaning when i got it at my 8th birthday, it was almost as old as I was. After that, I grew up with it. The first M$ computer to get into out house was when I had to use it for school at the age of 13. I've had a 98 and an XP. Now I have linux (debian lenny) on my laptop and I do like this one over both of the others. My second choice would be an apple, mostly because I grew up with it and just love the way everything works. and I detest M$, they work like shit and they are annoying as hell (my personal opinion). (and to people who want to tell me that ubuntu for the eeepc (also known as EasyPeasy) is a good way to go... I killed it after I thought 2 gig of useless programms should be banned from it... Debian lenny only costs me 1,3 gig (including the programs I wanted on it) and easypeasy costed me around 3,5 gig.)

I would like to play Caydence from In Due Time by J_Ross, she is soooo amazing ^^ luckily appearances don't matter, So I'm gonna choose a guy from my own story I love Damian from This Is Who I Am! He is fun, annoying and has a lot of my annoying habits (like biting people out of nowhere and being waaaay too clingy sometimes). But he is lovely and a cute little punk guy (which I totally adore, and he is sorta based on a good friend of mine ^^ , though he doesn't know )