JamesSavik

Green- Don't ever think that you are loveless. You've always got us. -JS

If you got a bee in your kitchen, get a swatter for goodness sake and throttle the beast.

best prolific author : Freethinker

Welcome aboard and Happy New Year!

He has run out of the alien anti-aging serum and it's all hitting him at once like a freight train.

Happy Birthday Green one! Best wishes for a great year.

Let's all just pretend that 2005 never happened. Maybe it will go away.

I resolve to eat more, drink more, get laid and get into at least one fight with a redneck.

Old Hippies never die. They just dry us up and smoke us. But seriously folks, old hippies ought to be an endangered species. Those of us in the wild should probably be tagged and studied like bears or whales.

Belch or fart real loud. In disgust she'll stop singing and scold you for your indescretion. She may even open the windows.

You think that Jonathan would mind if we posted it in the poetry forum?

Christmas goodies are no fun in moderation. URP!

I can't believe that you made a little girl cry. She was probably sitting on something uncomfortable like her brothers ninja throwing stars.

Thanks guys I've got to sweat it out until Jan 4th. Waiting to get an answer to something like this sux. Thanks for your kind words.

doms blog got me wondering, why do people have broken logic. broken logic isn't broken in the eyes of the person expressing it. Typically it is part of a reasoning process that leaves out a step or two. One of the examples was Katrina as a manifestation of the wrath of god against homosexuals. The facts missing from this premise are that 1) the gay district of New Orleans was hardly touched 2) the victims of Katrina were either too poor or old to get out of the way- not homosexuals 3) Katrina was a massive event that did damage from Florida to Texas striking heathen towns and those towns with churches on every street corner with the same fury. Usually the holes in broken logic are big enough to drive a super-tanker through. Just look for the holes and point them out. That's usually enough. Sometimes the fallacy of their position is uncovered and they grasp at straws trying not to be wrong. That's OK because it only makes them look more ignorant.

I've got this little problem. It's called Traumatic Glaucoma. Granted anything that can make you go blind is pretty traumatic in itself but this refurs to a specific type of glaucoma that occurs sometimes many years after blunt force type injury to the eyes. Like getting punched in the eyes. My teen years were particulary difficult. I was outted at the age of 13 the summer before 7th grade started in a redneck town in Mississippi. By my count I've had twenty something concussions, 6 broken bones, my right knee had to be reconstructed. There were a couple of times I came really close to dying. I live with pain all the time. Forgive me if I'm a little twitchy. I've got Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Whenever I'm in a room, I look for something that would serve as a weapon and an exit- just in case. I have nightmares so bad that I can't sleep in the same bed with another person. I try not to get too caught up in this crap. It's depressing and painful to think about it. For years I drank or smoked enough weed to pass out every night. I've been clean and sober since the October before last. I've been taking better care of myself. That's how my eye condition was diagnosed. A little background. What's bugging me is that Jan. 4th I have another appointment to see how my eyes are doing and I'm just plain scared. That's hard for me. The way I survived for many years was to NOT show fear. If I did, I was a goner. I learned to survive by fighting dirtier than the people that were tormenting me. I learned to ignore a tremendous amount of pain so that I could dish it out. I hate being afraid. It sucks big time. What's worse is that it makes me angry to think of WHY I've got this problem. I don't like how I feel and I'm not sure what to do about it. I want to get high but I can't. That shit was slowly destroying my life. I want to drink myself into a stupor but that isn't going to help either. It's hard to carry this kind of stuff around inside this time of year with the holidays and all. I don't like what I'm feeling but all I can do is let it ride.

The next award is for the 2005 GAC of the year, and the winner is:JamesSavick!!! I got an NJ!

Happy Holidaze!

The NJ awards- I kinda like that. Would it involve wearing a tux? Happy Holidays

That's just so twisted. My hero!

Happy Holidays DOM! Thanks for all of your most excellent work.

Happy Holidays to you Green & your family of choice. All my best wishes to Green, Chaz, Selene, David, et al. May 2006 bring you health, happiness and success.

The boy now hates me because his lying led me to accidently out him to his homophobic mother and he's now staying at my mothers house because his mom can't deal with him. She thinks he's lying again, sadly this is the truth. Green You shouldn't lose any sleep over outing this guy. It was bound to happen sooner or later. Given the many, many lies this kid has spun around himself, how were you supposed to know? This bit where he lied about Chaz- I've heard it called wishcraft: that is where a person has lost his grip on reality. His truth is what he wants it to be. This poor guy has likely NEVER had anyone that he could risk being honest with. You should caution your Mom that when this guys "reality" does fall apart, it is likely to be very dangerous for him. -JS

I'm not really evil per see but, when others play rough, I can play that game too. In fact, being bright and creative offers one the opportunity to really and truly bumfuzzel and brutalize the moutbreathers that think that they can mess with us gay folk without consequence. DO TELL us about your favorite dirty tricks! It is soooo much more fun getting even than it is getting mad. Of course, I'll start: Visine (standard visine, not allery relief) has a ingredient that makes the bloodshot vessels of your eyes chill out. A drop of it in a cup of coffee will cause your prey to rather messily crap their pants. JUST a SINGLE DROP, NO MORE(!) It is very difficult to assume an arrogant air of superiority when you're walking around with a load of crap in your pants. Sooooo... tell us your dirty tricks.

I ask him if he goes to a therapist and I tell him about mine but he says that his family doesn't believe in shrinks and walks away. This is when his mother omes to me and tells me that she's sorry. Her son apparently has a tendency to lie, To lie alot and he can't help it. I ask her about a therapist and she says that he's been to so many and none ever work. Green- What you have seen is the dark side of being gay and living in the closet. Lies become so many and complex that some forget where the lies end and the truth begins. It becomes second nature to lie and eventually they lie when it would be just as easy to tell the truth. This is one of the common troubles that some gay people experience when they live in a family in which they receive the message being gay is completely unacceptable. I have seen this occur in several variations among Southern gay people. Growing up gay is a psychological gauntlet that few escape undamaged- some more than others. Please understand that what you are dealing with is a person with problems not the incarnation of evil. He may well cause you a lot of annoyance and trouble, it is a a test of your character as to how you deal with him. You can simply cut him off and chose to be annoyed or listen to your better nature and try to help him. This will be very difficult. People who get in this pattern have a hard time getting out and often cause chaos for everyone around them. This may well be something you might bring up with your therapist as to how you might proceed. This mission, should you decide to accept it, will be long, painful and confusing. Should you be captured, killed or go insane, the director will disavow any knowledge of you or your activities. Good luck Mr. Green. This blog reply will self destruct in 10 seconds. :nuke: POOF! :nuke: