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  1. Nephylim

    Death is Not an Option Complete

    By Nephylim, in Fiction. 12/21/2010 (Updated: 12/21/2010)

    Genres: Action/Adventure, General Fiction, Romance
    Sub-genres: Adventure, Drama, General Romance
    • young adult
    • gay
    • first time
    • medical
    • psychology
    • religion

    When you have been betrayed by everyone you ever loved and thought loved you, when you have been utterly abandoned and are sooo alone, when you have nothing, no one, only pain and shame and abuse... what do you do? What can you do?

    • 27 Chapters
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    • 135 Comments
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