Having issues sleeping.

My back is slowly healing. I'm hoping to be back to work soon.The pain is still there, but I'm staying off the pills.

I had a friend who sort of hit the wall. It is scary to think someone you care about no longer sees light but only darkness. Trying to keep them grounded long enough to find help isn't easy, especially when you aren't close distance wise. I'm not sure I can keep doing this without breaking myself.

Ever have so much happening and yet nothing.

Sorry if this doesn't make a lot of sense. I am just tired lately. It is very easy to wall yourself off from the world. Sometimes real life isn't so great and the friends you worry about seem to stop communicating. I know sometimes I really just need a hug to know I am valued, and I try to do that for others. The problem is keeping yourself from giving all, knowing you might literally get nothing back.

Anyway thanks for letting me ramble. Confessions are over for now.