raydeayon1 Posted January 10, 2013 Posted January 10, 2013 Oh boy why can't i stop thinking about him ugh who else can't sleep tonight? because of our stupid brain focusing on stupid stuff.
JamesSavik Posted January 10, 2013 Posted January 10, 2013 I'm there with you pal. My insomnia is worse now than it has been in years.
layla Posted January 10, 2013 Posted January 10, 2013 I woke up at 4 this morning and decided to clean the house. yey insomnia
Prince Duchess Posted January 10, 2013 Posted January 10, 2013 i have invested in sleeping medicine to help me sleep or else ill be up all night. Non habit forming of course
rckclimber27 Posted January 11, 2013 Posted January 11, 2013 I can't sleep either... just keep waking up about two or three times a night...
Ashi Posted January 11, 2013 Posted January 11, 2013 The best sleeping medicine for me has always been.... Something inappropriate to say to queerlings in the open, but it's something I bet every adolescent boy would sooner or later discover.... It makes you sleep like wood....
Slytherin Posted January 11, 2013 Posted January 11, 2013 "There are often persons age 13 to 17 in our chat room. We call them queerlings"
MJ85 Posted January 12, 2013 Posted January 12, 2013 It comes and goes in waves for me. Last month I'd have nights where I was up till at least 4 AM, but lately I've been swinging back to closer to 2.
Wally J. Posted January 13, 2013 Posted January 13, 2013 I felt the same when at times my relationship was at question. Why arent you sleeping you mentioned you are thinking about him what about him whats the current situation ? Maybe it would help to talk about it.
layla Posted January 13, 2013 Posted January 13, 2013 sigh....it's 3:30 in the morning, and i'm awake again.
layla Posted January 13, 2013 Posted January 13, 2013 yup, 5:32 here, sigh. but i am making progress on the chapter i'm working on...i hope, if it reads like gobbdygook later in the day, i'll know it was a bad idea to try and work on it this morning.
raydeayon1 Posted January 13, 2013 Author Posted January 13, 2013 he's just an asshole that i still have feels for and i know i shouldn't
JamesSavik Posted January 14, 2013 Posted January 14, 2013 (edited) he's just an asshole that i still have feels for and i know i shouldn't Sounds like you are letting him live rent free in your head Ray. You need to evict him asap for your own peace of mind. You might try an exercise that worked for me when I needed a bad EX exorcism. Start with a page with three columns: 1. In column 1 write down write down all the ways that he helped you 2. In column 2 write down all of the ways he hurt you 3. In column 3, write down the differences in your romanticized version of him vs reality. Once you actually see the truth in print, it's easier to move on. Don't blame yourself. Growing as a person takes all of these mistakes. Just remember to learn from them, Edited January 14, 2013 by jamessavik
layla Posted January 14, 2013 Posted January 14, 2013 Finally got to sleep a little after 6 am, at 8:15 my phone started going off....this trend continued all day. Note to self, NEVER leave cell phone tuned on over the weekend.
raydeayon1 Posted January 14, 2013 Author Posted January 14, 2013 I think its getting better just yesterday my friends and i went to the gay club and i danced with another guy. I didn't have as much fun in along time it made forget all about him
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