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*pokes cheeks*

pain in the ass to those "who" were causing me misery

Untrue. I wouldn't call us "scheduling types". More appropriately would be "Efficient types" Most people plan at least their weeks accordingly. At least the smart ones Not saying every last detail of the day should be decided in advance, but contrary to popular belief, people who go through life without ever knowing what is next and what to do are boring, unproductive, and/or tend to be behind in life.

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To see it objectively, people commit suicide when pain outweighs the ability and resources to cope. We all hurt, we all cry, but for some it becomes too much; so much that suicide becomes the only escape. Don't say it's a coward's way out, because who are you to think you know the pain people feel and how they can deal? The only thing that is worthy of concern is how to provide help to those who need it; to provide resources for coping. Now, to answer the original question, no I have not. Will I entertain the idea again in the future? most likely. Will I go through with it? most likely not. Because my ability to cope with stress and hurt is unrelenting.

No need to lift the T with me, just drop the P

So who's the bottom again? ; )

"I wouldn't mind a few more inches." Uhhh, ummmmm.....ok, I won't go there In all seriousness, you got some great comments above. I know it is easy to start asking yourself why your guy finds you attractive and wondering if it's real when you doubt yourself, but like Emu said, you just gotta believe it and use it to move yourself forward. Congrats and have fun!

Another quirk with gay fiction is that many tend to centralize the entire work on the fact that it's "gay" and base the whole story off something gay or something inherently linked to gay things. Like a coming out story, a self-discovery story, a lifestyle story. I don't recall reading a regular novel and read about character coming out as straight or keep his/her heterosexuality as the main theme. There are actually things happening that grabs the readers attention. So it gets boring after a while. So it's why I think most are the same, because they are all Teenage Melodramatic Sisterhood of the Traveling Panties type story. I could be wrong, because I don't read enough.

Wow, I had no idea you were that into me Papaya I'd like to think that internet relations are not only possible but potentially very worthwhile. There is a different dynamic to online interaction but it is neither less nor more than real-life encounters, just different. How those differences affect the relation depends on the parties involved and how much either are willing to put on the table. I have longtime e-friends who I have never even seen pictures of who I correspond with regularly and have come to like a great deal. However, I do not believe I can fall in love with someone who I have a strictly virtual relationship with. That isn't to say that I have no come close, but I do not believe I could actually get there. Ultimately, online relations are 1-dimensional to me and unless I interact with somebody in the real world, I would not feel that I truly know the person.

LOL when my parents and I found out that the new neighborhood we moved into had a small cemetery nearby, we almost packed up our stuff and got the hell outta there. We got over it though, but just stopped walked towards that area LOL

And no, I do not jerk off to those pictures. There, now y'all can't comment on that

Share with me something creepy or quirky about yourself, or something that you do. (If anything) I'll start I snap pictures of people everywhere I go, discreetly and covertly on my camera phone. It has taken years of practice but I have perfected this creepy habit without notice, even face on. The reason is short and simple, I like people and I like looking at them under a candid light. Whether I'm at the library, dining hall, a restaurant, or of course class, if I see someone easy on the eyes, I'd most likely take a picture. If someone just looks interesting or maybe has a weird hat on, I'll take a picture. But more often than not, I go for those who make me bite my lips and mutter "damn, what wouldn't I do to have at that", and boy do we have lots of those at UTexas. Some people think it's creepy, I think it's fun. You like looking at models and poster boys, I like looking at real people in real life. I have collected enough to scroll through for quite a while, and looking at good looking people makes me happy; makes the world seem more beautiful LOL "Take a picture, it'll last longer". it sure does.

Nope, not me. Prom wasn't a life-changing or change-defining night for me or anyone else I've spoken with. Sure, it was a fun weekend prior to graduation and supposedly symbolized a great deal, but it wasn't anything like in the movie where they dramatize the whole concept. People went, had fun, left, and moved on to newer things. I don't even remember who won Prom king. I remember the girl because she's still in school with me.

*Vomit. The idea's kinda cool I guess But the practice of it...the extravagant, flashy, over-the-top practice of it is...well....

Whatever happened to Aaron Carter? He's still beating Shaq right?

Anything catchy with a beat

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You sound like my roommate. Ripped as sh*t back in high school playing football but slimmed down a lot in college. I think he peaked at like 200 (forgot what he played) but he's now like 175 or something. It's funny cuz he has friends who he hadn't seen in a while look at him now and say "dude, you're anorexic"

What's important to note is that being in shape and being athletic can be two different concepts. Athleticism is a talent, the other is a physique. I have seen outta shape boys and gals dominate out on the field and gym rats pant like dogs after 5 minutes. Looks can be deceiving when it comes to athletic abilities and having a 6-pack doesn't automatically mean the guy's a sports star. Sure, having athletic bodies help athletes perform but people who do nothing but lift and tone usually can't do sh*t. With that being said, I'm in fairly decent shape but am looking more to improve athletically; former high school athlete and even some collegiate before I got suspended. Now, I spend time with intramural teams, but because they are sports I haven't really played much, I'm not a valuable contributor (yet). I'm looking to get more practice in before Fall so that I can do something worthwhile. Volleyball's where I'm looking. Of course I'm still gonna hit the gym and lift but I wanna spend more time playing.

Yes. Thank you Cia.

Jerk off

I like being an amorphous blob. But I will attempt to wiggle more in the next month.

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Thanks guys for the birthday wishes. I had a great time turning the big two one.