Nephy, love....
You have NO IDEA how much of my online time is spent searching around the GA site. For instance, I just moments ago found this post (blog-whatever)!So-consider this as an apology for not responding until now. Please?
Your 'story' makes me sad. But at the same time you have given me a super injection of pride in Nephylim! (The same goes for the other four who posted-especially Lacey). Between the five of you I see more honesty than I ever thought would come from the collective member group of GA! I am SO happy about that!
I don't have any idea how to respond regarding the problems you've had in the past, nor the current ones. Was that your way of allowing yourself a chance to breathe a sigh of relief? As much as to say "There! Now they know the truth!"?
Let me tell you what you *look like* to me!
When I see a post by Nephylim, I see "Nephylim". And then I get so excited because I KNOW that something good is about to be discovered. Maybe funny, sad, interesting-whatever, but I am about to be entertained. I don't need a picture. Oh, it's nice, I guess. Bullcrap! Of course it's nice! But I don't NEED it. I don't care if you look like a two-headed ogre in the body of an anteater! What I care about is the personality that gives me so MUCH enjoyment.
"Nephylim" exudes love and personality, and I can NEVER get enough of *her*! Nephy, you've no idea how many of my days you have started with a laugh. When you tell someone that they made you snort coffee is so funny. Your off-colour flirting (especially w/ Sam) really tickles me.
In short(?), I love Nephylim. It's so simple.
btw-I like your stories too. heh