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I didn't take it as mockery, and if my post came off sounding like that then it is I who should apologize. I just now watched the video again--and the tears flowed--again. I just wish that the children of the world could have a life free of trauma. And I hold that thought very close to my heart. Peace, Bleu. I think we're ok. Hugs?

Maybe I should feel bad for the tears that I shed while watching this. idk aww NO FREAKIN WAY! I felt the emotion and I shed real tears for those who have left us AND for those who will continue to leave us! I want OUR world to accept us ---PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Hey Ricky- I haven't been around very much for several months and I just ran across this thread this morning--it blew me away! As if it wasn't bad enough for a child to go through this--to then discover that it's your SON! I was so thrilled to see the outpouring of love that this community has sent your way! Please include mine, since we understand that Dustin isn't out of the woods yet. Big hugs to you, Dustin AND his mom. ps: I'm actually glad that I got to skip the bad chapters and go right to the better ones! HUGS! spiders are freaks anyway! I mean--8 legs? makes me love "Garfield" even more!

Great big arm-wrestling hugs to you sir! "Old Bob" my butt!! If the people who are constantly whining about their problems had ever come up to face what you have in your short life, I reckon they would just wither away into a puff of ashes. I was very sorry to come back here and find out about your health issues, and I mean that so very seriously! Wisdom is only received by minds open enough to hear the message! And I have read quite a few of your posts. Hang in there Old Bob. I want to read more of your life. Dave

So I'm running around the new GA and looking for anything and everything and I find--"Ishtahar's Song". AGAIN! I wonder how many of you people here on GA actually realize that your artistic talent doesn't just reach a person one time and is lost. Thanks so much Nephylim. You greeneyed beauty! Heh!

I've seen this somewhere before and it really does work.

I'm loving this story so much it hurts. Really hurts. Please let the boys enjoy some moments just to themselves before you wreak havoc upon them. Please Nephy?

Sorry about being so late here, Nephy, but I am going to catch up quickly-prob not a review every chapter. That is unless you demand it. I purposely didn't re-read Enigma so that I can rediscover Silver and River all over again. Already this has created a question for me to find an answer to: Who was David? No NO! I'll find out on my own! You have most certainly improved in the 'shyness' department. Wow! This was quite descriptive reading! I question whether you can keep this up. Hugs.

Dear sweet Nephy. I'm sorry that I wasn't around when you first posted this blog. I guess THAT is when you most needed your friends. But it was quite heartwarming to see the responses above as it is rather obvious that love is not lost on you! You are indeed a treasure. Nephy, you have NO idea how much you have meant to me over this past year! There has been so much love, wisdom and humour in your posts and the other means of communication! Perhaps if the word 'author' appeared 'neath my "scary" face I would be articulate enough to help you understand what I'm trying to say. Hang in there, girlie, if for no other reason than to allow me to return a gift that you sent me: a raft full of hugs! BTW--Did you know that hugs can swim? :) tee hee See ya around, Nephy!

Nephy hun? I'm sure that you are all caught up in the ROYAL thingie, but for goodness sakes don't do anything irrational here!! Can we give the Phana outcast just a few days to catch up (or in this case 'start') reading this story before you 'shelve' it? Please? I just need a few more moments in time to catch up and then I hope you won't 'toss in the towel'. Please? I am SO looking forward to catching up with your stories--GODS I've missed them! Huggs!!! You know that I just came back here. My reason is to help me be a better person--not the asshole that so many people seem to think that I am. yada yada bla bla So! I am off to read "Enigma II". Nighty night.

Ara? Holding up my 'end'? THAT would take SOME vodka!!

Just my two cents worth. re: question number four: Who here in this world that we call or refer to as 'earth' has the power to tell me at whatever age who or whom I can love? Who sets the parameters for age? The parent? Yes? Well I will agree with that up to an age....and WHAT age are we dealing with here? I don't believe that two individual people of EITHER sex, having reached the age of seventeen should have to worry about anything but minding their parent(s) wishes! There should be NO government involved in the situation at all. Actually that was about 10 euros worth. Hi Nephy! Hugs! As far as the story is concerned: I see a very lonely boy searching for..something. He's curious, yes, as are ALL boys! But...is he going to be happy with what he finds? As you can see I have a way to go to get back into the "flow".

What I THINK is something other than what I want to admit to, you gorgeous thing you! So damn CUTE!

Hello to my wonderful anchor of life!!! Nephy, if you don't tell a dark story about something involving a fairyland water setting I will put you on my Dung Beetle list....enough said? Maybe I'll just hang around for a bit so I can find out if you believe me. I just snuck back in to see what was happening here--and you are holding back something--aren't you? Enter the "conquest"! pweeze? Wow! A lot has changed around here! I can't wait to go exploring and check out the new photos--lacey--! I have so much to catch up on Nephy! And a HOSTED AUTHOR no less!! Congratulations to you, my cwicseolfor friend!!! Listen to me, Nephy! Whether you think that your stories are not right for a certain grope-oops-group or not, shouldn't be NEARLY as important as the thought that someone out here will love it, ok? Oh Gods! Has it started again? HUGS!

I'm not sure if I have reviewed ch. 19 or not. Chapter 20- (Actually part of 19 is involved here) After a bit of catching up, I find myself asking (from old notes) the question: If Star is going to be "GOD" in the future, then who gets to be the "DEVIL"? Or did I just turn off onto a wrong path? Ch. 20 was more than a little interesting towards the end, Nephy. Oh yeah. I'll leave it up to you--should I skip reviewing until I get closer to where the rest of you are? :wacko: After rereading 19 and then reading 20, it's hard for me to even imagine me questioning picking "Fallen" up again! Thanks, Nephy.

Wow, Nephy! I certainly wasn't expecting Granny's fate! Not sayin' she didn't deserve it, mind you, just wasn't expecting it. Also you, just how many MORE stories do you have stashed away in that apparently elastic-walled closet of yours? And with this story you have proven once again that good things CAN come in small packages. (Stay with me here-don't go between the lines.) Thanks, Nephy. This was a great little story. Over the years I've daydreamed many times of living in a big old house with secret doors/panels/halls/rooms. I have to add, though, that NONE of those dreams included your 'granny'!

It feels different here now, but it is still our Nephy! Isn't it true that a lot of people who have to jump hurdles in their lives from 'day one', or thereabout, become well-rounded people socially during their entire lives? I have to expect that Ace is going to turn out to be one of those people who, ah, 'curl your toes!' At least I hope so. But not to forget Haze, he and he have so much potential with which life for them should only improve. And so I await in the wings. Hugs.

Well damn! It just DID get better! What a beautiful chapter (3) this is. And I love how you used the two of them against each other with regard to their dual lack of social skills. I'm wondering where you are going to take this. At some point along the way perhaps those other two sets of miscreants will pick up on being real people instead of the jerks they are at the moment.:wacko: You definitely have me hooked on this one, Nephy. Hugs.

Oh Nephy! This has a feel about it that makes me wonder if someone has been-well-privy to my own wild imaginations! You have already made Ace out to be someone who (whom), whatever-- one would drool over. And then we find that he is receptively friendly to a 'total stranger'. I can NOT wait to see where this is going! Haven't we all, at various times in our lives, admired someone from a "distance"? I certainly have. I have felt the stomache-turning anguish that Hazel Fennell felt standing before that massive door. I haven't given up on "Red Gold" or ANY OTHER of your stories, Nephy! Quite the contrary, THIS one is stirring up the emotions that a very fond (and, alas, very gone) English teacher I had in HS helped me to understand. She told me to NEVER feel less than the person I was admiring, and that I might even be more than them in some things. Sooo-I'm sayin'-"Haze, go for it!". I'm lovin' the story after only two chapters--how the hell can it get any better? Hugs!

OK! Chapter 1: Ah! Something so sweet that I should be beating myself for waiting so long to discover it. I'll not spend a lot of time here on ch.1, Nephy, but my smile will lead me to the next one. I did see your pre-ups, and from them I am absolutely positive that this is going straight to the top area of your stories! A smile and a warm heart--can it get any better than that? Hugs!

Hi Nephy, I think that maybe I am ready to start reading again. I got so far behind on the "FALLEN" that I don't know if I can even catch up with it. I certainly want to try. In the meantime, I'm going to read "The Face at the Window" . I think that I will feel a new begining. Sort of like starting all over again. Soooo,where do I look......oops..never mind.

You owe us 5 MORE reasons, you. I'm really glad you had a great time!

Every one of them.

Careful Andy! I was laughing so hard I ALMOST hit the dreaded *red*!!!:wacko: