I know a bit about that. I went through a woe is me gloom and doom period when I was forced to stop working. The way I was behaving you'd have thought I was some invalid who's life was over. Then I went through a couple of health scares that really could have been the end. Brought a bit of perspective to things. Am I living the life I would like? Oh hell no! Finances are a fraction what I made working but I'm getting by. I've learned you do what you can and when you can't, well you can't. While not what I'd have chosen my life could be far worse. So rather than focus on the things I don't have I try, operative word being try, to appreciate what I've got. Afterall, I've got all of you. Namasté my brothers and sisters.