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HI YOU!! Where have you been? Or is it me who's been so lost? Thank you for reading my work as always. I hope you're doing good. I miss your blog posts...especially the daily songs, only person who's recommended Enya. Don't be so lost, Yettie!

Antonio Reverte is in love with Trent Rapier, a dance instructor with the most amazing blue eyes. A short story about Love. (One Shot)

Te Amo His gaze followed the drop of sweat. Wet, streaking along golden brown skin, tracing hard contours, as he wished he could. Intimately painting over a hard stomach, until it soaked into cotton fabric, his gaze searched for and found another one. “You’re staring.” The words came out soft, teasing. He dragged his gaze away from Trent’s beautiful skin to look into his smiling blue eyes. “Find anything you like?” Trent asked innocently. As if he didn’t know, Antonio laughed silently an

I love mixing coffee with dark tea...I don't know why, but it tastes really good to me . Also, I'll wear socks even on hot days in the house. I hate walking barefoot in the house, but I love walking on the sand barefeet..weird.

This chapter was sad to write, separations are hard. Thank you for reading Gene, sorry it took so long to reply to your thoughts.

I had a great time writing Nonna Marion. Everyone should have a grandma like her.

Lol, thank you for the love... Adrian took a hiatus..lol the muse rejected him.

Sadly, Adrian's type of terrible exists in the real world. Alexi was lucky that was all he did.

Lol, Gene, me thinks I disappointed you a bit when Alexi didn't sent Adrian to jail. Lol, but that's okay. It turned out okay in the end, right...lol. thanks

Gene, love your reactions, I couldn't help smiling..lol.

Adrian gets that effect..lol. Hard to like him. Thank you for reading Totally.

Lily is awesome right! Adrian is a bit of disappointment.

Love the elephants, had to include them.

arigato...lol I'm so glad you loved it. It makes me happy that you had such a good time reading my story. Thank you,totally.

Thank you again for leaving me a thought Slytherin.

Silver's very own paparazzi lol.

Hi Slytherin, thanks for finding me, and reading my story.

RIP Robert, I'll miss him. He was a good friend, always talked to everyone. I'll pray for his family to be strong through this hard time.

Thank you Dark for featuring me, You do a great job. I loved Layla's Desolation Angels. And I got to meet another Buffy/Angel fan, Thorne Wilde. It's great to be in such company. Thanks again Dark!!

Thank you so much Jo Ann for reading my stories. That makes me happy.. I think it's a mixture of both reading and instinct...hmm. Well, reading is dangerous at times for me. If I read something and it resonates with me, I keep myself away from my stories. Why? Because I feel like my characters have to go through something like that, and that is just bad for any story I'm writing. This has been my challenge, finding my own style and keeping away what others write out of my style. I do lots of research mostly. I obsess over towns, or jobs to understand them better. When it comes to the emotions...I think it's mostly imagining what a person would feel in that situation. I sometimes over capitalize on emotional drama, Rick who edited EB&C often had to reign me back when it got too much...lol. So in answer to your question, I seek out people who have experienced such situations and pester them with questions, which can include a lot of research. If it's not coming together, then I obsess even more, until it does. I love it when I'm working with someone, coz I'll bounce off ideas on them. I did that with Rick, for EB&C and also for my other story with Lisa. Getting a second opinion makes it come together, it really does. What about you? Do you write out of instinct or reading?

Hi Cannd, Thank you for reading! Yes, the dad was looking more than the mother, you got that right. I struggled with the need to put Toshiro's father into the story first, instead of the mother. But, the father has searched long and hard, so I felt their reunion needed a bit more thought. Two, the mother is level headed, and has taken over the role of holding things together in the family. So, she'd show up first, not to mention her level of guilt toward Toshiro's disappearance in the first place. You've pointed out a very crucial part in the relationship between Toshiro's parents. Their dynamics changed a lot. Yuriko blames herself, and she coped with it by doing what she could to keep the family together, be it business or whatever, compared to the father who actively decided to get out there and look for his son. So, in the next chapter, you'll get to see a lot about their dynamics, and it might play a large role in Toshiro's dilemma as well. Toshiro has been played a difficult card. I love that you bring out the crux of the matter so easily. The test of love is always... what are you willing to do for that person you love? Leave your life as you know it, move to another country, maybe continent...? It's always about what you can compromise. On one hand there is Jason planning for marriage, and then there is Toshiro who feels just lucky to breathe at any one single moment. He practically seems to never be safe. So how can they end up together? Such a complex question....lol..this author is also waiting to see how...the muse is taking a nap. lol As it is, I think Toshiro has changed a lot because of what he's learned and felt from Jason. So, he'll always make the decision to protect Jason first before anyone else. As for the money...Toshiro is always ahead of the game you know...you never know...lol Thank you for such a thought provoking comment. You always get me thinking even more than I was while writing. As Cole said before, stories on GA end up meaning so much more because of the comments from readers. Look forward to the last chapter.

Hi Cole, I'm so happy you found my story!! Thank you for reading it. You made my day by calling my story wonderful. You nailed it there with Toshiro constantly drawn to Jason in everything he does, it's an ongoing process, and I think he's managed to get where he is because of that pull to Jason. I hope the ending is good for you, and thank you for letting me know your thoughts.

Hi Avidreadr, Great answer! I like that you go like he'll go into hiding with Jason. I'll see about a third alternative.... Toshiro has come along way, he won't quit now. Thank you for reading,and for your thoughts!!

Thank you Bob!!

It's a tough decision for sure, not easy to make considering what he has to lose and gain. Thank you Gene for always reading.