MrM

​Oh Jimmyboy! Y'all's gotta take a chill pill son! I don't think Brandon really gets his Dad too much. I think his Dad might be a bit more understanding than Brandon thinks...no matter what Brandon's Dad may have said in the past.

Yeah...when 'Joseph Tanner' tried that on me it really messed me up both emotionally and socially. This was a true story! There is a time when a guy just isn't ready for that yet.

​Saturday Yeah...so its been like a week and I didn't put anything down. Didn't have much to talk about really. Winter Break is kind of like a short summer and its funny, but, I often fall into a kind of routine when I'm on break. I feel better when I know what to expect, I guess. I'm not big on surprises. I actually am dreading the start of high school because of this. Its a new term and it scares me. :( I am kind of weird, I guess, for a teenager. I get up at 6:00 AM. Shower and brush my

I am going to get my permanent crown put on my tooth today at the dentist. *cries*

Happy Belated Birfday!!!

This event will come to haunt Snowflake quite a bit...keep reading!

Hehehehehe! I half expected the GA populance to say to me 'get thee to Nifty, thou whore!' after releasing this. I'm glad you like it. Anyone that reads this will probably look at me hard and go...hmmmm?

Snowflake ~~~~~~~~~ It is times like this that I wish my mastery of English was better or that I could speak French with better fluency. Finnish does not have words enough to express these feelings. I find it frustrating. Greatly frustrating! I wanted to take Brian with me to my residential cabin on site. I wanted to just sleep with him. After our sex in the baths and the sauna, I was sated in that appetite, but I wanted more closeness. I wanted to cup Brian with my body, and allow my stren

I'm hoping I can finish all my stories. I have beginnings, middles, and ends to all of them. I tend not to be as structured a writer as many which will mean that I am 'wrong'. I have been 'wrong' most my life, so I'm fine with that! Actually I do have outlines and things, but they often exist in my head. I tend to wait for my Muse to inspire me chapter by chapter that way each one can be its own experience as part of a whole. This process is longer than structured so my readers may have to wait. That may be why I don't have many readers. Hehehehe. But it is my art and *I* want to see the ending. So I think that's what motivates me to continue. I'm plagued by distractions as all here have attested to. That put my fantasy one on a huge hiatus for a long time. I started it in 2009. I'm only up to Book 2.

When perceived faith and concrete reality clash...there can only be war. Sometimes its just a skirmish but other times it is a full on world war. It just depends on the battleground and the strength of the forces at play. More to come!. Thanks SkinnyD! ~~

​Sunday Mass was weird today. I felt...er...conspicuous. Like too many eyes were on me. It made me uncomfortable. I couldn't really pay attention much because of it. I lost most of the Homily. Not that I listen that much anyway. Father Dillon drones on and on some Sundays. Its all I can do to stay awake. He never actually says anything I haven't heard before a thousand times. As I get older, some of those things he talks about just make me feel guilty. The sex stuff mostly. Catholic Boys are

I basically lived in Azeroth and Draenor (Outland really) for 3 years. It helped me to survive what was going on in my life at the time. I loved the game, though it got lonely for me. A couple of friends of mine had me leave Earthen Ring and join their realm where I could play with them. Then they dropped out and I was just left there. It wasn't a very friendly or popular realm, Misha, so I finally got bored and stopped all together. Haven't been back. I liked the RP servers anyway. I miss my Night Elf Huntard and my Blood Elf Warlock, but...so it goes. Tried SWTOR, but it didn't really grab me and that was weird because I'm a Star Wars nut from way back. GA has replaced that for me. I can let my creativity flow here. Its more satisfying. Its all about me, of course.

Andy, Mikesboy, and CB

....Yikes!

Ah...while there is no replacing Comsie the Great, I surely appreciate the high compliment! I'm so happy you like it. Its not to hard for me...basically I 'am' Brandon or rather was. I was stunned when I read Comsie's description of him. I had to wonder if I'd known Comsie from somewhere. So, the personality is all me, but the hard part will be tracking and keeping continuity with Billy Chase. I shall do it...and there is much more to come. Stay Tuned!

Ah...while there is no replacing Comsie the Great, I surely appreciate the high compliment! I'm so happy you like it. Its not to hard for me...basically I 'am' Brandon or rather was. I was stunned when I read Comsie's description of him. I had to wonder if I'd known Comsie from somewhere. So, the personality is all me, but the hard part will be tracking and keeping continuity with Billy Chase. I shall do it...and there is much more to come. Stay Tuned!

Thank you! This is encouraging, Skinnydragon! I was really nervous about this one. Its very personal for me. Like...intimately so.

Oh goodie!

I have released it: https://www.gayauthors.org/story/mrm/brandonsmilingfromthebillychasechronicles

Saturday I got a new laptop for Christmas! I'm so excited! Its an Apple!! It has all kinds of stuff preloaded on it. I don't know what Dad paid for it, but its got art programs and Safari and this cool word processor here called 'Pages'. ITunes too, but I have to convert all my MP3 music. That'll be a chore. Its my first one that isn't a 'hand me down'! I thought I'd practice and write stuff in here so I can get a head start on writing practice and figure out stuff! Its fucking powerful! Ooop

You are the Nameless Hacker and Brandon is writing his story for you. Gay, confused, and deeply closeted he shares his struggles and his triumphs with us here. Despite all that goes on he always manages to smile and shine on through. Share Brandon's smiles and his tears.

Yay!!!

~stomps~

I guess there is still some truth the the old Victorian ideas of 'Darkest Africa'. Joseph Conrad is still validated, unfortunately.

Yeah. That was just horrible.