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Oo! Oo!! I now have an idea for a future chapter of my ski inspired story! :D Gawd...he's soOOoo hawt! ~ Marilyn Monroe gasp ~

Happy Birthday Quokka!

Thank you Jordan! *hug* I want this to be a mirror of Comsie's great work.

Awww. Thank you so much, Sweetie! I love channeling Brandon. I hope more Billy Chase fans will tune in. His story only get more interesting as evidenced by Comsie's impressionistic master strokes! I totally wrote 'strokes'!

I love limricks! This is cute!

March 31 I didn't go to school today. The doctor said I needed a day of rest. Yesterday I came home in a lot of pain, I had the worst headache of my life and it had been getting pretty much worse throughout the day. It started at First Period and it just got worse from there. It felt like my head was in a vice-grip. Oh lord, I was in tears at times! Finally it got so bad I ditched gym to go to the nurse's office. I had been in the bathroom throwing up and I hadn't even eaten lunch or anythi

Save it so you can do it with someone you want and who wants you. Sex is something very special and it hits places you didn't even know you had.

Your Eyes Open from the Brandon Smiles soundtrack

They Don't Know About Us from the Souvenir soundtrack

Love Comes Quickly from the Snowflake soundtrack

Ask from the Brandon Smiling soundtrack

Breathe from the Souvenir sountrack (upcoming story):

I'll post my favorite love songs now. Angel in the Snow from the Snowflake soundtrack

This one admires and respects you, no matter what you tell yourself.

Mondays...hmmmm

You deserve it and you are more than worth it! Big Platonic Birthday s

My city plays host to America's 'Most Haunted House'. The Whaley House! It is now a museum at Old Town State Park in San Diego. Many ghost hunters, researchers, and lay persons have experienced the ghosts that still haunt the Old West landmark. It was San Diego's city center for many years during the 'Cowboy Days'. You can visit it today and on Halloween I think they have special hours so you can visit during the Witching Hour. The Whaley House: http://whaleyhouse.org/hauntedfolklore.htm San Diego has been considered second only the New Orleans for being Americas Most Haunted City. Here are some other places where we have spooky legends! This is probably because San Diego is such an old city with a lot of history. http://www.sandiegouniontribune.com/news/2013/oct/16/haunted-sandiego-places/

Happy Birthday, Monsie!!! ❤❤

Two weeks have passed. Its time enough for certain feelings to gel both good and bad. Sabrina, obviously, had more going on than any of us thought. 5 years she's been with Snowflake and now...he has flown to other shores. Sabrina seems to be relating an incident in her past. Something that damaged her physically! This something has somehow made her imcapable of having corrective surgery, but we don't know why that is or if she just hasn't been able to talk to the right doctor. So many questons! So much lying beneath the Ice! What will happen to our friends here? What turns will they take? What....magic will San Francisco hold for our dear little Snowflake now that he will be entering with the King of the Circuit Boys. All of this and much more awaits you in the annals of Snowflake: A Love Story!

I wish I had been given the courage to do as you all have done. Trust me, the pain of cutting the umbilical cord is far less than being crushed within a womb of guilt and frustration for decades. I allowed my mother this power over me. I was not set free until her death and even then she left me with a wound that was nearly fatal. I went into a downward spiral and by its end the only thing keeping me alive was my father's need of me. I am so lucky to have him because he was the parent that loved me more. Without him and without the help of a councelor I would have happily killed myself. I sought that counceling and she helped me dig through the layers of pain to find the seed of it all. I had long since covered my sexuality in layers of infected noduled flesh. My codependence on my mother was the tool I used to keep me from expressing it. Her death denied me that crutch and I was forced to face the reality of who I was and it nearly undid me. When I came to accept who I was, I was set free. Now, my only regret, is that I lost my yourth to my toxic relationship with my mother. But, now I will endeavor to make better what remains to my life. Better to cut those people out of your life who are destroying you than to enter the Gehenna of years and years of endless emotional abuse and the unlife that you end up living within the prison of that abuse.

Brian ~~~~~~ The snow has accumulated over the past few days and Snowflake and I have been ramping up the training as my knee allows. It has been a little over two weeks now that I've been at the Auburn Ski Camp. I have already gained about five pounds of muscle in that time. I also finally got some Olympic regulation nordic skis that were made for me personally by a renowned ski maker who often comes to the Boreal Resort. His name is Martin Rønning, a Norwegian born ski maker who immigrate

Uncle Mike.... Duely noted.

I remember thinking those very same things when I was Brandon's age. That same black and white outlook. That horrible icy feeling that you can't trust anyone. Sometimes that old feeling comes back and I have to train a mature mind on it to push it out. In the end we see that Billy becomes Brandon's salvation...but hell has to be paid first. Get ready...as black as Billy's heartbreak was its going to look like a walk in the park next to what Brandon went through!

I was thinking of loss and being left behind too as I was writing another chapter of Brandon Smiling: From the Billy Chase Chronicles. This song perfectly captures the mutual heartbreak of that story.