MrM

We steal the molecules from the dead. We liberate inanimate objects. Interesting way to look at life...

I just came out this year, Mr. Wolf. I am a 45 year old man. You are in good company here and you will find your story repeated like a plaintive echo across the canyons of our collective experiences. I used Meetup to find guys. Now i host Meetups. I just posted pictures of my new me...I finally see the person I always wanted to in the mirror. https://www.meetup.com Welcome!

I don't think AJ will collar Brandon this early in the game. Maybe later when things really fall apart. Brandon mentioned a fling with AJ during the great Confession chapter if I remember correctly.

April 10th I'm so very confused right now. Something happened and I let it happen and now I don't know if I should have or not. But, what's weird, is it was good and it was bad all at once. I also don't think it will ever happen again, at least not with who it happened with and that makes me very sad for some reason. Sad and yet relieved. A pressure that has been building for years was let go yesterday afternoon. I hated that it happened and I loved that it happened and of c

I can so too! I'm pretty!

Wow...Cody sounds about as friendly as I was in college!

How lovely! Thank you for reading my Brandon story. It was the first one I started compiling for GA. It is actually a channeling of my youth so, you are right, in writing the story I find a powerful release of things long buried. As I've told lots of people amd Comsie himself: I *AM* Brandon. He is who I was when I was kid. It was almost eerie how Comsie described me through Billy's eyes. Now..I'm not super tall and I have green eyes instead of hazel, but the rest is all me! I have to wonder if I may have known 'Billy' at some point in my life. Comsie actually addresses this sort of thing in an article he wrote in Imagine called 'Give Till it Hurts: The Painful Past'. Its the soul of our particular genre.

So silly. Everyone knows that Atlantis is now named Santorini!

Its full of the Andromeda Strain! RUN!!!

Its now on my radar, Uncle Bob! This is the sort of genre that attracted me to GA in the first place! I actually needed some other perspectives on growing up gay to see if what I experienced was 'normal'. I only came out fully this year and I lived with all these unresolved things for decades. I read Comsie's work and it settled me that mine was not in any way a unique experience. His work did create a sort of ideal of how things 'might have been' as opposed to how they actually were, but the background angst and experiences are authentic enough to be cathartic for someone like me. I'm now hooked on the genre: the coming of age as a gay man in a brave new world. I am glad that I now have another great author to follow who is contributing their experience through this format. I shall add you along with Atruefan as author/therapists to follow! Thank you for your work!

Oo! Oo!! I now have an idea for a future chapter of my ski inspired story! :D Gawd...he's soOOoo hawt! ~ Marilyn Monroe gasp ~

Happy Birthday Quokka!

Thank you Jordan! *hug* I want this to be a mirror of Comsie's great work.

Awww. Thank you so much, Sweetie! I love channeling Brandon. I hope more Billy Chase fans will tune in. His story only get more interesting as evidenced by Comsie's impressionistic master strokes! I totally wrote 'strokes'!

I love limricks! This is cute!

March 31 I didn't go to school today. The doctor said I needed a day of rest. Yesterday I came home in a lot of pain, I had the worst headache of my life and it had been getting pretty much worse throughout the day. It started at First Period and it just got worse from there. It felt like my head was in a vice-grip. Oh lord, I was in tears at times! Finally it got so bad I ditched gym to go to the nurse's office. I had been in the bathroom throwing up and I hadn't even eaten lunch or anythi

Save it so you can do it with someone you want and who wants you. Sex is something very special and it hits places you didn't even know you had.

Your Eyes Open from the Brandon Smiles soundtrack

They Don't Know About Us from the Souvenir soundtrack

Love Comes Quickly from the Snowflake soundtrack

Ask from the Brandon Smiling soundtrack

Breathe from the Souvenir sountrack (upcoming story):

I'll post my favorite love songs now. Angel in the Snow from the Snowflake soundtrack

This one admires and respects you, no matter what you tell yourself.