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  1. MichaelS36
    Thank you, Parker.
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    If you know tim, then you know he has a big heart and enough love in it for many people. tim is a good person and worth all I can give him.
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    Thank you, dugh. he's not mine to share, I a very lucky man to have him with me.
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    Thank you, Kitt. I hope so, too.
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    boy, you deserve all the love I can give you, and all that of your friends and people who care for you.
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    Been an emotional week around here. tim is going through something, and I can only watch and wait. But words run through my head after he comes to me, needing me. Last night he asked me to just hold him, as he tried to sleep. I did and he did. But I know him very well. Know his heart and the kind of human being he is. It's why I love him. And why I wrote this: You tell me you need my arms about you tight I know there's something, and I whisper tell me the name of who is in your heart this moment, Your head bows, there's damp on your cheeks But it isn't my name there, or on your lips And I hold you, strong against me, and smile As you say: you know I love you, don't you? I know and we are bound together in many ways Yet, I know the man in my arms, and his heart aware I am not alone in it. There are others you love, desire and care for But I am wise enough to know, forbidding this Or trying to cage you, would drive me from the Very heart I love with all of my own To keep you, I must free the butterfly So if sharing who you are and your heart Means I can love you, then share you I will I am not sad, or afraid, because you're here We always will be, until one of us must go I hope I am left, for I'd not want you to suffer alone. I know one day, you'll be gone from my arms But I don't want to know that emptiness yet. Don’t want to think of not kissing this soft skin I am your caretaker, your man and you're my boy And if eternal love exists, then that is mine, for you.
  7. MichaelS36
    Very sweet! But not too much.
  8. MichaelS36
    Yes, what Mac said, but I'll add, sometimes boy, you just shine.
  9. MichaelS36
    This is beautiful. Play it...but don't watch. Listening is fine, but there are spoilers!
  10. MichaelS36
    Def aka the boss! I do my best ... I'm rather fond of him. Thanks for your support and friendship!
  11. MichaelS36
    Thank you, Mac. We can only try, hold them up. Your support of tim, means much to both me and him. Thanks for being there.
  12. MichaelS36
    Dear molly pop! What a good friend you are to him. And me. thank you, dear girl.
  13. MichaelS36
    Thank you Reader. You also are a huge support. Thank you.
  14. MichaelS36
    Thank you, jp.
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    That means a lot coming from you. You're a dear friend, I can never thank you enough for all you've done, AC.
  16. MichaelS36
    Thanks A. Much appreciated as is your support.
  17. MichaelS36
    Thank you. I hope you have some too.
  18. MichaelS36
    Thank you Parker ... I know how much support tim gets from you!
  19. MichaelS36
    Not a good place...thanks Kitt.
  20. MichaelS36
    Thank you Caz!
  21. MichaelS36
    Thanks dugh. ..I appreciate your support of tim. It means a great deal.
  22. MichaelS36
    It's been difficult lately for tim, and frustrating for me. Depression is such a hard thing to live with, both for the one that suffers through it and the people around them. Try as he might, and I am not surprised by it, tim tries to push away the bad things he feels. It is a constant fight for him. People say he's a man, he should put the past behind him. Move on, fuhgeddaboudit! he does, a lot, but with his dad's passing, well, I wish the brain had real door that can be locked. It doesn't and it's the same for all of us I think. If your past wants to catch up with you, you rarely can out run it. Yesterday it caught up with him. Like a runaway train, it caught him, and flattened him. he is okay ... but my frustration brought out some words: Darkened Days I know that he suffers I know his world is grey Nothing that I can do, Will take his pain away I can love him with my body I can kiss away the tears But I will never be man enough To banish forever, his fears I try and show him life is good I try and point out sunny skies But it's life that's done this to him And it's that I cannot disguise He clings to me on darkened days He clings to the light I offer All I can do is hold him tight And whisper: I always be your harbour I love you, boy xo
  23. MichaelS36
    I gonna come to where you live ... a boy lending library! I like it!
  24. MichaelS36
    Happy to help... just let me know where to bill. LOL hehe Seriously... happy to help if I can.
  25. MichaelS36

    Common Ground

    MichaelS36 commented on MacGreg's story chapter in Common Ground

    I'd have to say you did .. very nice. Both of you!
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