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Happy Belated Birthday Coley! Hope it was great! Ronnie

I like watching Miami Ink on TLC, and I've seen various people get a tattoo as a tribute to a loved one or pet, and I've seriously thought about getting a tattoo on my left arm, depicting Xander and Oreo (she's our Shih-tzu) when one day they go to the big dog house in the sky . I know it's a long way away for Xander hopefully, but Oreo is kinda getting up there and I just love both those dogs to death, and when they die, which like I said hopefully isn't for a looooooong time, I'd like to have a tribute to them always with me. Ronnie

Uhh...that one was a while back and you skipped Joey . Well 2/3 of my bosses, that I know of, have been gay, but I've never told anyone that I'm gay. Uhh if I didn't talk to the person, it wasnt because they were different, but because they did something that made it so I didn't like them. The person below me looses their keys on a regular basis.

Not that I know of? The person below me has an idea for a product that they think is incredible that they need to get a patent for before they end up like one of those people on those lame, bad-acting InvenTech Commercials!

Aww, I missed it . Happy Belated 41st Birthday James!! Hope it was a great one! Ronnie PS...I saw that Joey said "41st" but under your avatar in another post, it said you were 42 so...no matter how old ya are, I hope it was great .

Hell yeah man! Gimme a sirloin steak and a scotch! Scotchy scotch scotch...here it goes down...down into my belly...yum yum yum . (See, someone else would have took that in the perverted way. ) The person below me knows which movie the above rant on scotch is from.

Okay, so I havent been that close to my mom for the last year, year and a half for various reasons. First, about a year or more ago, my mom and stepdad had separated, and I was fine with this, because I hated the f**ker's guts and he was just a sick weirdo. Well my mom was thinking about getting back together with him and I'm not trying to be the 'kid who rules my mom's life', it's just that he was a sicko and an asshole...hell he left her in the hospital when she had blood clots in her legs a few years ago, and she was stupid and got back together with him then ...so I wouldnt give her hugs or hardly have anything to do with her when she was seeing him again and I told her if he moved back in and she got back together with him a third time that I would move out and Justin said that they would take me in, had I needed the place to stay. So she finally came to her senses and they got the divorce finalized and we're done with the f**ker. Then, she's going through menapause right now and it is almost completely unbareable to live with her. I mean she just rants and rants about the most minor things....one of us goes to the bathroom and we forget and leave the light on..."GOD DAMN, SON OF A BITCH!!! f**kING SHUT THE LIGHT OFF!!! ARE YOU PAYING THE f**kING UTILITY BILL!?! YA f**kING WILL BE IF YOU GUYS KEEP LEAVING THE LIGHT ON!!" She does this with like everything! We make a sandwich and havent gotten a chance to put the bread away....she bitches....we go outside and leave the door open like 2 inches...she bitches...I can barely handle it, it's just so stressful living with her. I spend most of my time in my room for that reason, because I'm trying to get away from it all. Then, lots of times she tries to fight with me, and I don't like to fight with her... I mean I dont start fights but if she hits me for no reason, I'm not gonna just stand there and let her hit me and I'll hit her back. And then, like my brother, she has this attitude where she always has to get the last punch in, and so until my brother pulls her away, we keep at it, lol. Then when she 'gets hurt' (I've never really hurt her, maybe made her arm a little red...she's done worse that that to me) under her own fault, she calls up my aunts and uncles and stuff and tell them that I'm abusing her and more or less what a bad kid I am and they believe her. But they also know what a psycho bitch she is most of the time, so I don't know if they believe her 100%. One of the most prominant reasons why I havent been close with her is because of her gay-bashing remarks and attitude. It hurts me each and every time she says something like "I think it is just disgusting!" or something like it, and I know that I havent told her yet or maybe given her a chance to understand, but this is just showing me how she really feels and I doubt after I DO tell her, someday if EVER, she'll have changed, she'll just be in sense wearing a mask, covering up how she really feels to put on a good show. In fact, I've kinda prepared myself for telling her in my days of becoming further and further away from her, especially after she tells my aunts and stuff 'what a bad kid I am'....one day I told her that I don't care at all what she thinks of me. I honestly feel that way...her opinion of me means nothing to me nowadays. If she wants to think good of me, that's fine, but I wouldn't care at all if she thought I was the most dispicable person in the whole world. And this also will help me if I ever come out to her, because if she still has that gay-bashing, gay-hating attitude, or even an insincere 'supportive' mask, it means nothing to me. The people who I would feel disappointed or let down if they freaked out or had a negative reaction about it would mainly be Justin, my friend Meghan, and a few friends that I met through the musical. I know that I prolly sound like an asshole when I say this, but she's caused me to feel this way. So the reason I'm complaining and going on and on about this is this...she has a thing with hugs. She wants a hug from me like every night and I find myself subconsciously getting mad at her and pushing her away when she wants a hug from me and deep down, I guess it's because I know she doesnt approve of gays and that pisses me off and so I don't want her giving me a hug. It's not her lack of acceptance that makes me do this, it's how she can be a regular old bitch to me and say shit about gays, if it comes up, one minute, then want a hug from her GAY son, the next. So last few nights she's been coming in here and giving me a half hug and I've been tolerating it, but she had been a bitch last night and I had been thinking about it and she comes in and puts her arm around me and I push her away and got mad at her. Then she being emotional, started in crying and asking me why I do this to her...that everybody needs hugs and shit. I like hugs , just not from her right now. Then she asked me if there was something that she's doing or something that she did that makes me not want to give her hugs and I actually thought about telling her right then and there that I was gay, but I wasnt ready for it and I was mad. So today she told me that I couldnt take her (it's actually in my name thank you very much ) van to work if I didn't tell her what the problem was and she didnt want to let me go without telling her first and it took about 5 minutes for her to comprehend that it's not something that we can talk about in 5 minutes. She hasnt brought it up since this morning and I'm kinda contemplating about telling her. I mean, I'd like to be close to my mom like I used to be, and I guess it WOULD be better to have an accepting mom than a non, even though it doesnt matter to me. But I just don't think I'm ready. I mean, I know a few guys here that are out to there mom already but theyre mom's have open minds, unlike mine, and from what I understood, are supportive. Hell, my mom would probably have a nervous breakdown and then I'd be at fault for her having a heart attack, lol. I dunno guys...another thing is that I kinda wanted to tell the people I'm the closest to first, like Justin, before I told her. And I know Viv's been hounding me to tell Justin that I'm gay so that I can get over him, like has been long needed, but I just don't have it in me, and I would probably break down crying to him I spose . What do you guys think?.... Ronnie

Love both coffee and fresh mint, but I don't usually get around to having coffee in the morning...err afternoon...and never have fresh mint around . The person below me likes to dance.

I love it!! You also forgot to do a "person below me" thing , but don't feel bad, I've done it too . The person below me likes apples and bananas .

Hmm, I thought I would have seen thee "Lurker" answering to her name in here . Welcome! But, what's with the goat? Up on that toolbar, where it says "Logged in as: (your name)", off to the right, click "My Controls", then when that page loads, on the menu to the left, under Personal Profile, click "Edit Avatar Settings". Then you can select one, upload one, or link one from another site . Ronnie

Yeah, what Vic said!! Happy Birthday!! Ronnie

Happy Birthday Jas!! Welcome to the 17 y/o club! Hope you have a great day! Ronnie

Hey Kevin!! Happy 1st Anniversary!! You've really made GA a smiley-er place. I appreciate your advice and comments you write in my blog and think that you're a super great person . We're all glad to have you here!! Ronnie

Nope. The person below me wants to be in a long term relationship with someone.

Happy Birthday Rekop!! Ronnie

Well Jayne and Oreo got some too , but it's his cake and I worked hard on it, so that's just gonna be his meal for the next few days....give him about 10 minutes with it each feeding time, lol.... Well I like watching the show Good Eats on Food Network and thanks to it have learned a great deal of science behind food and just worked from that. I wanted the dog food to be the basis of it, and had I just added water, it would have just baked back into a sheet of dog food, so to give it moisture and softness in the final product, I added the eggs, butter and milk and for some structure in the cake, it needs flour, and dogs cant have All Purpose so I used whole wheat. The peanut butter in the cake was for a little more flavor. Hehe, I should post this in some dog forum or something.... Ronnie

Hehe, thanks everyone!! I had a great day...my mom dragged me out of bed to hear my name on the radio station, lol, then I went back to bed cuz I stayed up kinda late....then I went outside and took pictures of Xander and his cake and a few with me and him, and he was getting frustrated by time I was done and finally gave it to him. I expected him to devour it like he does everything else....when I buy him an ice cream cone, he bites off the entire top ice cream layer of the cone in the first bite!! Talk about brain freeze! But he just ate it nice and slow, spending the first 10 minutes licking peanut butter off of it....then in an attempt to get the peanut butter off of his tongue, the little shit came and licked my face and leg and my camera to get it off! So then we had pizza, then I walked Xander out like 3-4 miles to my friend Casey's house and sadly he had to finish mowing the neighbors lawn and then leave so I didnt get to see him that much. Then I called for my dad to come pick us up cuz I didnt feel like walking back, lol. Then I came home and got ready and we went out to eat at Applebee's and I invited Justin along and me and him had fun messing around with my camera and recording videos and stuff. My only somewhat of a disappointment was that no one is in chat tonight like they were last year on my birthday, when I told everyone there about Xander being born . Thanks again everybody!! Ronnie Edit: It appears that we got a new chat and I didnt know it, so when I launched my little html file, I was all alone in the old chat room . Then I remembered reading something about new chat security or something and decided to try the chat thing on the site, and voila! theres all my buddies!

No project, but I am fairly good in electronics, having taken both Electronics and Computer Hardware in school . The person below me is sometimes amazed by how much sauce is on one piece of Red Barron Pizza.

I never was able to when I was younger ...I'm curious if I could now tho... The person below me thinks fiesty little dogs are cute....until they start biting at your heals...

Ouchies! Hope it heals fast! Ronnie

Behold...the ultimate doggy Birthday cake, made up under the creative mind of your's truly . For those of you wondering, here's how I made it . First find a little kettle with a removable handle (use a screw driver ). This will be the cake pan. Spray with non-stick cooking spray thusly (why thats a cool word now isnt it? I've always wanted to use it too...). As for ingredients... Cake 3 cups of Iams Large Breed Dog Food, ground up fine with a decent meat grinder 3 large eggs 3 heaping tablespoons of whole wheat flour (doggies cant have that All Purpose crap so dont try it!) 8 ounces of butter or margarine (about half of a little tub), plus 1 tablespoon to be mixed in with the peanut butter as it melts 3/4 cup of peanut butter, melted down with 1 tablespoon of butter 1/2-3/4 cup of milk Frosting A lot of peanut butter Writing and Decor 2 tablespoons of peanut butter A little food coloring 2 doggy treats Combine dog food, eggs and softened butter. Melt peanut butter down in a separate kettle and add 1 tablespoon of butter to it. After it has a creamy consistancy, stir in whole wheat flour until mostly integrated. In a large bowl, combine dog food mixture and peanut butter mixture. Based on dryness of cake, add enough milk to result in an almost cake-batter consistancy. Spoon 1/3 of the mixture into the sprayed kettle and bake in a 350 degree oven for about 15 minutes, or until the cake gives a little with a fork and said fork comes out clean. Bake the remaining 2 layers as did the first one, cooling each one after coming out of the oven. Once all three layers are baked, put the 2nd-best layer down first to be the foundation. Frost the top of it with a decent layer of peanut butter. Place the cruddiest looking layer in the middle and frost that one the same way. Then place the best looking layer on top, frost the top, then frost the entirety of the side of the cake. Then to write on the cake, take a little thing off of your standard Bic pen that you can blow air through, slightly snip off a corner of a baggy and stick the pen tip in the baggy and voila! a homeade pastry bag! Then, add a few spoonfuls of peanut butter and about 10 drops of (I used blue) food coloring and mix it up by squishing the peanut butter around inside the baggy, being careful not to squirt any out the tip. When ready to write, chances are that the peanut butter at the very beginning didnt get integrated with the food dye, so just squirt out a little on a plate until you see a difference in color. Write your canine-buddy a birthday greeting, garnish with the treats, and you're done!! Yeah I've pretty much lost it but I love that dog!

I take walks and sometimes they end up being quite long because I might decide to walk across town, but I usually do it during the day . Plus, to which I'm still outraged, there seems to be a curfew for people under 18 where they have to be at home....now I'm outraged because that sounds like Nazi Germany and I don't think anyone should have to be confined to their home as long as theyre not out in a gang or breaking the law . But whatever...its just another one of the "man's" way's of keeping us down! Same question to the person below me, am I crazy? Specifics of the cake can be found in my blog later on

Happy Birthday Eric!!

What?! Please say that your headboard has cooling capabliities or otherwise that mayo could be growing a head of hair...lol. The person below me has just about went crazy living with a mother who has hearing trouble and won't admit it .

lol, wow....it's about time . Ronnie