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Happy Happy Birthday Natey!! Hope you have a great sweet 16; it's about time Ronnie

First off...I'm back! lol, I didn't actually go anywhere, just havent really had time to come on. Okay...so I'm in the yearbook club. The lady that directs us is this older lady that is the wife of one of my 6th grade teachers. Well.....like last fall, she assigned me to do a story for freshman and sophomore football . I've never been all that into sports and I didn't really know what to write about and I also kind of forgot to do it anyway. You ever forget? It happened to me. Also, this was my first year on the staff and I didn't know how to do some of the things, and when I would ask her how to do this or that, she would kind of snap at me and seem to get mad for me not knowing what to do; consequently, I was hesitant to ask her if I had a question. Soooo, a couple weeks ago, we were assigning/volunteering for deadlines. "Who wants to do the story on Annie?" "Ooo, me, me!" You know how much I loved doing that, I thought I could reminesce while doing it . She's like, "Now Ron, if you say you're going to do it, are you actually going to do it? Because in the past, you've volunteered to do things and then not did them and I was stuck doing it myself." RIGHT IN FRONT OF EVERYONE . I felt like telling her to go you-know-what herself. First of all, I didn't VOLUNTEER, she assigned it to me...it's not like I said, "Oh I whole-heartedly promise that I will do this one." People are more likely to get something done if they enjoy doing it. Second, that was like the only time; she shouldn't base it on a single event. Third, she could have kinda shown me the ropes or maybe guidelines on how to write a story for a yearbook, considering it's my first time and all. So she's like, "we'll come back to that." Then later we got to Vocal Music....well as it turns out, I'm the only person on the staff in choir, so she told me that I could do that one, and that 'Sabrina' and I could do Annie. Well I know she knew it and so did I, that Sabrina is kinda bossy so I was pretty much guarenteed to not be a part of it . So yesterday, I was typing in my story for Choir (see that Mrs. B? I DID what I said I would do) and the yearbook teacher was typing on the computer next to me when I notice SHE was typing the Annie story. Here 'Sabrina' didn't get it typed like "SHE SAID SHE WOULD DO". That really pissed me off because I would have loved to do that one, and I told her that too and she didnt really say anything. So today at our actual meeting, I get there and she had had plaques made for all of us with our names engraved on them and everything. Now that really made me feel good . I finished up organizing a couple double-pagers to be sent, and everyone was looking through the various extra photos we had when she had to ruin it. I happen to ask her if we knew the people in the photo, if we could take it and give it to them. "Now Ron, if you take the photos, will they actually get to the person? Because you've told me you'll do things and then not do it." GOD! Everyone makes mistakes! She fricken acts like I'm the most irresponsible person in the whole world. If I was, would I get almost a 4.0 on my report card? Would all my teachers tell my mom such great things about me at confrences? Next time she says something to me about it, and especially in front of everyone else, I'm gonna blow and tell her that I'm not so freaking irresponsible, and that it was one freaking time. And whether Sabrina is there or not I'm gonna say, "And you know what? If you would have let me do the Annie story to begin with, you wouldnt have had to spend till 4:30 here typing it yourself. Because with the few exeptions that YOU keep bringing up, I am a very responsible kid." Had to get that out, she just pisses me off. Oh, and I'll tell her they're called Tic Tac's . Ronnie

Happy be-Lated Birthday, Bev!! Hope ya had a great day!

Uhh, I'm sure it was good or whatever, but I'm tired and don't feel like translating gibberish. lol

It seems I can never hit a birthday on the right day, but anywho... I hope you had a super great birthday!! Ronnie

I'm always gone when something bad happens... Oh my God, Chaz, I am soooo sorry. I can't even begin to feel your pain and sorrow, but all I can do is let you know that you and his family are in my prayers. Again, I'm sorry and may God be with you. Ronnie

Way way way back then (like June of last year, lol) when I still drank pop, Mountain Dew was my favorite. I loved and still do love it but I don't drink any pop anymore and I do fine with out it with just my reverse osmosis filtered water . (BTW, A&W Root Beer came in a close 2nd with Pepsi which I'd have to say was my third.) Speaking of regional-ness, regions in the US, watever...lol, I noticed one of the choices was simply Coke. Well I recall one of my teachers telling a story that they were at a restaurant somewhere in the Southern US and the waitress asked them what kind of "Coke" they wanted. And she said that she said that she just wanted regular "coke", not knowing that that was the term for POP there (we call it pop up here in the midwest). I thought that that was a little interesting, but I guess whatever its called there seems completely normal. Ronnie

Sooooo, Thursday, Friday and Saturday were our performances for Annie. Each night a sell out. I think Thursday was our best night, it all went along smoothly and perfect. Friday and Saturday were a little less perfect, but we still got standing ovations. It was great, really it was. Thursday night we went out to this restaurant and celebrated, and Friday night me and a few others did the same thing. Saturday night, we had the cast party at one of the servent girls' house. We got done with the play around 9:30ish and got all done tearing down the set and stage and cleaning up around 11:00ish and we all headed to her house for the party at around 11:30. That party was awesome! But before we went, I was planning on going to buy a few waters because I dont drink pop and tap water ya know, but I didnt know how to get to the girl's house (and she lived out in the country so I needed to follow someone) so I just went without my water. Well after I had some pizza (oh, there was pizza galore), I was thirsty and went and asked the girl if she had any bottled water. She had one 16.9 oz (oh geez that bothers me...lol, leave me alone ....why not 17 oz? I have searched and I can't find a conversion that makes sense for it to be that, so it bothers me) bottle of spring water (I drink reverse osmosis filtered water ) but I drank it and then later I got really thirsty and they had nothing for me to drink, so I left and went to town to buy a couple 1 liter bottles of water and came back because I wasnt ready to leave at only 1ish! I get back and they were playing different question games and we just talked among ourselves and stuff.. I ended up staying there till 7:15 in the morning. I got home like at 7:30 and as I was opening the door my mom opened it and is like "you trying to give me a heart attack?!". She wasnt mad, just paranoid. So I slept most of Sunday...I woke up at like 1 pm to feed the dogs and stuff and then went back to bed and slept till 7:00 that night, hehe. So today after school, I go to Moulton's room like I have been routinely doing for like over a month and gather my things that I had brought for my parts....after I did that and filled out my tshirt order form and thespian point page, I found myself just wondering around her room looking for something to do, lol. I'm so depressed with out this, lol. I loved doing this and now it's done and over with . Anyway, now I'm gonna either gonna go back to KFC so the college people dont steal all the jobs resulting with me jobless thi summer, or join track late cuz my brother says its not to late. Later guys

Whoops, havent been on in a while ....Happy Belated Birthday Lugh!! Ron

Haha! Viv is gayer than me , lol. Just teasing, hehe.

Uhh...am I getting made fun of by a computer for not wanting to pluck my eyebrows? I dont act anything, I'm just me.

Hey guys, sorry I havent been on in a while. With that Justin thing and family things, I've had way too much stress lately so I've been trying to work against it by exercising and stuff and staying off the computer. I figure I don't need to be sitting on my computer for 6 hours a day and not doing anything, because when you're stressed, you gain weight and I'm not gonna go and gain weight, lol. Plus, we've been busy a lot with the play - been rehearsing till like 6:30 on some nights and it's gonna probably be getting later when we run both act 1 and 2 together. Sooo.... for those of you who are wondering how my little world is doing... I had said a while ago that I wanted to befriend that gay guy in the play, Danie, but he kinda seems stuck up. I've tried talking to him like 3-4 times but he ends the conversation after only saying a few words. One day I was wishing I could like maybe come out to all the people in drama or like everyone but my family because everyone in drama, everyone, is tolerant of Danie being gay. I noticed they tease him every so often with jokes but its all in fun. It could be that all the drama guys are gay, lol, that's a thought. A lot of them seem "gay", if you will. It was funny, because one day me and a few guys were talking about this website joke...."dude, you ever been to pen island . com??" They type it in...penisland.com...yea, haha, you get it...so this girl walks up and hears us talk about "penis" and she's like, "God! Is there not one straight guy here?" And no one stuck up for their sexuality with the typical "I ain't gay!", so that's curious to note. I did meet this one guy from the play . He's another Justin...lol, so 2 out of my 2 friends named Justin are hot, heh. He's kinda buff from lifting weights but not too heavily. He's about my height, a little shorter and has a HOT body. He seems like he's always smiling too. He's in the servant scene and he just does it so damn cute. I love sitting there watching him, me smiling the whole time; then I noticed he would smile back. He kinda acts gay too...Ooo, then today, Moulton told us to get up and have a big group hug...everyone started hugging everyone else...he hugged me and damn was that cool...he's got such a strong but gentle hug, hehe. I've also made quite a few more friends in drama since the play started. My mom is sorta crazy and sometimes she embarhasses herself and me in public...one day someone said something about their mom, I'm like, "Well my mom is crazy" and then this Mike I've known since grade school was like, "Yea, yea I'm gonna have to agree with you on that one". Then a few people told their witnessed account of how they saw my mom speak her mind in public, and I'm like, "I'm sorry...lol". This one girl says, "It's okay Ronnie, we won't count it against you for what she does" lol, "Heh, thanks". Then I'm gonna be getting confirmed this Fall and I told a few of you that I'm gonna have my confirmation name be "Sebastian", because ( a ) it's a cool name and I like it ( b ) there's sort of some hidden symbolism in there (Saint Sebastian was a Roman Soldier and the Romans found out that he was a Christian so they strung him up to a tree and shot him with like 20 arrows. He miraculously didnt die, and was nursed back to health. They found out he was still alive and they beat him to death. So, if you will, he was persecuted once they found out "what" he was). Well I planned to ask my uncle of whom I'm named after to be my Confirmation Sponsor. Well, me and my mom havent been getting a long all that well for a long time. She's a bitch, if she wants to be a bitch, I can be an asshole right back. I don't necessarily try to start fights but if she wants to go, let's go. Well if she hits me, I'm not gonna just stand there and take it. I'm gonna defend myself. One night, me and my brother were wrestling (we normally do once in a while) but it turned ugly and we were like killing each other. So "good ole mom" decides she has to get involved so she comes at me with the broom and starts hitting me with it! WTF?! She had me cornered in the bathroom trying to hit me so I slapped her face like three times, pushed her out of the way and went down to the basement to be alone. So she calls up my aunts and turns the rest of my family against me, saying "you should see how he's treating me" and adding tears to get them on her side. Of course she doesn't say what she did. So that was about a month and a half ago. My mom and dad go out of town today for a doctors appointment for my dad, and they stopped to see my uncle Ron, because he lives in the town of the appointment. He comes out to the car with a baseball bat and looks for me in the backseat (even though I wasnt there, they told me about this later). "What's this bullshit I hear that Ronnie is mistreating my sister?" Then he hits my dad in the leg with it and tells him "What are you letting him treat her like that for?" Well my mom and dad got divorced like when I was 3, so he's more than aware of what a pain in the ass it is to live in the same household with my mom. I'd like to tell the rest of my family how it really is but they probably won't believe me. I'm thinking about having a microphone ready for when she starts her bitch spells out of nowhere so they can see that it takes two. My mom said that I better watch out at Fourth of July...we always go to this small town east of here on Fourth of July, my family's been doing that since before I was born; she said that he said something about beating the shit out of me . I didnt do anything! So now she turned my uncle that I was gonna ask to be my sponsor, against me. Quarter 3 ended yesterday (got a 4.0 ) and 4 began today, so there's a little less than 45 school days of school left, 63 days total with weekends, left before the summer. I think I'm gonna go back to KFC after the play gets over with because otherwise all the college students around here are gonna take all the jobs and I need a job because I've gotta get my own car. I'm sick of her taking the car whenever she wants when I plan to use it.....it may be her car but I think I should be able to use it when I want to because I had about $1600 saved up last summer (I had to spend about $300-400 for Xander and Jayne, I'll be getting half of that back from my brother when he gets a job) and SOMEONE had financial troubles and guilt tripped me like ump-teen times to help "us" out. She told me she would pay me back with income tax whenever she borrowed money from me, but evidently, she made other plans for that, so I won't get completely paid back till like August . Well there's all my little quirks and complaints, later guys . Ronnie

Happy Birthday Tim!

I'll start out with the sad so we got something to look forward to... Like Thursday at lunch, I come back to our table from dumping my tray to see Lorena reading a little pamplet about a recorder or something, like one of those things spies wear. I didnt ask and then after we got rid of Lorena and started walking to our class at the building across the street, he shows me that he's wearing this recording thing, or heart monitor . I ask him what for and he said that his mom took him to the doctor because he every so often would have minor pains in his heart (glad he could tell his best friend about this AFTER he's being monitored). He told me that he's also seeing a counselor and that they figured out that he has anxiety problems and is thus kinda paranoid sometimes, so now they have him on these freaking pills that make you 'not paranoid' if you are and 'paranoid' if you arent . He told me that the counselor more or less tried to get him to admit that he was suicidal and that he wouldnt , though I highly doubt he's suicidal. I'm really worried about him and you guys know how I feel about drugs, especially psyciatric drugs (it's curious to note that almost all cases of violent crimes commited at schools were acted out by someone who was currently on or had been on psyciatric drugs .) I KNOW, would-bet-my-life-on-it, KNOW that this is all caused by the stress Lorena puts him through. So first she steals my best friend in the whole world, that I love, and now she's killing him off . So I think it's either time for me to talk to him about Lorena or inform his counselor about Lorena so she can maybe get somewhere with him and so that I don't end up having to go to a funeral for my best friend in the near future . Okay, *sniffles*, on to the happy. You know my friend Meghan that I tried out with...we've been friends since like 5th grade but have just started to get closer. Well she sits next to me in math, and yesterday she was gone for math because she had an appointment or something. I did miss her cuz she's one of my only friends in there... So after school, she was back for play practice. She's like, "oh my God Ronnie, did you miss me today in math?" "Yea I did" "Because when you are gone Ronnie, I'm like soo depressed. People like ask me what's wrong and I'm like 'ehh leave me alone!', lol...because you are like the only one that's nice to me in there. Not even Lauren and Leslie.." "Aww , but you and Leslie have been best friends since like, what? 4th grade?" ... Anyways, that really made my day . I knew she cared about me, but when her best friend sits on the other side of her and she's depressed if I'm gone, I know she really does.

That was hilarious! xander

Happy 35th Dan!!

Heh, sorry Michael, I thought I told everyone that one night in chat...I thought you were there, my bad heh. Yes I did try out with that friend of mine, Meghan. The singing part of my audition kinda sucked because I couldnt seem to stay on track with the music...that's a hard song to do when you've only heard it played like twice, heh. You may remember me saying that I didn't want that big of a part cuz I gots some stage fright, and that's what I got . I got like 4-5 little parts and then I'm a part of a few group dancing and signing parts and that's fine with me because I seem to be fine as long as everybody is doing the same thing as me, lol...like with chorus . Oh, and my friend Meghan got the part of Annie (she's a redhead, lol).

So this morning I didnt have time to eat breakfast and we were out of milk anyway so I planned on eating at school. This was fine with me cuz I had been craving a blueberry muffin for a while, lol. Well the last few days we had been on stage during chorus because we have a concert monday night, and when we're on stage he keeps us a little late. Well the breakfast line closes at 8:25, and it was like 8:21 so I tried to hurry out of the auditorium. I jump off the stage and someone was like right in front of me so I put my hand down to direct my body where to fall. I didnt even feel it till after I raised my hand...there was a loose nail where I put my hand down and it had ripped a little gouge in my hand! By the time I got all my stuff together and got out of there, I had a handful of blood but I knew if I went to the nurse first, I would miss the breakfast line. So I go to the breakfast line and get my blueberry muffin, string cheese and milk and ask the lunch lady to punch in my number for me since I had my food in one hand and blood in the other, lol. So I go to the nurse and set down my muffin, string cheese and milk and show her my hand and she fixes it all up for me...and boy, she was the furthest from stingy with that triple antibiotic ointment, she like put a tablespoon of it on my half-inch wound, lol. So I got my muffin and ate it too ....with my non-wounded hand.

Yippity do da, yippity day...you get the point, lol Happy Birthday!!

lol, Carlos Mencia is always making jokes about Ryan Seacrest being gay... something like, "I say we have a gay woman in office, that's why I hearby nominate...Ryan Seacrest!" and then there was this lil fashion show thing on his show and one of the clothing items were like relaxed clothes that turned into a rainbow cape and fist size holes on the ass cheeks of the leather pants...yea..lol, he's like "Certified 100% gay by Ryan Seacrest" lol, yep. Ronnie

Happy Birthday!! Ronnie

Happy Birthday!!! Ronnie

lol, I could tell by the 'beep beeps' and the 'freakin' that you were getting a lil pissed at that point...that was fun I bet . And that "I'm from kindergarten" bit sounds like it was pulled right out of Kid's Say the Darndest Things , lol. My little cousin Bailie can't really say 'Grandpa' yet and guess what she says instead...go ahead guess..."Peepot"...lol, not quite sure where she got the 'pee' part, but it's cute as hell when she does it. lol Ronnie

Happy Birthday Will!!! xan

Happy Birthday Topher!! xan