Davey

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Happy Birthday Steve

Okay here goes.... 1. Opening Credits: Danger Zone! Top Gun Soundtrack 2. Waking Up: Crazy in love Jay-z and Beyonce 3. First Day Of School: Get your freak on. KT Tunstal Cover in the Live lounge 4. Falling In Love: Whenever, Wherever Shakira 5. Fight Song: Like I love you Justin Timberlake.. Not really a fight song lol 6. Breaking Up: If I'd found the right words to say Snow Patrol 7. Life: Other side of the world KT Tunstall 8. Mental Breakdown: What's up Lonely Kelly Clarkson 9. Driving: Spitting Games Snow Patrol 10. Flashback: What Goes Around Comes Around Justin Timberlake 11. Getting Back Together: Bed of Roses Bon Jovi 12. Losing Your Virginity: Don't go breaking my heart Elton John & Kiki Dee (how good was that!) 13. Wedding: Through with you Maroon 5 (hahaha) 14. Birth Of A Child: Amazed Duncan James 15. Final Battle: Before you love Kelly Clarkson 16. Funeral Song:(OMG! HAHAHAHA) Chop me up! Justin Timberlake Ft: Timberland and Three 6 Maffia 17. End Credits: Holiday Greenday

Hi! I just realized its been like 8 weeks since i last updated this and my have things changed for me! I've moved house and started a new job in that short period of time. The new job is a project manager for my company building new stores, its proving to be a lot of work but i'm enjoying it loads so it's totally been worth it. The house move came about because of the job, Chris is still staying in our old place but he'll be moving here with me next weekend Here's a picture of the view from our front door... Its pretty nice here Anyway I need to go get ready cause i'm off out sailing for the first time.....

Seeing the girl I just watched get married dance her first dance... even with the horrific MS she's suffering

I worked my last day at my job

Happy Birthday Graeme! I hope you have a great year ahead. Dave x

I never even knew she'd done anything! Though I do try to avoid anything to do with her. I say lock her up! Do us all a favor!

Mine is easy! Its still the same crush as now My Angel Justin Timberlake lol I need help!

Happy Birthday Kev!!!! Hope its a great day and you get all you want and need. Love Dave and Chris.

...Really isnt a good idea if you're outta shape! I swear I'm hurting in places i never knew I had muscles. Chris is a regular gym rat. He's there almost every day (except when I make him stay home lol) So he decided it'd be a swell idea if we went together again. I used to be a regular too but then I just kinda lost it and started using the computer more. The big attraction before was that it was something we did together, but with our schedules conflicting so badly now I guess the whole routine just left us. So there I was dying in the gym earlier, with Chris next to me looking all hot and fit.. and he says 'Babe come on, you know you can do more...' My reaction you ask? Well in a slightly (maybe a little more than slight ) bout of anger I said ' F**K OFF AND LEAVE ME ALONE'.... So yeah he did, and quietly with his tail between his legs walked away to do some more exercising Now as you can guess I felt (feel) like a total asshole, especially when later as I'm resting and feeling crap he comes over to me in the middle of the crowded gym and kisses my forehead and apologizes. ARGH! I'm an asshole! Anyway, I've apologized since and we made up So I think I need to exercise some in the privacy of our own home where I wont feel like a total lard ass lol. Then maybe i'll go back and we can have fun doing it at the gym Dave...x P.s. Ohh I just bought an exercise bike to start me off (He's putting it together for me looking all happy and proud, bless his heart.)

And as long as your boys need protecting you shouldn't put your self in a position to risk. After all a picture is just that a picture what really matters are the words you contribute. And with you those are damn well important. BTW my sister lives in Melbourne

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TEN EMOTIONS. 1. are you missing someone right now?: Yes 2. are you happy? right now? Yes 3. are you talking to anyone right now?: Yes 4. are you bored?: No 5. are you German?: No 6 are you Irish?: No 7. are you French?: No 8. are you Italian?: No 9. are your parents still married?: Yes 10. do you like someone right now?: Yes, I'm going to marry him TEN FAVORITES. 1. store: Next 2. flowers: Tulips 3. color: Baby Blue 4. sport: To play? Pool (does pool qualify as a sport?) . To watch, Tennis! 5. mall: Probably Braehead Glasgow 6. movie: Im not sure *shrug* 8. season: Summer 9. animal: Dogs 10. state: California (Ive never been to any though) TEN FACTS. 1. hometown: Inverness 2. hair color: Weird brown that changes colour. 3. Birthday: 9 th Dec '80 4. hair style: Shirt 5. eye color: Brown 6. best friend: Viv and Lorri 7. mood: Happy 8. skin color: White 9. available: Nope 10. left/right-handed: Right TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE. 1. have you ever been in love?: Yes 2. do you believe in love: Yes 3. why did your last relationship fail: Umm like grade 7 lol 4. have you ever been heartbroken: YES! In like grade 2! This girl moved away and I loved her! (I dont remember her name though!) 5. have you ever broken someone's heart?: No 6. have you ever fallen for one of your best friends: No 7. have you ever liked someone but never told them: Yeah when I was little 8. are you afraid of commitment: Nope! 9. has someone ever kissed your hand: Yeah 10. have you ever had a secret admirer: No... But it could have been a secret TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT. 1. love or trust: Go together right? SO both 2. hard liquor or beer: Both! 3. night or day: Day 4. one night stands or relationships: Relationships 5. television or internet: Internet ( I dont watch TV) 6. pepsi or coke?: Both 7. wild night out or romantic night in: Romantic night in 8. chocolate or vanilla: Choco 9. phone or in person: In person 10. Love or Lust: Love TEN HAVE Y0U EVER 1. have you ever been caught sneaking out?: Yes lol all the time in my teens. 2. have you ever skinny dipped: Yes 3. have you ever done something you regret: Yeah 4. have you ever sky dived: Nope 5. have you ever been on a house boat:No 6. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker: Yes! 7. have you ever liked someone so badly it hurt?: Yes, I still do. 9. have you ever danced in the rain?: No. (Does the pee pee dance count lol) 10. have you ever had a hang over?: Hell Yeah.... *sigh* 25 was a bad year WHO 1. Who was the last person you laughed with? Chris 2. Who can cheer you up instantly?: Chris, Viv, Nate and Jeff 3. Who do you think will make you smile tomorrow: My guess would be Chris first 4. Who is making the world a more terrible place to live in: BP 5. Who dominates the family: My Mum! 6. Who is like a brother/sister to you: Viv 7. Who is the youngest person you know: Jordan 8. Who makes the best dinner: My Mum! 9. Who needs to chill: Viv WHAT 1. What do you hope will happen next week: Petrol will get cheaper! 2. What would you name a newborn puppy: Ben 3. What relaxes you: Quiet 4. What is the most difficult decision you had to make: Im not sure 6. What's your style: Casual 7. What is your number one priority: Chris & the rest of my family 8. What is the worst movie you've ever seen: 8 Mile 9. What do you want for Christmas: I cant decide! WHEN 1. When is it a good time to be truthful: When you have no other choice (lol) Nah all the time if its safe to do so. 2. When was your last break-up: Umm I cant remember! 3. When do you take time for yourself: Most nights when chris is working. 4. When is the next time you'll see your best friend: When I see her. 5. When will world hunger end: I would like to say tomorrow, but I doubt i'll see the day 6. When was your last bad hair day: Yesterday. 7. When do you usually take a shower: Night and Morning 8. When are you going to go on your next date: HA! I need to tell this question to Chris! 9. When will emo kids grow up: Whenever the hell they want to.. Leave them alone! 10. When did you first learn about sex: hehe I was about 10 watching my best friends dads porno! WHY 1. Why do you feel the way you do right now: Because right now I feel this way.... 2.Why are teenagers becoming more apathetic: Are they? 3. Why did you say the meanest thing you've ever said: Because I'm an evil homosexual of course 4. Why can't perfection exist: Who says it cant? 5. Why is gay marriage illegal: Because people are scared of change. And the bigots are allowed to scream the loudest. 6. Why, in your opinion, are some countries more privileged than others: Because the wont share. 7. Why is your father the way he is: Becuase he's my hero. 8. Why do bad things feel so good: Cause its naughty! And Naughtys always fun till you get caught! 9. Why would you hurt someone, if you ever did: To protect my family. 10. Why did you go online today: To check on Viv SPILL YOUR GUTS Q. First thing you did this morning?: lol scratched... Q. The last thing you ate?: A tiny square of chocolate. Q. What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?: Well its like just over 6 but chris' bday Q. What's annoying you right now?: I'm hungry, but not enough to eat! Q. What's the last movie you saw?: Zero day Q. Do you believe in long distance relationships?: Yes, If it works for you then great Q Where is the last place you went?: The bank. Q: Who is the last person you called?: Work Q: Been cheated on?: Not that I know of. Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?: Yes Im pretty sure.. Q: Do you wish on stars?: No Q: Did it work?: See above lol Q: Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?: Well my boots I have to! But my shoes are slip on! Q: When did you last cry?: Last night Q: Do you like your handwriting?: No Q: Are you a friendly person?: Depends if Im PMSing Q: Are you keeping a secret from the world?: No Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?: Ours Q: What color shirt are you wearing?: Im not lol Q: Do you have any pets?: No Q: What is the color of your bedsheets?: Green Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?: Reading Q: Last person you talked to: Fiona Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?: Last Week... I played mechanic! (I.e. he asked for spanners and I guessed the sizes lol) Q: Look to your left: Cell Phone. House Phone, A glass and a pen Q: Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes Q: Ever cried on your friends shoulder?: Yes Q: Song that makes you cry?: Cant think of one? Q: Are you a normally happy person?: Yep 1. Smoked a cigarette: Yes 2. Smoked a cigar: Yes 3. Drank so much you threw up: Yes 4. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back: Sure 5. Been arrested: Nope 6. Gone on a blind date: Nope 7. Skipped school: Yes 8. Seen someone die: Yes 9. Been to Canada: No 10. Been to Mexico: No 11. Been on a plane: Yes 12. Been lost: Yes lol 13. Been on the opposite side of the country: Yes 14. Swam in the ocean: Yes 15. Felt like dying: A long time ago yes 17. Played cops and robbers: Yes 18. Recently colored with crayons: No 19. Sang karaoke: Yes - badly 20. Paid for a meal with only coins: Yes 21. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't: No 22. Made prank phone calls: Yes 23. Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose: Yes 24. Caught a snowflake on your tongue: Yes 26. Written a letter to Santa Clause: Yes 27. Been kissed under the mistletoe: Yes 29. Blown bubbles: Yes 30. Made a bonfire on the beach: Yes 31. Crashed a party: Yes 32. Gone roller-skating: No Personal questions to know you better: 1. Nicknames? Dave - Davey 2. Mother's name? Linda 3. What is your favorite drink? Vodka 4. Tattoos? Not yet 5. Body piercing? Used to 6. How much do you love your job? A lot! Its fun and Im the boss! 7. Birthplace: Inverness 8. Favorite vacation spot? Melbourne or LA 9. Ever been to Africa? No 10. Ever eaten cookies for dinner? Yes lol 11. Ever been on TV? No 12. Ever stole any traffic signs? Hell Yeah! 13. Ever been in a car accident? Yes 14. Was it your fault? Yes 15. 2 doors or 4? 5 lol 16. Favorite salad dressing? Exotic fruits 17. Favorite pie? Lemon 18. Favorite number? 56936574 20. Favorite holiday? Xmas and Hogmanay 21. Favorite dessert? Ice cream 22. Favorite food? Tomato and Parmesan flat bread, cause damn thats good! 23. Favorite day of the week? Sunday 24. Favorite brand of body soap? I use carex and shower gel *shrug* 25. Favorite TV show? Grey's 26. Favorite Toothpaste? Colegate 27. Where do you see yourself in 10 years? No Idea 28. What do you do when you are bored? Annoy Chris There ya go

Have a great Birthday, Love you lots Twinny! Dave x

Living in a country where gas prices are between 7 and 8 US Dollars a gallon this is a very sore subject. I dont know if many of you will remember or even know about this but back in 2000 a whole bunch of UK farmers and Haulers staged mass protests at refineries and gas stations, blocking access to them. Basically this led to a country wide standstill with supermarkets without fuel to drive their trucks etc. I also remember the emergency services being low on fuel too. The protesters got their message across pretty well, but the end result didnt meet their expectations. The UK still pays an extremely high price for its gas. No matter how much we complain the fact the price of crude oil is going to keep rising isnt going to change. Though the actual cost you pay CAN be reduced by your governments taxing system. Close to 50% of the price paid at the pump here goes to Tony and his boys.

Hey, Firstly I would like to thank all the moderator

I'm a bit weird when it comes to towels. I only ever use a towel once, Chris on the other hand will hang it on the towel rack and use it a few times. It freaks me out! He's gone to dry me with his yucky towel before and Ive freaked and ran (In all my naked glory lol) from him. I know its a bit (a lot) stupid when you consider my tongue has been everywhere that towel has I do laundry every second day if I'm being good, or once a week if I'm being lazy. I do use the eco cycle on the washer so I don't feel bad doing it so often As for your products we have one of those shower caddys that hooks over the shower wall

Are you in a long term relationship? Do you think your partner has become complacent? The reason I ask is, Chris and I used to do loads of really romantic stuff all the time. Now it feels a little like we're an old married couple lol. I'm not saying that's a bad thing, hell no! I wouldnt change what we have for anything. Just maybe a few more romantic nights would be nice I got to thinking about this after a dream I had today, We were on holiday at this beach. It was evening and we were sitting on the sand right in front of the water line. I could feel the water just reaching my toes. The sun was setting before us and it looked beautiful. Chris was sitting with me pressed right against his chest. His feet were hooked over mine and his hands were wrapped around my stomach. His head was resting on my shoulder while my was pressing back slightly increasing our contact just a little. We sat there talking, basically just telling each other how we feel. It was the most realistic dream I ever remember having. It's something I'd liek to make happen for us one day I think I need to come up with something really nice to do for him, because lets face it there are two people in this relationship so we both need to make a little extra effort once in a while. Now I just need to work out what I'm gonna do lol OOhhh If anyone suffers from hot feet, ask Viv how to cure them She has a great idea....

Hey, You may have read the short story I wrote called Inside Of Me. My reason's for using such a... tender? subject are simple. The story is dedicated to Clare, my 13 y/o couson. Claire decided life was too hard to deal with so she ended it. I've been left asking myself why? I mean what the hell drives a 13y/o to take their life? She never left a note, so we'll never really have an answer as to what she was thinking. I wrote the story as a kind of release. About 1AM on the night I was told of her death I was in bed staring at the celling thinking. I wondered if I'd made more of an effort to know her would I have helped? Maybe I would have maybe I wouldn't have, I'll never know. Well anyway, I was in bed and my mind was wandering. I started to have this idea, like a setting. I imagined how the people left behind would feel. So I wrote this little idea out in my head, the got up out of bed and wrote a few paragraphs. I continued the next day writing a little more, then I had a conversation that included this..... Stop me if I've already laid this all on you - but something like 30-40% of gay teens consider or attempt suicide and when I learned that, I was horrified enough - until I thought about it a little more, then I felt even worse because in my high school, there were 1200 students assuming 1/10 were gay/bi/questioning, that is 120 kids so between 30 and 50 kids in my school - kids I KNEW - thought about or tried to kill themselves so that was just a bit of a reaity shock and I could go into all the reasons I think gay kids do that but f**K...that's just tragic So I decided I needed to finish it. Now I dont know if reading it affect anyone. But I pray that there could be one kid out there that comes to this site. Now maybe that kid is depressed with the life and has thought of ending it. If that kid reads it then maybe they'll consider the people that love them enough to get help. Then maybe Claires death wont have been totally in vain. Dave

Ummm no I mean shdowgod like I said

Is it okay that I'm Insanely jealous of you? hehe take care Davey

So depending on how long you've been here, you may have noticed ive not bogged in a while. To be honest I've had anything to blog about. Now believe it or not that's something I'm very grateful for. If you know the history of this blog then you'll know the last year and a half has been filled with enough drama to last my life time. I never thought for a second when I sent that first PM to Myr, pouting over how Ben (Boyneedstherapy) could have a blog and I couldn't that the time that followed would be filled with such happiness and pain. Okay so I realise this all sounds somewhat final, like I'm leaving or some shit; but I'm not. I simply realised I'd not used this thing in ages; I'm not one of those people that feels they have to publish ever last thing they do. I'm actually sitting here trying to think of something exciting to tell you

Well it's true, I do love you.

The weather here has totally gone crazy. Last year was the hottest year on record. The four hotest years in recorded history have been the last four years. Seems our summers are steadily getting hotter (not dryer though ) Then the winter's are getting harder. For example for the last two days we've have 70mph winds with constant rain. We've had constant weather warnings all week for both wind and flooding. Yesterday I had to make a 25 mile detour to get home because the suspension bridge I cross was closed, I think thats only happend once before in the 20 years the bridge has been there. If this carry's on I think I may need to move to the snow of southern cali Davey