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Poetry posted in this category are works of fiction. Names, places, characters, events, and incidents are created by the authors' imaginations or are used fictitiously. Any resemblances to actual persons (living or dead), organizations, companies, events, or locales are entirely coincidental.
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Cowboys - 1. Chapter 1

A Cowboy’s Choices

He rose with the sun on a dust‑colored morn, Boots worn thin, hat weather‑torn. The trail ahead was wide as the sky, But every mile asked who and why.

He could ride for the wages, ride for the land, Ride for the memory of his father’s hand. Or turn his horse toward a softer life, One without storms, hunger, or strife.

But a cowboy’s heart ain’t built for ease— It leans toward wind and open seas Of prairie grass and drifting herds, Where silence speaks louder than any words.

So he chose the trail, though the nights ran cold, Chose the stories that never get told. Chose the grit, the dust, the long hard ride— For a man’s true compass lives inside.

And when the dusk burned red and low, He’d pause, watching the last light glow. Knowing each choice—hard, honest, true— Made him the man the West once knew.

 

 

The Choice That Rode Him Down

He stood at the fork in the canyon, Where the wind spoke sharp and thin. Two trails ran out before him, And only one led home again.

The left was safe and easy, A river road, soft and wide. The right climbed hard through shadow, Where outlaws liked to hide.

But pride’s a stubborn partner, And a cowboy’s heart runs wild. He chose the darker pathway Like a fire‑struck, reckless child.

He said, “A man dies only once,” And tugged his brim down low, Then nudged his horse toward danger Where the cold night dared him go.

The moon was thin as a rifle sight, The rocks like teeth of bone. He heard the whisper of trouble Long before he rode alone.

For the canyon held its secrets, And the canyon kept them tight— A single shot, a single cry, Then silence ate the night.

They found him come the sunrise, Still saddled, slumped, and still. A man whose final choice had led Up that unforgiving hill.

And folks still speak his name soft, When the campfire’s burning low— How a cowboy’s fate can turn on Just one trail he chose to go.

 

Campfire Ballad of San Antonio

I rode into San Antonio With the sundown burning low. My horse was slow, my heart ran quick— To the one I longed to know.

He played the old piano In the saloon at half‑past three, And I dreamed of his smile, his waiting lips, Calling soft and warm to me.

But the doors swung wide and the room went still When my searching eyes did land On my cowboy held close and easy By another young man’s hand.

A Mexican lad beside him, With a laugh low, sweet, and light, And my lover’s arm around him Like it always fit just right.

I felt the hurt rise in me, Sharp as a spur’s cold bite— But a cowboy’s got to choose his path, And choose it clean and right.

So I made my choice in silence, No anger, gun, or cry— Just tipped my hat to the shadows With a quiet, steady sigh.

I chose the trail before me, Not the love that turned away. Some hearts ain’t meant for keeping, No matter how you pray.

And I rode out slow and lonesome, With the dust for company, Left my tears in the road behind me Outside San Antonio’s breeze.

 

 

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You gave a fine voice to what it must have felt like to be a cowboy...

I loved the following...

He could ride for the wages, ride for the land, Ride for the memory of his father’s hand. Or turn his horse toward a softer life, One without storms, hunger, or strife.

But a cowboy’s heart ain’t built for ease— It leans toward wind and open seas Of prairie grass and drifting herds, Where silence speaks louder than any words.

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5 hours ago, Aditus said:

Your poems rang a string, a guitar's, or a piano's, *shrugs*, deeply hidden; sometimes I'm ashamed of it, but hey, only we know about it, huh? 

Thank you for saying that. If the poems struck something hidden, then I’m grateful they found their way to it. There’s no shame in being moved by a line or a sound — it only means you’re human enough to feel what most keep buried. And yes… whatever chord it touched, that stays between us.

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57 minutes ago, drsawzall said:

You gave a fine voice to what it must have felt like to be a cowboy...

I loved the following...

He could ride for the wages, ride for the land, Ride for the memory of his father’s hand. Or turn his horse toward a softer life, One without storms, hunger, or strife.

But a cowboy’s heart ain’t built for ease— It leans toward wind and open seas Of prairie grass and drifting herds, Where silence speaks louder than any words.

I’m mighty glad those lines settled with you. A cowboy’s life was a hard trail, but there was a kind of truth in it — a man riding for more than coin, following something he couldn’t name but felt all the same. If the poem caught even a piece of that, then it did its job.

 
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Cowboys, many of them, led a solitary life, and a lonely one. You've captured that feeling here, Albert, in all three of these. Playing it safe was often not really an option when you were made of cowboy stuff. Death was always right around the corner, as your second poem shows. Campfire Ballad was especially sad for me, I think because of the fact he chose not to fight for love. I understand that, but I wished he had... for my sake more than his. :)  Stirring poetry, my friend. Thank you. Cheers!

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3 minutes ago, Headstall said:

Cowboys, many of them, led a solitary life, and a lonely one. You've captured that feeling here, Albert, in all three of these. Playing it safe was often not really an option when you were made of cowboy stuff. Death was always right around the corner, as your second poem shows. Campfire Ballad was especially sad for me, I think because of the fact he chose not to fight for love. I understand that, but I wished he had... for my sake more than his. :)  Stirring poetry, my friend. Thank you. Cheers!

Thank you for this. Cowboys lived with solitude as a kind of shadow, and I’m glad those pieces carried some of that truth for you. You’re right — playing it safe was rarely an option for men who rode that kind of life, and death was never far from the firelight.

Campfire Ballad was meant to hurt a little. Sometimes the hardest thing to face isn’t a gun or a storm, but the moment a man chooses not to fight for what his heart wants. I understand wishing he had — part of me wished it too.

Your words mean a great deal. I’m grateful the poems stirred something in you. Cheers to you as well.

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Hi, @Albert1434.  Thank you for sharing these poems of a cowboy's lonely life.  I felt the deep loneliness when the cowboy chose the higher fatal path and again when the cowboy turned away from the piano player.  I think the solitary life sometimes made them so isolated from other humans they lost their ability to understand relationships and the energy needed to start one or deal with the difficult.  I think he chose to leave the bar rather than fight for his guy because he simply didn't know what to do except maybe shoot them.  But he knew that wouldn't gain him anything.  The freedom to chose your path with no one else in mind is a seductive pull on a man's heart.  But if you choose too much freedom are you losing part of what makes you human?  Thanks for bringing these thoughts to my mind with your lovely words, Albert!

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6 minutes ago, KKirk said:

Hi, @Albert1434.  Thank you for sharing these poems of a cowboy's lonely life.  I felt the deep loneliness when the cowboy chose the higher fatal path and again when the cowboy turned away from the piano player.  I think the solitary life sometimes made them so isolated from other humans they lost their ability to understand relationships and the energy needed to start one or deal with the difficult.  I think he chose to leave the bar rather than fight for his guy because he simply didn't know what to do except maybe shoot them.  But he knew that wouldn't gain him anything.  The freedom to chose your path with no one else in mind is a seductive pull on a man's heart.  But if you choose too much freedom are you losing part of what makes you human?  Thanks for bringing these thoughts to my mind with your lovely words, Albert!

Thank you so much for sharing such a thoughtful reflection. It means a great deal to know the poems stirred those feelings in you. You captured the heart of that lonely cowboy life so well — the way solitude can become both a refuge and a prison, shaping a man’s choices until connection feels more dangerous than the open trail.

I appreciate how deeply you engaged with the moments you mentioned. You’re right: sometimes the hardest thing isn’t the fight itself, but the vulnerability required to stay, to reach out, or to try to understand another person. That tension between freedom and humanity is exactly what I hoped readers would sit with, and I’m grateful that it resonated with you.

Thank you again for your generous words and for taking the time to share your thoughts. It truly encourages me to keep writing.

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