I vented a bit in my poetry today, I haven't done something like this since I was a kid.

http://www.gayauthor...amitryingtobe/1

I had a very long day at work with really great ups and really bad downs. I just don't know anymore what I am and what I want to be anymore. I am feeling confused over my life; I don't know where I fit anymore.

Being gay isn't the only question people get about their lives, I also have a lot doubts about what I am doing and my work. I try to be a decent human being, but it's so hard to maintain decency and civility, when faced with people that hold neither in the face of their own lives and ego. I've grown up a lot in the last few years, but I've just realized how much people haven't.