Kev de Cauchery

Merry B-Day Patrick!

Merry B-Day!!

Nice pic Sky!! And what's with the pride for the Sox!?!?! I mean, seriously!! I think the pinstripes look mighty fine.

PD, Use the Yanks' cap! The Red Sox is having such a bad season.

God help us all exactly! I mean, seriously, who the fck is Justin Bieber? He's not singing good and so pretentious. What's up world?!!?!?!?!

Off the top of my head, all songs by David Cook, Daft Punk and Muse. Also, Don't Give'r It All - Daniel Bedingfield. That's not my name / Shut up and let me go / Great DJ - The Ting Tings

Nice haircut!!

Met my ex today. Total disaster. Well, he's leaving for Belgium in 3 days. I'm just glad. Well, just a little background why I don't like him at all. We started the relationship (well, i don't consider it a relationship, i'd say it's f**k buddies, but obviously he thought otherwise) when I was recovering from a crush on a straight buddy. (I know, I know! Don't crush on your straight buudy.) So I'd consider him more like a buoy, or so we call it. It's like you were drowning in a past misery and you desperately want another relationship to help you not-drown. So that's how I see it. He was a buoy. I didn't love him, not at all. I know it's really bad of me, but I told him we'd separate the moment I realized that I was using him. At that moment, he said "okay then", and we "broke up". In a later email he sent me, he said, and I quote, "...I know we've broken up..." Well, I thought it was the end of our affair and we'd be friends. That was more like what I thought. The thing was, three months after we ended the affair, he appeared at the door of my dorm building and said we needed to talk. I thought twas okay. But when we sat down and talked, he kept saying that we were still in a relationship. I was like "What!?" He kept saying that he never agreed to break up and stuff. Just crazy talking. I got so furious that I just walked away. After that, he kept calling me in odd hours, like three or four in the morning and ask if I wanna f**k. It was just annoying. And today, when we met, I found myself so calm that it scared me. And through the calmness that I truly saw how abusive his words actually was. Every time he talkd about me, they were some degrading words. It was always like "you're this bad" or "you're too feminine for your own good." But I just blocked them away. I gave him the cold treatment and just ignored his words. And it made me realize the few months I had been with him were so crazy. I had let meself be so vulnerable and took all his abusive words in. And it made me realize the reason I felt so connected with Josh (Duncan Ryder's character in Everybody's Wounded. BTW, the story is fab, Duncan.) So all in all, I'm just glad he's leaving and be out of my life.

Am using both an iPhone and a Sony Ericsson W810i, a pretty ancient one, Was pretty adamant about using a Sony Ericsson.

Thanks Cia.

You are such a handsome young man, Ben.

Is it even right for me to say that I'm back? I'm not sure how long I've been away, but since I always got email notifications, I've never considered myself left. It's not like I've been away for more than 4 months. (Yes, I'm talking to you, BiD ) So uh, anyone who may want to know why, if there's any that is... Wait for my summer anthology story then, if I come up with anything that is. Twas a personal issue which I'm considering turning into a short story or something. (Ah, I remember a friend calling me an exhibitionist) So uh, that's about it. You guys are gonna see my annoying self again. And I've got to finish the summer antho story which has yet to be started. Thank you Sam for not giving up on me. And yes my feline friend Tim, I'll know how to find you. And sorry if I had missed anyone's birthday. A belated Merry B-Day. I'm deeply moved by many of my friends. (See, I'm totally random again. I'm my normal self. )

You know I love her.

Merry Birthday Love! Hope it'd been a good one.

Yankees, definitely. (If anyone ever saw my pic in the picture thread it'd be no brainer.) And.. the opening game sucks big time. Mi Jeet. And Gosh, all those Red Sox's!!

Though I'm not as big a writier. Thanks to Nephy, Boy in Doubt, Renee Stevens And Sam the Bugeye, K.BeN for constant support.

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Ha. That night I was in a bar by myself. I teared up just thinking about this Lady Antebllum's song. The highlighted was what get me. Need You Now - Lady Antebellum Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor. Reaching for the phone 'cuz I can't fight it anymore. And I wonder if I ever cross your mind? For me it happens all the time. It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now. Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without. I just need you now. Another shot of whiskey, can't stopping looking at the door. Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before. And I wonder if I ever cross your mind? For me it happens all the time. It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now. Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now. And I don't know how I can do without. I just need you now. Oh whoa Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all. It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now. And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now. Well I don't know how I can do without. I just need you now I just need you now. Oh baby I need you now.

Happy B-Day Lugh! Hope it's a good one.

Happy B-Day, Pai! Hope it'd been a good one.

Ha! Another treat in two days? Have I died and gone to heaven? XD A bit dark exactly, but the grin is enough to light it up. Just hope you feel better hun.

Ah, I guess my urge for the new pic or the new blog must've taken so much of your energy! And I'm feeling so bad about it. I hope you feel better soon. About the boy, watch out for him definitely.

I guess a 'gong hey' and a 'ga yau' are in toll. A congrats on the partner and a commis on the let go. Anyways. Good luck mi pal.

Ah, pls let me say again, this new pic is just breath-taking

Ah. this season's just crap. This really cute guy, whose name I have forgotten, for which I hate myself, got eliminated in the first round of Hollywood week. From then on, I had completely forgotten/abandoned this show. Anyways, mi friends had told me this season's crap.