my condolences, cheryl. I lost my dear mom in March this year. She died in my arms. Funny thing, an hour before she passed on, she told me her body feels different. She asked me to rub her back. She told me to be all that I want to be. She told me she was dying. An hour later it was all over. I miss her terribly, but I have not wept like the rest of the family. She lived with us and saw her pain everyday. The rest of the family didn't. They cried bitterly. Still do. I miss her love, her warmth, her smell. Sometimes, even tho there is no wind, and all the windows and doors are closed, the candles flicker in the house. I know she is near. I find comfort in that. Go well my friend. I'll say a prayer to guide her on.