I have a different outlook on things. I may be young, and not know the kind of stuff, you guys know.
I haven't left my place in a year and a half now. I have no clue, what is going on out there, apart from what I see on the news. I'm too far away from anywhere, to even have anything local.
I can climb a hill and look at a main road through binoculars.But there is no sound to go with what i'm seeing.
My everyday sounds are animals my own and wild. Baz's truck pulling in and out. The sound of my tractor or the gate bell telling me someone is there.
My outside world is through the eyes of other people. Be that real time or TV. It's all I have.
I hate the word "Basically". Kate's daughter is a dozy flump, and she calls me up to tell me about her crap. It always starts with, "Well basically blah blah blah,"
The thing I think weird about Stuby , is that he doesn't drink hot drinks, or fizzy pop, like wth? He has posh squash lol. I call it that because it has three flavours. Waking up and drinking squash? YUK
I have so many of these said foibles. Cool word btw.
Nobody can make my coffee, even after Baz has watched me a thousand times. I cant let him make it.
Same with hanging washing out, if he does it, I have to go and do it my way.
I do the ironing too. So many things, I have to do that. It's my way or no way LOL
I used to sleep in boxers, when I slept on the couch, and had Max on my legs. Now I've moved into the annex as a downstairs bedroom I'm naked. Baz has his own tackle and has seen mine before lol *shrugs*
Midnight
Lightning strikes and thunder roars
Out here on the Yorkshire moors,
The moon is full, this deadly night
Somebody will get a fright.
My spine bends, it’s time for changes
As my whole body re-arranges
I grow a snout, my fangs grow long
Hands change to paws, where claws belong.
Two feet, become four, I sport a tail,
I am a werewolf, an alpha male.
I need flesh, and I need blood
To hunt around the neighbourhood.
A hunt for man, that’s what I need
I’m so hungry, I
Sorry it's took me so long to get round to this. It's an awesome story. I have already said that. Poor Gibby, in a lot of ways, he's like me. I dont want the drugs, I dont necessarily want the therapy and I have the horrible scars too. I liked his reaction to the people staring. But I just want to hug him
Excellent KC Will read the next tomorrow
My heart goes out to you KC and you Unc
I dont want the memories of mine. That doesnt mean I can stop them. At 3am this morning, Baz ran into my room and shook me awake. I was screaming and sweating. And crying my eyes out. My nightmares are painful and linger long after I've woken up.
But......They are less often, they are getting better. Because I, am getting better.
You will get there KC, and like Unc says, you are never alone.
And you are not rambling. It's what this column is here for. Never be afraid to come and vent.
to all
Hugs all
Hi hh5 Hang in there buddy, Please talk to us, we will help if we can.
Hey Unc Sorry to here your not sleeping, I cope better with less sleep. I find just resting and relaxing is as good as sleep. But thats me
Hi Bee, Cheer youself up with something Treat yourself to something.
Hey Ashes That's great news
Keep improving and keep coming here You started the thread after all. All credit to you
Hope everyone else is cool?
I'm re-discovering some old internet pals, who helped me online with The Legacy. I was only 13 when I started it. And now back in touch with some of the realtime lifestyle Master's and Mistresses is very cool indeed.
So you do want to know about greasing a chickens butt
Well put it this way, If your arse was that small, and you had to lay a sizeable egg each day. I think you would get sore too LOL
I wear latex gloves love the latex LOL
Hey all Thanks Unc I appreciate any kind of support.
Joe I will read your stuff as soon as I can. I'm busy writing another fairy story. Yes I do mean chickens. And powdering them means rubbing powder into their feathers to keep them mite free, I also have to grease their bottoms too, but I wont go into that LOL
And Lacey Welcome, and you can be yourself here. It's not a place for gossip or judgement. We listen , we care, and we help if we can
Hey all
Good to see you back Joe, and look forward to reading your stuff
I'm still on an up today As well as the day to day chores, I've powdered the chooks and checked out the wood. Mrs fox is definately preggers, and Mr and Mrs Puddleduck are back on the pond and they brought some friends along.
I dont eat duck they are far too cute That, and Stuby's mum would kill me
Hugs all round
Hahahaa Oh Clara that is so funny
Laughing out this loud is good for the soul I think.
Weeble and Bob was shown to me and Stuby by his sister, We howled with laughter for the rest of the night.
LOL Hi Clara who the hell is Dishonest Jim?
Glad to hear things are getting better, hopefully that will continue. Who knows you might get called "normal" one day LOL You know i'm kidding
That label wouldn't suit me one bit. I'd hate NOT to be the Wildman
Things are pretty good my end too. I've started to draw. I used to do it loads when I was younger, and work took over. It used to be animals and plants and now its scenery for a Dark Eldar Base board and a temple too.
I dont know how you do, what you do. But i'm hooked in the first few sentences.
It's atmospheric, I could picture everything. Your use of the little dandelion puff, was so intriguing, you want to follow it and see where it goes.
You are a very talented writer KC. First Chapter? New Story? I'm waiting for the next. None too patiently